The Other Brother
Chapter 23
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EXCERPT OPENING
Exhaling softly I kissed the boy’s warm cheeks giving him a gentle shake to wake him up. “Come-on sleepy head wake up.” I urged the boy tossing the blanket over his naked body to cover him back up before climbing out of bed. “It’s late and I’m sure dad will be coming in with your meds here pretty quick since you should have taken them half an hour ago already.” I added making my way towards my dresser drawer and pulling on a pair of boxer briefs just as I heard a light tapping on the door. “Yeah, come on in.” I spoke up knowing it had to be my dad.
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Sure enough it was my dad as he opened up the door carrying a small tray of food. He paused in the open doorway crinkling his nose at the odor assaulting his nose. I busted up shaking my head knowing the room probably reeked of sex, but I wasn’t going to fall into that sort of trap.
“Yeah, I know it smells in here dad, but it’s your fault you know.” I insisted with him furling his eyebrows questioningly. “Well we woke up in the middle of the night sweating our asses off. Anatoli’s pajamas were completely soaked because you set the heat so high.” I pointed out emphasizing the word ‘asses,’ noticing my bad arch his eyebrows at my slight swear usage.
“Oh, well that was Anna insisting on it.” He sighed shaking his head. “I’m pretty sure she probably got her calculation adjustment between Celsius and Fahrenheit a bit mixed up.” He chuckled. “I thought it was a tad high, but figured maybe it was something they were used to in their house. Besides it didn’t seem too warm to me.” He finished shrugging his shoulders.
“Of course not, you are in the basement and it’s not so hot down there.” I chuckled. “Believe me my room was like sitting in a hot sauna and we were soaked in our own sweat.” I insisted as we all laughed.
My dad stuck around for a minute or so setting the tray aside instructing me to be sure Anatoli took all of his proper medication and to be sure to record his blood pressure. He needed to go do some shopping in town for the party, and also needed to drop by the bakery and pick up the birthday cake we had ordered. He also reminded us Anatoli needed to weigh himself, and to measure his urine. Just in case, he held up a to do list of things so I wouldn’t miss something important in regards to Anatoli even though he knew I was very responsible. He understood I’d be careful about things where the younger boy was concerned, but it was better to be safe than sorry. Setting down the list he gave Anatoli a kiss on his forehead doing the same for me focusing once more on the younger boy insisting he hurry up so he could take his meds before he had to leave us and go shopping.
When my dad did finally leave I had to help Anatoli sit up because he was really sore from last night wincing in pain. I apologized saying maybe I shouldn’t have worked him over so much with him blushing a little about the incident, but insisting he’d willingly do it all again in a heart beat with his face turning bright red at the admission. He took his pain medication first so it could start working and before long was feeling much better as he ate and then took the rest of his medication. After he finished with breakfast, I helped him stand up on wobbly legs and covered his naked body with my soft robe that I grabbed out of my closet.
In the past he would have been totally mortified with me seeing him completely naked, but anymore he wasn’t so self conscious about it. He still was a bit shy about his surgical scar and bruising, but even this didn’t seem to bother him so much anymore. I suppose the way I had relished his sexiness last night was paying off today with him feeling more comfortable about the way his body was looking.
“I think you’ve gotten a tad bigger down there.” I chuckled watching the boy as he grabbed the ties on his robe.
He glanced towards me before looking down at his little softie and slightly loose hanging danglies. “Really…you think so?” He asked.
Nodding my head emphatically while openly gawking at the early stages of his pubescence I gazed back into his deep swirling blue eyes and smiled. “Oh yeah, I’m positive about it; especially, the way that nice hard thoroughbred of yours filled up my mouth last night.” I teased snatching at his little floppy with him yelping and hurriedly closing off his robe with the ties while the two of us laughed giddily about what happened earlier.
His laughter was cut a bit short though when he winced in a bit of pain. He noticed my concern, but waived me off indicating maybe we should head into the bathroom so we could get some of the other issues squared away. It didn’t take long for us to get everything recorded and logged into the journal with him feeling a bit embarrassed because I had to measure his urine output. That sort of thing didn’t even bother me and I let him know how I wasn’t grossed out about it. My comment made him feel so happy he grabbed me and held me tightly to him once more letting me know just how much I meant to him.
“Come on, I think it is time you had a shower and washed the stink away.” I taunted after we stood holding one another for several moments effectively breaking the awkwardness of the tender moment.
“Ha, you are one to talk.” He teased back as I stepped away from him and turned on the water in the shower. “I’m still feeling a bit wobbly though so maybe…um…you can hop in with me at the same time?” He suggested seriously, turning towards the sink and placing his hands on the counter to steady himself.
Glancing over towards him I could tell he was worried because of being a bit wobbly, stiff, and sore so I nodded my head letting him know it was probably best. I had felt the same way when I first got home too, so knew he could use a hand. Even though I had pretty much gotten over the surgery his had been a bit more invasive than mine, and he had also been pretty sick so it was understandable he’d still be a bit on the unsteady side of things. Walking up behind him I wrapped my arms over the front of his chest as we both stared into the mirror and I nuzzled his neck giving him a little kiss on his cheek.
Reaching down I unfastened the tie on his robe letting it fall to the side with the material flowing outwards exposing his raw nakedness in the mirror. “You are so beautiful.” I whispered softly in his ear reassuring the boy despite the unsightly bruising and surgical wound just above his groin and along his right side.
“Robby…are you in there?” I heard a light tapping on the bathroom door as I shifted towards the knocking recognizing Gabe’s voice forcing the younger blond boy to shift with me since I was holding him in my arms.
“Yeah, come on in Gabe,” I replied hearing Anatoli yelp in surprise at me having given the other boy permission to enter since he was exposed as his hands hastily fumbled with the folds of his robe quickly covering up his nakedness while he craned his neck looking at me admonishingly.
The twelve, but soon to be thirteen, year old boy on the other side of the barrier opened up the door just enough so he could stick his brown haired mop inside to glance around. When he spotted Anatoli the biggest smile spread over his features as he stepped inside.
“I’m so glad to see you.” He sighed in relief. “When you got home your mom wouldn’t let me visit you saying they didn’t want anyone to come over for a while. I was afraid we wouldn’t be able to celebrate your birthday and that I wouldn’t be able to see you.” He admitted biting his lower lip noticing how the younger boy was clinging to his robe. “Um…what are you guys up to?” He asked curiously.
“Well I was just telling Anatoli how he sort of smells since he hasn’t had a proper shower in a while. So we were getting ready to hop in to get cleaned up. He’s still a bit wobbly so I was going to join him and help keep him steady. Now that you’re here and had been a big help to me when I first got home maybe you could do the same for Anatoli.” I offered up feeling the younger curly haired boy in my arms stiffen up and glance towards me while Gabe swallowed the lump in his throat and his jaw visibly dropped to his chest in surprise.
Gabe’s razor-sharp grey colored eyes automatically dropped down trying to decipher what his friend had hidden just beneath the robe. I could tell Anatoli was about to protest about the shower thing so I leaned in while Gabe was still distracted and whispered into the birthday boy’s ear.
“Trust me Anatoli. You have nothing to be ashamed about.” I assured him slowly tugging the robe free from his grip exposing his nakedness for Gabe to inspect.
The gray eyed boy hadn’t expected this and I could see the small bulge between his legs immediately twitching as it swelled up into a full blown erection. “Oh my god you are so beautiful.” I heard Gabe whispering huskily before he shook his head and blushed because of what he had just admitted.
Even Anatoli seemed to flush, his face getting red because he was now completely naked in front of his friend since I had slid the robe completely off of his body. Glancing up into Anatoli’s eyes for a moment, Gabe’s gaze once more wandered downwards taking in the other boy’s nakedness completely unashamed at how he was ogling his closest friend. Ever since he met Anatoli they had become fast friends and he openly admitted to everyone the younger boy was his bestest of friends. Now he was seeing his friend in all his glory for the first time fulfilling a long fantasy of his as he reached down to adjust his thick erection pressing up against the fabric of his pants. Anatoli noticed too and giggled because it was kind of funny how his friend had boned up like that in front of him. It sort of made him feel all sexy like.
The giggle must have brought Gabe to his senses because his face got red, but he didn’t want to take the chance of passing up this moment so he quickly stepped forward and to Anatoli’s surprise hugged the younger boy tightly to him. “I…I love you so much Anatoli. Will you be my boyfriend?” He blurted out catching even me by surprise.
“W…what?” Anatoli swallowed hard in stunned disbelief. “I mean…where did this come from?” He asked refusing to let go of Gabe because he was enjoying the contact with his closest of friends; that is other than me, his ‘Other Brother.’
“It…um…it’s just ever since right before your surgery when the two of us…you know…touched each other.” He swallowed hard, recalling the incident where the two of them had groped one another. “I mean…I guess I’ve always sort of known, but it’s just…I just…I mean…I think I’ve fallen in love with you.” Gabe managed to get out still hanging on to the other boy.
“What…I mean what about all the other kids in your class. You know the ones you’ve sort of…well you know. I mean…what about your girlfriend?” He asked about Gabe’s latest foray with a girl from his class.
“What…no Anatoli. I mean sure I’ve messed around with some of the other kids in my class and all, but I’ve never actually…you know…I’ve never actually asked any of them to let me be their boyfriend. I guess I sort of always knew it would be you…I mean…you know the two of us being boyfriends and all.” He tried to explain with both boys falling into a sort of awkward silence while I tried not to intrude on this special moment remaining completely silent and not moving a muscle.
I had to admit it took a lot of balls for Gabe to speak up like that and putting himself on the line. It spoke volumes about just how much he cared for Anatoli, but it also reflected his strong character in my opinion. It wasn’t an easy thing to put yourself out there in a gay kind of way.
After what seemed like a long pause Gabe finally got the guts to speak up again. “Well?” He sighed running his hand up and down the naked boy’s back who was still snuggled up closely to him.
“Huh?” Anatoli seemed to come out of his own thoughts.
“Um…you know…boyfriend…you…me…the two of us together.” Gabe chuckled nervously.
The younger curly haired boy sniggered in the older boy’s arms. “Weellll…,” he drawled in his cute little accent frustrating Gabe who took a step back now and folded his arms over his chest knowing his younger friend was now teasing him. Anatoli rolled his eyes before smiling sheepishly. “Yeah Gabe, I’d love that.” He finally replied with the older gray eyed boy stepping forward for a kiss.
Anatoli sighed holding up his hand. “I’m sorry Gabe, but we just can’t.” He told the other boy shaking his head.
“What, but why. I mean I love you and want to kiss you. I’ve wanted to do that for a long time.” He whined a bit hurt.
“Me too Gabe, I mean I want to kiss you too it’s just…,” his hand spread outwards appealingly before continuing. “Right now I have to be careful. In a few weeks it’ll be different.” He tried to explain with the older boy nodding his head.
“I’m not sure if my lips can wait that long.” Gabe pouted mockingly as his eyes once more began to drink in his friend’s nakedness while his fingers traced along his own thick stiff bulge.
Suddenly Anatoli’s eyes glittered mischievously as he reached out running his hand over Gabe’s groin making the boy whimper at the sensuousness. “Well, I know what your lips can do…that is if you are willing.” The younger boy taunted seeing Gabe’s face flush and turn thirty shades of red all in a fraction of a second.
“Really,” Gabe’s voice squeaked. “I can…I mean…you’d let me…um…suck that beautiful thing.” The gray eyed boy swallowed hard noticing how Anatoli was starting to bone up at the mere idea of getting a blow job.
“Um…yeah sure Gabe…it’s just I won’t be able to…uh…you know…return the favor. At least not yet.” Anatoli smiled hopefully at his new boyfriend who simply continued to gawk at the younger curly haired boy’s now full blown just under three inch erection.
“That’s alright…besides, you are still allowed to use your hands…right?” Gabe asked as he quickly peeled off his shirt and hurriedly unbuttoned his pants shoving them down around his ankles along with his underwear while Anatoli smirked watching him closely.
“Um…yeah sure…but maybe you can show me how to…you know…so it feels good for you too.” The younger boy blushed since he wasn’t so experienced about such things.
Gabe stood up exposing his own thick three and a quarter inch erection furling his eyebrows for a moment not fully understanding at first what Anatoli meant. Then it sunk in and he smiled knowingly as he watched the other boy taking his turn to gawk at his nakedness. He loved how his naked body had developed over these past months, and wasn’t shy about showing it off; especially, not to someone he cared so much about like Anatoli. The reactions he’s gotten from his sexual partners since he’s been with Robby had spoken volumes to him at just how sexy hot his body was at this stage in his development. It wasn’t just the way it looked now though because deep down he could sense his body would always have that sexy appeal to others even as he got older.
Anatoli sucked in a deep breath because it was the first time he was able to truly look his friend over in such an open kind of fashion. He’s seen Gabe on other occasions getting dressed and undressed, but somehow this was way different as he scrutinized the boy’s nakedness. He could feel his own chubbed up penis lurching expectantly at the possibilities as a slow smile spread across his features.
“God you are so sexy hot.” Anatoli managed to get out and giggled realizing those had been the same exact words Gabe had used to describe him as he now swallowed the lump in his throat taking note of the light brown filaments surrounding the base of the older boy’s thick shaft. “Wow, you’ve got hairs growing in pretty good down there already.” The younger boy smiled as he watched Gabe trying to kick off his pants and underwear.
“Yeah, but I like how you still don’t have any pubes yet. So anyway…um…,” he hesitated a moment before stepping forward so the younger boy could put his hands on his shoulders for support.
It was then the two of them noticed me standing there as their faces turned crimson while I just shook my head and chuckled. “What?” I asked innocently. “It’s not like I had a chance to sneak out, you know. Besides, I’m glad the two of you finally got things squared away. It’s about time too, you know; especially, you.” I chuckled at Anatoli stepping forward and kissing him affectionately on his forehead.
Shaking my head, I scooted past the two naked boys heading out the door knowing full well they would be taking a while to finish up. Yup, they had plenty of catching up to do with one another, and although Anatoli was no longer a novice in the sense of being sexual, I knew Gabe would still be teaching him a thing or two that was new. Damn, the thought of the two of them naked in the shower together made me quiver lustfully as I made my way into the bedroom.
Taking a look at my rumpled bed I sighed and crawled on top of the mattress lying on my back and allowing my erection to slowly deflate. It had been kind of sexy hot watching the two boys interact, and Gabe had been so sweet in the way he had asked Anatoli to be his boyfriend. He never even once took notice of the younger boy’s surgical wound or bruising, his love for Anatoli overshadowing everything else. I was proud of Gabe and I knew what was between him and Anatoli wasn’t a whimsical thing and would last for a long time. The two of them cared too much about one another, so I pretty much knew their relationship was fairly set. Even if things changed in the future for them, it wouldn’t be happening any time soon.
The soft knocking on my doorjamb brought me out of my musings as I glanced over in the general direction noticing Donavan standing there looking around a bit nervously. He glanced towards my direction briefly his hazel colored eyes under his thick dark brown eyebrows darting away quickly. It made me wonder what was up with him until it dawned on me I was still pretty much naked wearing nothing but my boxer briefs.
“Hey,” I sighed not bothering to get up as my eyes shifted towards my oldest of friends lanky figure scrutinizing him closely realizing he still had a sense of sexiness about him that most people didn’t see.
Donavan wasn’t ugly or anything, just a bit more on the plain side of things with the same kind of build as me, but slightly taller by about one or two inches and heavier by about five or ten pounds due to the height difference. Like his younger brother he had that same kind of fit look about him. Depending on the situation sometimes he appeared to be a lanky kid, but when you looked again he came across as being a tad bulkier. I suppose maybe it was because he was firmly in his teen years where his body began to broaden. I watched as he nervously ran his fingers through his brown hair that was cropped short up around the ears, but layered longer on top.
His younger brother was no doubt way cuter and was unquestionably going to grow into a studly looking teenager and then into a very fine handsome looking man. There simply wasn’t any denying it because he just had those features. Donavan on the other hand had been a bit on the plain side ever since we were little, and even now into his young teenaged years, but there was something attractive about him just beneath the surface. It was something I knew would blossom into a handsome sort of quality as he got older. He’d never be the stud his younger brother was destined to grow up into, but he most certainly was going to grow into a handsome fine young man too as my eyes wandered over his physique noting he was dressed in a pair of sweats and sweatshirt like he had gotten dressed in a hurry.
“You coming in or what?” I asked chuckling knowing he was a bit nervous about me being half naked. “For real Donavan, you’ve seen me naked plenty of times before, besides it isn’t like I don’t have anything on.” I sighed shaking my head at his stubborn shyness.
“Huh…oh…um…no that’s not exactly it. I mean dude for real, it like smells in here…you know…like…uh…sweaty sex.” My friend chuckled as he gazed over towards my way his eyes taking in my half naked body, but not averting his eyes even though he blushed slightly.
“What…oh that.” I laughed waving him over as I explained to him about my dad and the thermostat with how both me and Anatoli had sweated our asses off in the middle of the night.
I noticed he seemed relieved about the explanation and it finally clicked why he had been nervous. The smell had indicated maybe something having just occurred of a sexual nature in my room. I suppose he hadn’t wanted it to look like he was trying to sneak a peek or purposefully interrupt any sexual activity going on in my room.
He took a seat on the edge of my bed as I glanced towards him noticing something was different about my friend. I couldn’t place my finger on it as I scooted over making more room for him on my bed because he was just barely sitting on the edge. I expected him to only scoot more firmly on to the mattress, but to my surprise he actually kicked off his shoes before rolling next to me lying on his back and stretching out staring up at the ceiling. It’s been a long time since we actually laid together in the same bed this close to one another as his right arm brushed lightly against my left one. I swiveled my head towards him noticing Donavan doing the same thing and we both smiled because this was really nice before we shifted our gaze staring back up at the ceiling.
“I think I’m in love with Jennifer.” He finally spoke up as I turned looking at him while he continued to stare up at the ceiling and softly exhaled happily.
Then it dawned on me why he had this sort of inner glow about him. “Oh my god the two of you finally did iii…,” I left it hanging immediately feeling bad I had opened my mouth without thinking and prying this deeply into his private sexual life.
“What…no…I mean yeah…no I mean…shit it’s not like that…,” he stuttered and blushed shaking his head.
“I’m sorry Donavan; I didn’t mean to pry like that. It’s none of my business.” I apologized feeling bad about putting my best friend in that sort of spot.
“No Robby…it’s alright. I know you didn’t mean anything by it, but it’s just you don’t understand how it feels.” He sighed before scrunching up his face. “Sorry, that didn’t come out right. I mean I know you understand how it feels to actually…um…with a girl.” He blushed, glancing at me while I was kind of surprised he was even talking about this sort of topic as he paused trying to gather his thoughts. “I mean it’s just different though for me and Jennifer. It’s not just about…um…about…uh…you know…the sex.” He sighed shaking his head. “So yeah I mean that is really nice and all too, but Robby,” He paused looking at me as he gushed and smiled. “I’m really in love.”
I smiled back, “I’m so happy for you and congratulation…I mean about falling in love, well the other thing too.” I giggled as he elbowed me, but laughed as well.
To my surprise he started to tell me about it. Not the details, but how he had to work last night so Jennifer met up with him after his shift and how things sort of got a bit hot and heavy between the two of them. Of course they’ve been sexually active in an oral kind of way, but it had gotten really more intense as they snuck into his room through his window. Once inside the safety of his room things became even more passionate with one thing leading to another. Before the two of them knew it they were literally making love together, both of them losing their virginities that night. It had been such a wonderful experience and afterwards they had only planned on cuddling for a little while, but had fallen asleep in each other arms since it had been so late and they were totally exhausted from the sex.
Then earlier this morning Donavan’s mom began knocking on his door to wake him up. The two of them were so far gone and dead to the world that when he didn’t answer his mom had become concerned and entered his room. She never came in without knocking first, but since there was no answer she wanted to make sure he was alright.
“Holy crap,” I barked out laughing. “No way dude. She actually caught the two of you in bed together?” I continued to laugh despite me knowing he was probably in deep shit while he shrugged his shoulder. “Sorry I shouldn’t be laughing about it. But fuck for real Donavan your mom must have gone ballistic.” I tried to stifle my giggles, but the image of his mom walking in on my friend in bed naked with another girl was just too hilarious.
“Actually to my surprise she was pretty calm about it. After shaking us awake she simply told us to get dressed and come out for a chat. I was scared shitless, but after slipping into my sweats and sweatshirt while watching Jennifer climb into her shirt and jeans I didn’t care anymore because she is so damn sexy hot.” He sighed. “I was ready to face anything, even my mom, but to my surprise the only thing my mom wanted to know is if we used protection.” He shrugged his shoulders glancing towards me.
“You’re kidding. She wasn’t pissed?” I asked.
“No, strange huh. I mean it was like she was proud of me or something.” He sighed shaking his head and chuckling.
“Well duh.” I retorted getting a scrunched up look from him. “I think she was afraid you’d never get involved with anyone.” I laughed shrugging my shoulders. “I think she was actually relieved you were man enough to go out and have sex.” I busted up with him once more elbowing me.
“Hey, you make it sound like she thought I was gay or something.” He protested.
“Fuck, I don’t think she would give a fucking flying leap about that to be honest. Personally I think she was worried you’d never get out and experience life.” I told him sincerely with him shrugging his shoulders and getting a sly smile.
“Well maybe I should have told her about us years ago.” He teased with me shaking my head.
“No, back then she would probably have locked you up for sure. It’s only when you got a little older that she became concerned about you and your social life.” I shook my head. “By the way are you going to be able to stay for Anatoli’s birthday later or do you need to work?” I asked with him nodding his head.
“Yeah thanks to mom I can stay for his birthday. My boss was going to make me work today, but my mom told him no. She knew I wanted to be here for Anatoli. I swear Robby him getting sick the way he did scared the crap out of me, not to mention what you did. You’re my best friend ever and I’d die if anything happened to you.” He whispered sincerely his eyes welling up. “I really like the little guy too, and I’m glad him and my brother are such good friends. I’m just relieved everything worked out…you know, but I’m still worried because from what I read he isn’t out of the woods yet.” He glanced towards me with a truly anxious look on his face.
“I know Donavan, but his chances are really good now. Even Dr. Steinitz said he was so surprised at how closely we were a match together.” I assured my friend who nodded his head.
“That’s good. Oh this reminds me where’s Gabe? Mom said he was on his way over.” He asked me curiously when we suddenly heard a loud squeaking noise coming from the bathroom.
“What the hell is that?” Donavan shifted his head towards my open door before glancing back towards me. Was that Gabe?” He asked with me laughing and shaking my head because the voice was too high pitched to be his younger brother.
“No, that’s Anatoli.” I chuckled with Donavan staring at me and then blushing realizing what the squeaking noise was all about.
“Fuck, no way. He just turned twelve.” He began to chuckle shaking his head. “Shit Robby were we that bad?” He asked while I barked out laughing.
“Worse I think” I responded really surprised at how all of a sudden Donavan wasn’t so prudish about everything making me wonder if this whole incident of him losing his virginity combined with the confrontation from his mother about it sort of finally brought him out of his shell.
My friend rolled his eyes. “Then where’s Gabe?” He asked with me giggling and shrugging my shoulders.
“Um…well…he’s with Anatoli.” I answered trying not to bust up laughing as he stared at me a bit confused at first while he sorted it out in his mind.
If my subtle hint didn’t sink in, the sudden yelps and shouts from Anatoli’s voice urging Gabe to suck him harder drifting into my room sure enough must have. It was too damn funny and I couldn’t hold it in any more so barked out laughing so hard at my friend’s gaping expression that he suddenly got on his elbow facing towards my open door.
“No fucking way is that my brother giving Anatoli a blow…um…shit Robby what the fuck.” He moaned crashing back on the bed and covering his face with his hands.
“Shit Donavan what do you expect. I mean your little brother is so fucking sexy hot you know. I mean he’s really got it going on down there for his age. He’s sort of developed nicely if you know what I mean.” I chuckled feeling only slightly bad for Donavan who now glared at me.
“How would you know?” He asked a bit testily, but not really all too mad about it.
“The same way I know what you’ve got down there. I mean shit he spends enough time over here so it isn’t as if we haven’t seen each other naked and stuff. Besides, I think the two of them are a good fit together. Anatoli’s just as sexy hot as your brother. You know how shy he is about exposing himself, almost as bad as you, and with the surgery he was feeling really self conscious about the way he looks now. So, I’m glad he was willing to let Gabe help him take a shower. If it also means the two of them can have a bit of fun in the process, so what?” I added. “Does it really bother you that much?” I asked with him looking at me and scrunching up his face as he thought about it for a second before shaking his head.
“Now that you ask, no I suppose not. It’s just I know Gabe is into girls. I mean I’ve even got a sneaking suspicion he’s been pretty…um…you know…intimate with the female persuasion.” He chuckled now shaking his head.
“Yeah I suppose,” I admitted to him nodding my head. “But to be honest Donavan it wasn’t just girls.” I sniggered while Donavan gaped at me in shock for a second before busting a gut.
“Shit, my brothers a fuckin slut.” He began busting up so hard it caught me by surprise as I got caught up in it as well enjoying this side of my friend glad he finally was able to let go of being so damn prudish all the time about the whole sex thing as we settled down.
Suddenly we heard Gabe’s voice drifting into our room as he was the one now urging Anatoli. “Oh fuck yeah harder…faster.” He squeaked.
Then Anatoli’s voice drifted into the room. “Shit Gabe its way bigger and thicker than mine…God you are so sexy hot.” He giggled when suddenly Gabe yelped as it became obvious he climaxed with Anatoli once more exclaiming. “Holy crap you squirt pretty good, I wish I could taste it.” He seemed both shocked and disappointed.
Donavan’s eyes bulged out as he stared at me before suddenly busting up in disbelief. “Holy shit Robby, we’ve got like two sluts in that bathroom.” He bellowed between chuckles while I nodded my head in agreement as we slowly wound down.
Donavan actually rolled on his side snuggling backwards into me while I spooned him from behind draping my arm over his body as he craned his neck still smiling and shaking his head at the situation with his brother. “God I can’t believe it, my little brother is such the slutty horn dog.” He chuckled with me laughing along. “There’s no way we were that bad.” He joked.
“I don’t know about that,” I chuckled as I suddenly shoved my hand beneath his sweats and literally groped his soft baubles feeling them immediately inflate in my hands.
“What the fuck!” He croaked and jolted in surprise trying to squirm out of my grip with me latching on to him even tighter feeling his hard naked erection in my hand.
It’s been a couple of years since I’ve actually touched him down there and it was way bigger than I recalled. It felt a bit bigger and thicker than mine as we both squirmed around. It kind of surprised me that I’d even be this bold as to grab on to him considering how I knew the way he felt about such things anymore, but now that I had taken the plunge so to speak I wrapped Donavan up with my legs so he couldn’t get loose. He squeaked again when I gave his nice sized goods a bit of a squeeze before he began to giggle and relax knowing full well he was outmatched by me when it came to wrestling around.
“Shit Donavan its way bigger and thicker than mine,” I giggled imitating Anatoli’s voice and accent to a tee repeating word for word what the younger boy had exclaimed to Donavan’s little brother as my fingers slowly stroked his five inch cut erection.
He craned his neck boring holes into me as a quirky smile spread over his features. “You’re a fucking dickwad. If it were anyone else I’d kick their ass for this.” He stated seriously leaning in and surprising me with a kiss on the cheek before suddenly grunting and moaning when my fingers ran around his mushroom shaped nozzle and pressed between his pee slit making me giggle knowingly.
“Hah, well you forget I know what gets you off.” I teased as I looked down getting a good look at his erection which was turning red while his nub began turning purple.
Donavan moaned in my arms no longer resisting as I pulled the front of his sweats over his tight ball sack surprised they hadn’t dropped all that much. They had always been tight, but as I now squeezed his testicles I could feel they were about the size of walnuts, the same as mine. He had a thick brown colored bush between his legs, but with his decent sized erection it looked kind of sexy on him.
“Oh shit Robby, please you’ve got to stop before I bust a nut.” He whimpered with me sighing knowing I had probably taken things a bit too far with him.
“Sorry,” I apologized to him as I pulled his sweats back into place. “It’s just…you know…it’s been a while since we’ve messed around like this. I sort of miss us being able to just goof off. Please don’t be mad at me.” I added getting a bit worried now thinking maybe I had pushed things too far.
“It’s cool Robby. I sort of miss it too you know. I mean I can’t explain why I got so weird about this whole sex thing. It’s just different though now for me. I mean with Jennifer everything sort of makes more sense. I’ve never regretted anything Robby…I mean…you know…what the two of us did together.” He admitted craning his neck and looking up at me as a small smile spread over his features. “It was really nice back then and I enjoyed it…a lot.” He admitted. “Besides, if it weren’t for us goofing around it’d be way awkward between me and Jennifer because I’d have been a total klutz.” He giggled grabbing my arm and holding it to him so we could spoon together again sending a sigh of relief through my body.
To our surprise we once more heard the two younger boys going at it for a second go around with us busting a gut and laughing our asses off.
“Holy shit Robby. There is no way the two of us were as bad as those two. I don’t ever remember the two of us going at it back to back like they are doing. If I remember, once I climaxed I was good for the rest of the night, you too if I recall correctly.” He jeered as he bellowed his body shaking in my arms because he was laughing so hard. “Shit, those two fucking sluts. I can’t believe my little brother is becoming the school whore.” He stated not in a mean kind of way towards his brother, but rather sort of proudly while also a bit teasingly.
“Well, I don’t know about that, I mean about him being the class whore and all.” I giggled but was also a bit serious about it. Donavan swiveled his head around his smile fading a little when he saw me being a tad serious as he looked at me questioningly. “It’s just I think Anatoli is going to make an honest boy out of him.” I hinted.
“How’s that?” He asked kind of curious by what I meant.
“Well, Gabe actually told him he’d like to be Anatoli’s boyfriend, and he’s never wanted to be that to anyone before, boy or girl. You should have seen it. You’re brother was so damn cute being all nervous when he told Anatoli how he felt about him. I’m glad Anatoli said yes because like I said they are a good fit together.” I informed Donavan who sort of had a blank look on his face making me wonder if I should have said anything about it.
“Do…um…do you think Gabe is gay?” He asked me nervously.
Shrugging my shoulders I really couldn’t be so sure about it since it had taken me a while to know that about myself. Dane had told me he’s known for a couple of years so he knew at a younger age than Gabe was now. Still, I don’t think this sort of thing is so obvious to all boys. Some start out having feelings for other boys and simply grow out of that sort of thing discovering they preferred girls instead. For others it took us a while to know for sure, and even then many of us weren’t totally positive about it. I suppose it was different for everyone. Right now Gabe was in love with Anatoli and I got the sense it was real and something which would last for quite a while.
Still it was only an impression so I simply shrugged my shoulder. “I don’t know Donavan, maybe. I think Gabe might believe so. He hasn’t outright said it, but I get the sense he has stronger feelings towards boys, and he’s been mooning over Anatoli since they first met. He hadn’t done anything about it sooner because I think he could tell Anatoli wasn’t ready for it at the time. Now with the whole transplant thing I believe it scared him shitless and he finally couldn’t hold back about his feelings anymore.” I told my friend candidly studying his features closely.
Donavan seemed to mull over the information for several long moments while I let him sort some of this out. He seemed to be handling it way better than I thought. I snuggled my cheek in the crook of his neck inhaling deeply. It’s been a long time since I’ve breathed in his essence like this and it sent shivers up my body as I recalled those more innocent times when we had held one another in our arms falling asleep all cuddled up. I missed having him close to me like this, and I knew this was only temporary with us actually snuggling up together like this today. We were getting older and friends our age simply no longer did those sorts of things. I suppose I didn’t mind so much because this is just the way things were.
“Would it bother you if Gabe was gay?” I asked him solemnly.
“What…no of course not.” He immediately replied. “I mean…,” he paused as he scrunched up his face thinking on it earnestly, now not so sure before shaking his head. “No, I can honestly say it wouldn’t. So long as he really finds someone to love. I mean you simply don’t understand how different it is Robby when you are in love. It changes everything, and if Gabe is gay it really wouldn’t bother me so long he finds someone who is kind with a good heart. He deserves that. He’s my brother and I love him too much for it to really bother me.” He answered me seriously while a small twinge of guilt coiled around my stomach because I knew exactly what it was like to be in love.
My best friend had trusted me with his most intimate secret and had shared it willingly with me. It hadn’t been something easy for him to do because he was so closed off about intimacy. Yet, he had managed to share his most intimate feeling with me because I was his best friend and he trusted me. I was in love too, but haven’t shared that with my best friend in the entire world. He was my oldest and dearest friend, and I should be able to share anything with him including me being gay and having fallen in love with another boy. I was uneasy to talk to him about it because I was afraid how he’d react even though he seemed to be alright with it about his brother. Still, I could tell that even though Donavan seemed to accept it regarding his brother he also knew things could change for the younger boy here in a few years.
Now I began to regret groping my best friend only a few minutes earlier. Sure it was only goofing around, but it had also been a bit serious and sensual. If I told him I was gay how would he react to me having actually acted on him in a sexual manner? This whole gay thing totally sucked because it was so difficult to know how those closest to us would react to the situation. The way people in general viewed this sort of thing was so totally skewed and unfair. The bottom line is it totally bites, I thought to myself enjoying how it felt to be snuggled up to my friend.
“No I understand.” I exhaled softly deciding to take the plunge. “I’ve found someone too. I guess I should have told you sooner, but it just sort of happened recently and with everything going on it just sort of…I don’t know. It’s kind of complicated.” I tried to explain not doing a good job of it.
“Really?” Donavan asked squirming around in my arms so he was looking at me settling his head on the same pillow as me our faces only inches away from one another. “That’s great, but what’s so complicated about it?” He asked noticing my concerned look.
Shrugging my shoulders I took that last step knowing there was no going back now. “Because I’m gay,” I admitted biting my lower lip nervously while Donavan didn’t even flinch and continued to gaze into my eyes.
We both lay there facing each other for several long seconds. “Did you hear me…I said I’m gay Donavan.”
“I heard you.” He responded calmly, not the reaction I had expected at all.
“You’re not surprised, angry, or upset?” I asked leaning on my elbow with him shrugging.
“No, I’ve sort of known for a while I suppose. Well actually I figured you were probably, you know ‘bi’ since you’ve gone out with plenty of girls, but I’ve also noticed how you tend to like guys too, in that sort of way even though you’ve never actually dated a guy or done anything sexual for a few years. Well, at least it seems that way, about the whole sex thing.” He admitted.
“Shit was it that obvious?” I asked rolling on my back and staring at the ceiling a bit worried now because I didn’t want the whole world to know about it.
Having everyone around here know something like this is not something I was ready to have out in the open. My dad had warned both me and Dane how we needed to really think on who we wanted to share this knowledge with because it could create problems for the two of us. Now it sort of appeared as if everyone was able to pick up on it.
“What of course not Robby.” He chuckled shaking his head trying to reassure me. “I mean we are best friends after all and so of course I’d be able to pick up on some of this shit just like you do with me. I’m just glad you finally found someone you care about too. Um…can I ask who it is?”
“Huh? Oh…yeah sure…it’s Dane.” I admitted watching his reaction as he furled his eyebrows before a slow smile spread across his features.
“Yeah that totally makes sense. You guys make a great couple and I like him a lot. He’s a great guy and a perfect fit for you.” He nodded his head as if the more he thought on it the more he liked the idea. “You two are like boyfriends for real…you know…official like?” He asked trying to get a better feel of how my relationship with Dane worked.
“Yeah, it’s official like and we both agreed to be boyfriends. I love him so much Donavan and I know he loves me too. I can see it in his eyes and feel it when he touches me.” I admitted as I slowly began to tell him how things sort of happened between me and Dane without getting into the whole sexual details of our relationship.
At one point I glanced over and noticed he had a quirky smile on his features. “What?” I asked with him shaking his head and chuckling as he rolled on his side and ran his finger over my chest making me shiver as goose bumps formed along my skin.
“Nothing…it’s just…you sound like me when I talk about Jennifer.” He paused glancing up into my eyes as I thought about it for a second and chuckled.
“Yeah…I guess love sort of addles our brains…huh?” I giggled looking down because he was now tracing his way down to my belly button.
It’s been a long time since he’s touched me in this way, and I could feel myself chubbing up because I enjoyed how it felt as his fingers lightly traced the ring around my innie bellybutton. “Damn, I can hardly see your scar anymore.” He stated shaking his head. “I still can’t believe how small of a cut they gave you.” He added taking a closer look and marveling at how such a big thing like a kidney could be pulled out of such a tiny gap.
My body stiffened in surprise when he slipped his hand over my bulge and raging erection. He glanced up with his squirrelly smile as if to say turn around is fair play while I frowned because this was so unlike him. Even when we were younger and had messed around it had taken a bit of enticing on my part to get him to participate. Despite his hesitancy back then it hadn’t taken all too much coaxing on my part though with getting him to participate, but then again he had never really initiated anything either, not like he had just now done with me as I watched him tracing the outline of my erection.
Lifting away his hand he glanced towards me to see my reaction before pausing for a second and lifting up the waistband of my boxer briefs so he could sneak a peek. He chuckled and tucked the elastic band beneath my heavily weighted boulders running his fingers through my small patch of dark brown pubes. It was almost as if he was simply curious about how I’ve changed down there because his touch wasn’t in a sexual way.
This whole situation was sort of weird, but I was kind of enjoying Donavan’s more gregarious side as I studied his features closely while he was so focused on, well, other things. It was strange how to most people it seemed like Donavan and Gabe looked very different, but I could actually see the similarities. Maybe people thought they looked different because of their hair and eye coloration.
The teen’s hair and eyebrows were a few shades darker than his younger brother and he had hazel colored eyes with Gabe’s being steel gray. They both had a similar type of shaped face though, and the same smooth wheatish complexion. Gabe’s features where a tad more rounded, but the outline of his face had that angular kind of feature like his older brother where it emphasized their cheeks and slightly squared off chins. Their noses were alike as well with Donavan having a slightly narrower bridge. So in many ways the two boys looked totally different, but just beneath the surface you could tell they had the same type of face in the overall sense.
“Geeze, you really were a late bloomer.” He joked.
“Huh?” I asked shaking away my musings and glancing back down because his fingers were still twirling around my patch of pubes. “Oh that…yeah I suppose.” I chuckled as his fingers now ran lightly over my rigid tube and then down even further to cup my plum shaped bag and chestnut sized stones.
“I’ve always enjoyed how you looked down there. Nothing much has changed…I mean yeah you’ve gotten a little bigger and all down there. What I mean is that I still like how everything seems to suit you.” He sighed releasing my goods and tugging on the elastic of my underwear allowing the material to cover me back up.
“Um…thanks…I guess.” I replied with him glancing up and the two of us staring at each other before busting up.
Rolling on his back Donavan kept giggling and shaking his head. “Geeze, what a weird day and it is just starting.” He continued to snigger while I had to agree.
“Yeah, but I kind of enjoyed this…you know…you being…,” I shrugged my shoulders not sure exactly how to describe my friend today, but I suppose it didn’t matter because I could tell he understood what I meant.
“Me too…you know the two of us…like this…,” he paused before adding. “But don’t get any ideas because I’m definitely not gay and totally in love with Jennifer.” He jeered with me giving him a good elbow as the two of us laughed jokingly.
It really was nice seeing my friend finally opening up and blossoming like this. It’s something I had always wished to have between the two of us. I loved him dearly, as a friend that is, so it was nice to see him being more who I always knew he could be deep down inside. People liked Donavan well enough and he had plenty of casual friends, but not really any close friendships because people didn’t really understand him.
In many ways my friend had a lot of layers about him just like an onion. I had always seen past the façade he maintained on the surface knowing who he was deep down. He was a kind, gentle, defensive, protective and deeply devoted type of person to the ones he cared about the most, but he just had trouble showing his emotions. I saw past this, and I knew Jennifer did as well. It was why I had worked so hard at bringing the two of them together because I knew she would bring the best out of him, and I also realized Donavan had a lot to offer her in return.
It made me happy to know his girlfriend finally managed to peel away the outer layers allowing Donavan to be a bit more outgoing. I’m sure the two of them finally taking the plunge together in the most intimate and loving kind of way had finally managed to liberate my friend from most of his inhibitions about certain aspects of life. It was as if he finally understood life was meant to be lived with us putting forth our very best for those closest to us.
The voices of Gabe and Anatoli laughing and joking around in the hallway as they stepped out of the bathroom grabbed my attention. It was a familiar type of sound and nice to hear because it meant my little guy was feeling much better as their higher pitched voices drifted into the room in clearer tones the closer they got. The two boys stepped across the threshold and stopped by the doorway when they saw Donavan lying on his back next to me on my bed.
Anatoli was wrapped up in my white cottony robe while Gabe stood there in total shock and a bit self-conscious about the situation since he was completely starkers, his slightly reddened and obviously worked over almost three inch long softie hanging over his spongy plump danglies. He had matured a bit since summer with his penis being slightly longer and thicker now, but his boy bag hadn’t changed much still sagging only slightly between his legs with chestnut sized testicles. His pubes had filled in a bit more as well looking to be the same shade of brown like his eyebrows forming a barely noticeable barrier around the base of his penis. The sparse patch of sprouting filaments actually looked really sexy on him.
It took Gabe a second or two to recover, his hands sliding over in front of him trying to cover up his goods without it being too obvious, while his face flushed about thirty shades of red. It was a bit uncomfortable for him because he hadn’t been this exposed in front of his older brother for a long time now. The older teen always freaked out about these sorts of things so Gabe was a bit nervous about the obvious situation of him having bathed with Anatoli. It was kind of strange how he felt more at ease being naked around others, yet felt a bit weird at being undressed in front of his own brother. A sort of stillness settled over the entire room for several long seconds and I could actually feel the tension of awkwardness in the quietness with no one actually knowing how to move past this uncomfortable moment. Donavan was gawking at his younger brother while Gabe kept averting his eyes before glancing back over towards his older brother his face having turned completely red.
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End of Chapter Twenty Three
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EXCERPT OPENING
Exhaling softly I kissed the boy’s warm cheeks giving him a gentle shake to wake him up. “Come-on sleepy head wake up.” I urged the boy tossing the blanket over his naked body to cover him back up before climbing out of bed. “It’s late and I’m sure dad will be coming in with your meds here pretty quick since you should have taken them half an hour ago already.” I added making my way towards my dresser drawer and pulling on a pair of boxer briefs just as I heard a light tapping on the door. “Yeah, come on in.” I spoke up knowing it had to be my dad.
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Sure enough it was my dad as he opened up the door carrying a small tray of food. He paused in the open doorway crinkling his nose at the odor assaulting his nose. I busted up shaking my head knowing the room probably reeked of sex, but I wasn’t going to fall into that sort of trap.
“Yeah, I know it smells in here dad, but it’s your fault you know.” I insisted with him furling his eyebrows questioningly. “Well we woke up in the middle of the night sweating our asses off. Anatoli’s pajamas were completely soaked because you set the heat so high.” I pointed out emphasizing the word ‘asses,’ noticing my bad arch his eyebrows at my slight swear usage.
“Oh, well that was Anna insisting on it.” He sighed shaking his head. “I’m pretty sure she probably got her calculation adjustment between Celsius and Fahrenheit a bit mixed up.” He chuckled. “I thought it was a tad high, but figured maybe it was something they were used to in their house. Besides it didn’t seem too warm to me.” He finished shrugging his shoulders.
“Of course not, you are in the basement and it’s not so hot down there.” I chuckled. “Believe me my room was like sitting in a hot sauna and we were soaked in our own sweat.” I insisted as we all laughed.
My dad stuck around for a minute or so setting the tray aside instructing me to be sure Anatoli took all of his proper medication and to be sure to record his blood pressure. He needed to go do some shopping in town for the party, and also needed to drop by the bakery and pick up the birthday cake we had ordered. He also reminded us Anatoli needed to weigh himself, and to measure his urine. Just in case, he held up a to do list of things so I wouldn’t miss something important in regards to Anatoli even though he knew I was very responsible. He understood I’d be careful about things where the younger boy was concerned, but it was better to be safe than sorry. Setting down the list he gave Anatoli a kiss on his forehead doing the same for me focusing once more on the younger boy insisting he hurry up so he could take his meds before he had to leave us and go shopping.
When my dad did finally leave I had to help Anatoli sit up because he was really sore from last night wincing in pain. I apologized saying maybe I shouldn’t have worked him over so much with him blushing a little about the incident, but insisting he’d willingly do it all again in a heart beat with his face turning bright red at the admission. He took his pain medication first so it could start working and before long was feeling much better as he ate and then took the rest of his medication. After he finished with breakfast, I helped him stand up on wobbly legs and covered his naked body with my soft robe that I grabbed out of my closet.
In the past he would have been totally mortified with me seeing him completely naked, but anymore he wasn’t so self conscious about it. He still was a bit shy about his surgical scar and bruising, but even this didn’t seem to bother him so much anymore. I suppose the way I had relished his sexiness last night was paying off today with him feeling more comfortable about the way his body was looking.
“I think you’ve gotten a tad bigger down there.” I chuckled watching the boy as he grabbed the ties on his robe.
He glanced towards me before looking down at his little softie and slightly loose hanging danglies. “Really…you think so?” He asked.
Nodding my head emphatically while openly gawking at the early stages of his pubescence I gazed back into his deep swirling blue eyes and smiled. “Oh yeah, I’m positive about it; especially, the way that nice hard thoroughbred of yours filled up my mouth last night.” I teased snatching at his little floppy with him yelping and hurriedly closing off his robe with the ties while the two of us laughed giddily about what happened earlier.
His laughter was cut a bit short though when he winced in a bit of pain. He noticed my concern, but waived me off indicating maybe we should head into the bathroom so we could get some of the other issues squared away. It didn’t take long for us to get everything recorded and logged into the journal with him feeling a bit embarrassed because I had to measure his urine output. That sort of thing didn’t even bother me and I let him know how I wasn’t grossed out about it. My comment made him feel so happy he grabbed me and held me tightly to him once more letting me know just how much I meant to him.
“Come on, I think it is time you had a shower and washed the stink away.” I taunted after we stood holding one another for several moments effectively breaking the awkwardness of the tender moment.
“Ha, you are one to talk.” He teased back as I stepped away from him and turned on the water in the shower. “I’m still feeling a bit wobbly though so maybe…um…you can hop in with me at the same time?” He suggested seriously, turning towards the sink and placing his hands on the counter to steady himself.
Glancing over towards him I could tell he was worried because of being a bit wobbly, stiff, and sore so I nodded my head letting him know it was probably best. I had felt the same way when I first got home too, so knew he could use a hand. Even though I had pretty much gotten over the surgery his had been a bit more invasive than mine, and he had also been pretty sick so it was understandable he’d still be a bit on the unsteady side of things. Walking up behind him I wrapped my arms over the front of his chest as we both stared into the mirror and I nuzzled his neck giving him a little kiss on his cheek.
Reaching down I unfastened the tie on his robe letting it fall to the side with the material flowing outwards exposing his raw nakedness in the mirror. “You are so beautiful.” I whispered softly in his ear reassuring the boy despite the unsightly bruising and surgical wound just above his groin and along his right side.
“Robby…are you in there?” I heard a light tapping on the bathroom door as I shifted towards the knocking recognizing Gabe’s voice forcing the younger blond boy to shift with me since I was holding him in my arms.
“Yeah, come on in Gabe,” I replied hearing Anatoli yelp in surprise at me having given the other boy permission to enter since he was exposed as his hands hastily fumbled with the folds of his robe quickly covering up his nakedness while he craned his neck looking at me admonishingly.
The twelve, but soon to be thirteen, year old boy on the other side of the barrier opened up the door just enough so he could stick his brown haired mop inside to glance around. When he spotted Anatoli the biggest smile spread over his features as he stepped inside.
“I’m so glad to see you.” He sighed in relief. “When you got home your mom wouldn’t let me visit you saying they didn’t want anyone to come over for a while. I was afraid we wouldn’t be able to celebrate your birthday and that I wouldn’t be able to see you.” He admitted biting his lower lip noticing how the younger boy was clinging to his robe. “Um…what are you guys up to?” He asked curiously.
“Well I was just telling Anatoli how he sort of smells since he hasn’t had a proper shower in a while. So we were getting ready to hop in to get cleaned up. He’s still a bit wobbly so I was going to join him and help keep him steady. Now that you’re here and had been a big help to me when I first got home maybe you could do the same for Anatoli.” I offered up feeling the younger curly haired boy in my arms stiffen up and glance towards me while Gabe swallowed the lump in his throat and his jaw visibly dropped to his chest in surprise.
Gabe’s razor-sharp grey colored eyes automatically dropped down trying to decipher what his friend had hidden just beneath the robe. I could tell Anatoli was about to protest about the shower thing so I leaned in while Gabe was still distracted and whispered into the birthday boy’s ear.
“Trust me Anatoli. You have nothing to be ashamed about.” I assured him slowly tugging the robe free from his grip exposing his nakedness for Gabe to inspect.
The gray eyed boy hadn’t expected this and I could see the small bulge between his legs immediately twitching as it swelled up into a full blown erection. “Oh my god you are so beautiful.” I heard Gabe whispering huskily before he shook his head and blushed because of what he had just admitted.
Even Anatoli seemed to flush, his face getting red because he was now completely naked in front of his friend since I had slid the robe completely off of his body. Glancing up into Anatoli’s eyes for a moment, Gabe’s gaze once more wandered downwards taking in the other boy’s nakedness completely unashamed at how he was ogling his closest friend. Ever since he met Anatoli they had become fast friends and he openly admitted to everyone the younger boy was his bestest of friends. Now he was seeing his friend in all his glory for the first time fulfilling a long fantasy of his as he reached down to adjust his thick erection pressing up against the fabric of his pants. Anatoli noticed too and giggled because it was kind of funny how his friend had boned up like that in front of him. It sort of made him feel all sexy like.
The giggle must have brought Gabe to his senses because his face got red, but he didn’t want to take the chance of passing up this moment so he quickly stepped forward and to Anatoli’s surprise hugged the younger boy tightly to him. “I…I love you so much Anatoli. Will you be my boyfriend?” He blurted out catching even me by surprise.
“W…what?” Anatoli swallowed hard in stunned disbelief. “I mean…where did this come from?” He asked refusing to let go of Gabe because he was enjoying the contact with his closest of friends; that is other than me, his ‘Other Brother.’
“It…um…it’s just ever since right before your surgery when the two of us…you know…touched each other.” He swallowed hard, recalling the incident where the two of them had groped one another. “I mean…I guess I’ve always sort of known, but it’s just…I just…I mean…I think I’ve fallen in love with you.” Gabe managed to get out still hanging on to the other boy.
“What…I mean what about all the other kids in your class. You know the ones you’ve sort of…well you know. I mean…what about your girlfriend?” He asked about Gabe’s latest foray with a girl from his class.
“What…no Anatoli. I mean sure I’ve messed around with some of the other kids in my class and all, but I’ve never actually…you know…I’ve never actually asked any of them to let me be their boyfriend. I guess I sort of always knew it would be you…I mean…you know the two of us being boyfriends and all.” He tried to explain with both boys falling into a sort of awkward silence while I tried not to intrude on this special moment remaining completely silent and not moving a muscle.
I had to admit it took a lot of balls for Gabe to speak up like that and putting himself on the line. It spoke volumes about just how much he cared for Anatoli, but it also reflected his strong character in my opinion. It wasn’t an easy thing to put yourself out there in a gay kind of way.
After what seemed like a long pause Gabe finally got the guts to speak up again. “Well?” He sighed running his hand up and down the naked boy’s back who was still snuggled up closely to him.
“Huh?” Anatoli seemed to come out of his own thoughts.
“Um…you know…boyfriend…you…me…the two of us together.” Gabe chuckled nervously.
The younger curly haired boy sniggered in the older boy’s arms. “Weellll…,” he drawled in his cute little accent frustrating Gabe who took a step back now and folded his arms over his chest knowing his younger friend was now teasing him. Anatoli rolled his eyes before smiling sheepishly. “Yeah Gabe, I’d love that.” He finally replied with the older gray eyed boy stepping forward for a kiss.
Anatoli sighed holding up his hand. “I’m sorry Gabe, but we just can’t.” He told the other boy shaking his head.
“What, but why. I mean I love you and want to kiss you. I’ve wanted to do that for a long time.” He whined a bit hurt.
“Me too Gabe, I mean I want to kiss you too it’s just…,” his hand spread outwards appealingly before continuing. “Right now I have to be careful. In a few weeks it’ll be different.” He tried to explain with the older boy nodding his head.
“I’m not sure if my lips can wait that long.” Gabe pouted mockingly as his eyes once more began to drink in his friend’s nakedness while his fingers traced along his own thick stiff bulge.
Suddenly Anatoli’s eyes glittered mischievously as he reached out running his hand over Gabe’s groin making the boy whimper at the sensuousness. “Well, I know what your lips can do…that is if you are willing.” The younger boy taunted seeing Gabe’s face flush and turn thirty shades of red all in a fraction of a second.
“Really,” Gabe’s voice squeaked. “I can…I mean…you’d let me…um…suck that beautiful thing.” The gray eyed boy swallowed hard noticing how Anatoli was starting to bone up at the mere idea of getting a blow job.
“Um…yeah sure Gabe…it’s just I won’t be able to…uh…you know…return the favor. At least not yet.” Anatoli smiled hopefully at his new boyfriend who simply continued to gawk at the younger curly haired boy’s now full blown just under three inch erection.
“That’s alright…besides, you are still allowed to use your hands…right?” Gabe asked as he quickly peeled off his shirt and hurriedly unbuttoned his pants shoving them down around his ankles along with his underwear while Anatoli smirked watching him closely.
“Um…yeah sure…but maybe you can show me how to…you know…so it feels good for you too.” The younger boy blushed since he wasn’t so experienced about such things.
Gabe stood up exposing his own thick three and a quarter inch erection furling his eyebrows for a moment not fully understanding at first what Anatoli meant. Then it sunk in and he smiled knowingly as he watched the other boy taking his turn to gawk at his nakedness. He loved how his naked body had developed over these past months, and wasn’t shy about showing it off; especially, not to someone he cared so much about like Anatoli. The reactions he’s gotten from his sexual partners since he’s been with Robby had spoken volumes to him at just how sexy hot his body was at this stage in his development. It wasn’t just the way it looked now though because deep down he could sense his body would always have that sexy appeal to others even as he got older.
Anatoli sucked in a deep breath because it was the first time he was able to truly look his friend over in such an open kind of fashion. He’s seen Gabe on other occasions getting dressed and undressed, but somehow this was way different as he scrutinized the boy’s nakedness. He could feel his own chubbed up penis lurching expectantly at the possibilities as a slow smile spread across his features.
“God you are so sexy hot.” Anatoli managed to get out and giggled realizing those had been the same exact words Gabe had used to describe him as he now swallowed the lump in his throat taking note of the light brown filaments surrounding the base of the older boy’s thick shaft. “Wow, you’ve got hairs growing in pretty good down there already.” The younger boy smiled as he watched Gabe trying to kick off his pants and underwear.
“Yeah, but I like how you still don’t have any pubes yet. So anyway…um…,” he hesitated a moment before stepping forward so the younger boy could put his hands on his shoulders for support.
It was then the two of them noticed me standing there as their faces turned crimson while I just shook my head and chuckled. “What?” I asked innocently. “It’s not like I had a chance to sneak out, you know. Besides, I’m glad the two of you finally got things squared away. It’s about time too, you know; especially, you.” I chuckled at Anatoli stepping forward and kissing him affectionately on his forehead.
Shaking my head, I scooted past the two naked boys heading out the door knowing full well they would be taking a while to finish up. Yup, they had plenty of catching up to do with one another, and although Anatoli was no longer a novice in the sense of being sexual, I knew Gabe would still be teaching him a thing or two that was new. Damn, the thought of the two of them naked in the shower together made me quiver lustfully as I made my way into the bedroom.
Taking a look at my rumpled bed I sighed and crawled on top of the mattress lying on my back and allowing my erection to slowly deflate. It had been kind of sexy hot watching the two boys interact, and Gabe had been so sweet in the way he had asked Anatoli to be his boyfriend. He never even once took notice of the younger boy’s surgical wound or bruising, his love for Anatoli overshadowing everything else. I was proud of Gabe and I knew what was between him and Anatoli wasn’t a whimsical thing and would last for a long time. The two of them cared too much about one another, so I pretty much knew their relationship was fairly set. Even if things changed in the future for them, it wouldn’t be happening any time soon.
The soft knocking on my doorjamb brought me out of my musings as I glanced over in the general direction noticing Donavan standing there looking around a bit nervously. He glanced towards my direction briefly his hazel colored eyes under his thick dark brown eyebrows darting away quickly. It made me wonder what was up with him until it dawned on me I was still pretty much naked wearing nothing but my boxer briefs.
“Hey,” I sighed not bothering to get up as my eyes shifted towards my oldest of friends lanky figure scrutinizing him closely realizing he still had a sense of sexiness about him that most people didn’t see.
Donavan wasn’t ugly or anything, just a bit more on the plain side of things with the same kind of build as me, but slightly taller by about one or two inches and heavier by about five or ten pounds due to the height difference. Like his younger brother he had that same kind of fit look about him. Depending on the situation sometimes he appeared to be a lanky kid, but when you looked again he came across as being a tad bulkier. I suppose maybe it was because he was firmly in his teen years where his body began to broaden. I watched as he nervously ran his fingers through his brown hair that was cropped short up around the ears, but layered longer on top.
His younger brother was no doubt way cuter and was unquestionably going to grow into a studly looking teenager and then into a very fine handsome looking man. There simply wasn’t any denying it because he just had those features. Donavan on the other hand had been a bit on the plain side ever since we were little, and even now into his young teenaged years, but there was something attractive about him just beneath the surface. It was something I knew would blossom into a handsome sort of quality as he got older. He’d never be the stud his younger brother was destined to grow up into, but he most certainly was going to grow into a handsome fine young man too as my eyes wandered over his physique noting he was dressed in a pair of sweats and sweatshirt like he had gotten dressed in a hurry.
“You coming in or what?” I asked chuckling knowing he was a bit nervous about me being half naked. “For real Donavan, you’ve seen me naked plenty of times before, besides it isn’t like I don’t have anything on.” I sighed shaking my head at his stubborn shyness.
“Huh…oh…um…no that’s not exactly it. I mean dude for real, it like smells in here…you know…like…uh…sweaty sex.” My friend chuckled as he gazed over towards my way his eyes taking in my half naked body, but not averting his eyes even though he blushed slightly.
“What…oh that.” I laughed waving him over as I explained to him about my dad and the thermostat with how both me and Anatoli had sweated our asses off in the middle of the night.
I noticed he seemed relieved about the explanation and it finally clicked why he had been nervous. The smell had indicated maybe something having just occurred of a sexual nature in my room. I suppose he hadn’t wanted it to look like he was trying to sneak a peek or purposefully interrupt any sexual activity going on in my room.
He took a seat on the edge of my bed as I glanced towards him noticing something was different about my friend. I couldn’t place my finger on it as I scooted over making more room for him on my bed because he was just barely sitting on the edge. I expected him to only scoot more firmly on to the mattress, but to my surprise he actually kicked off his shoes before rolling next to me lying on his back and stretching out staring up at the ceiling. It’s been a long time since we actually laid together in the same bed this close to one another as his right arm brushed lightly against my left one. I swiveled my head towards him noticing Donavan doing the same thing and we both smiled because this was really nice before we shifted our gaze staring back up at the ceiling.
“I think I’m in love with Jennifer.” He finally spoke up as I turned looking at him while he continued to stare up at the ceiling and softly exhaled happily.
Then it dawned on me why he had this sort of inner glow about him. “Oh my god the two of you finally did iii…,” I left it hanging immediately feeling bad I had opened my mouth without thinking and prying this deeply into his private sexual life.
“What…no…I mean yeah…no I mean…shit it’s not like that…,” he stuttered and blushed shaking his head.
“I’m sorry Donavan; I didn’t mean to pry like that. It’s none of my business.” I apologized feeling bad about putting my best friend in that sort of spot.
“No Robby…it’s alright. I know you didn’t mean anything by it, but it’s just you don’t understand how it feels.” He sighed before scrunching up his face. “Sorry, that didn’t come out right. I mean I know you understand how it feels to actually…um…with a girl.” He blushed, glancing at me while I was kind of surprised he was even talking about this sort of topic as he paused trying to gather his thoughts. “I mean it’s just different though for me and Jennifer. It’s not just about…um…about…uh…you know…the sex.” He sighed shaking his head. “So yeah I mean that is really nice and all too, but Robby,” He paused looking at me as he gushed and smiled. “I’m really in love.”
I smiled back, “I’m so happy for you and congratulation…I mean about falling in love, well the other thing too.” I giggled as he elbowed me, but laughed as well.
To my surprise he started to tell me about it. Not the details, but how he had to work last night so Jennifer met up with him after his shift and how things sort of got a bit hot and heavy between the two of them. Of course they’ve been sexually active in an oral kind of way, but it had gotten really more intense as they snuck into his room through his window. Once inside the safety of his room things became even more passionate with one thing leading to another. Before the two of them knew it they were literally making love together, both of them losing their virginities that night. It had been such a wonderful experience and afterwards they had only planned on cuddling for a little while, but had fallen asleep in each other arms since it had been so late and they were totally exhausted from the sex.
Then earlier this morning Donavan’s mom began knocking on his door to wake him up. The two of them were so far gone and dead to the world that when he didn’t answer his mom had become concerned and entered his room. She never came in without knocking first, but since there was no answer she wanted to make sure he was alright.
“Holy crap,” I barked out laughing. “No way dude. She actually caught the two of you in bed together?” I continued to laugh despite me knowing he was probably in deep shit while he shrugged his shoulder. “Sorry I shouldn’t be laughing about it. But fuck for real Donavan your mom must have gone ballistic.” I tried to stifle my giggles, but the image of his mom walking in on my friend in bed naked with another girl was just too hilarious.
“Actually to my surprise she was pretty calm about it. After shaking us awake she simply told us to get dressed and come out for a chat. I was scared shitless, but after slipping into my sweats and sweatshirt while watching Jennifer climb into her shirt and jeans I didn’t care anymore because she is so damn sexy hot.” He sighed. “I was ready to face anything, even my mom, but to my surprise the only thing my mom wanted to know is if we used protection.” He shrugged his shoulders glancing towards me.
“You’re kidding. She wasn’t pissed?” I asked.
“No, strange huh. I mean it was like she was proud of me or something.” He sighed shaking his head and chuckling.
“Well duh.” I retorted getting a scrunched up look from him. “I think she was afraid you’d never get involved with anyone.” I laughed shrugging my shoulders. “I think she was actually relieved you were man enough to go out and have sex.” I busted up with him once more elbowing me.
“Hey, you make it sound like she thought I was gay or something.” He protested.
“Fuck, I don’t think she would give a fucking flying leap about that to be honest. Personally I think she was worried you’d never get out and experience life.” I told him sincerely with him shrugging his shoulders and getting a sly smile.
“Well maybe I should have told her about us years ago.” He teased with me shaking my head.
“No, back then she would probably have locked you up for sure. It’s only when you got a little older that she became concerned about you and your social life.” I shook my head. “By the way are you going to be able to stay for Anatoli’s birthday later or do you need to work?” I asked with him nodding his head.
“Yeah thanks to mom I can stay for his birthday. My boss was going to make me work today, but my mom told him no. She knew I wanted to be here for Anatoli. I swear Robby him getting sick the way he did scared the crap out of me, not to mention what you did. You’re my best friend ever and I’d die if anything happened to you.” He whispered sincerely his eyes welling up. “I really like the little guy too, and I’m glad him and my brother are such good friends. I’m just relieved everything worked out…you know, but I’m still worried because from what I read he isn’t out of the woods yet.” He glanced towards me with a truly anxious look on his face.
“I know Donavan, but his chances are really good now. Even Dr. Steinitz said he was so surprised at how closely we were a match together.” I assured my friend who nodded his head.
“That’s good. Oh this reminds me where’s Gabe? Mom said he was on his way over.” He asked me curiously when we suddenly heard a loud squeaking noise coming from the bathroom.
“What the hell is that?” Donavan shifted his head towards my open door before glancing back towards me. Was that Gabe?” He asked with me laughing and shaking my head because the voice was too high pitched to be his younger brother.
“No, that’s Anatoli.” I chuckled with Donavan staring at me and then blushing realizing what the squeaking noise was all about.
“Fuck, no way. He just turned twelve.” He began to chuckle shaking his head. “Shit Robby were we that bad?” He asked while I barked out laughing.
“Worse I think” I responded really surprised at how all of a sudden Donavan wasn’t so prudish about everything making me wonder if this whole incident of him losing his virginity combined with the confrontation from his mother about it sort of finally brought him out of his shell.
My friend rolled his eyes. “Then where’s Gabe?” He asked with me giggling and shrugging my shoulders.
“Um…well…he’s with Anatoli.” I answered trying not to bust up laughing as he stared at me a bit confused at first while he sorted it out in his mind.
If my subtle hint didn’t sink in, the sudden yelps and shouts from Anatoli’s voice urging Gabe to suck him harder drifting into my room sure enough must have. It was too damn funny and I couldn’t hold it in any more so barked out laughing so hard at my friend’s gaping expression that he suddenly got on his elbow facing towards my open door.
“No fucking way is that my brother giving Anatoli a blow…um…shit Robby what the fuck.” He moaned crashing back on the bed and covering his face with his hands.
“Shit Donavan what do you expect. I mean your little brother is so fucking sexy hot you know. I mean he’s really got it going on down there for his age. He’s sort of developed nicely if you know what I mean.” I chuckled feeling only slightly bad for Donavan who now glared at me.
“How would you know?” He asked a bit testily, but not really all too mad about it.
“The same way I know what you’ve got down there. I mean shit he spends enough time over here so it isn’t as if we haven’t seen each other naked and stuff. Besides, I think the two of them are a good fit together. Anatoli’s just as sexy hot as your brother. You know how shy he is about exposing himself, almost as bad as you, and with the surgery he was feeling really self conscious about the way he looks now. So, I’m glad he was willing to let Gabe help him take a shower. If it also means the two of them can have a bit of fun in the process, so what?” I added. “Does it really bother you that much?” I asked with him looking at me and scrunching up his face as he thought about it for a second before shaking his head.
“Now that you ask, no I suppose not. It’s just I know Gabe is into girls. I mean I’ve even got a sneaking suspicion he’s been pretty…um…you know…intimate with the female persuasion.” He chuckled now shaking his head.
“Yeah I suppose,” I admitted to him nodding my head. “But to be honest Donavan it wasn’t just girls.” I sniggered while Donavan gaped at me in shock for a second before busting a gut.
“Shit, my brothers a fuckin slut.” He began busting up so hard it caught me by surprise as I got caught up in it as well enjoying this side of my friend glad he finally was able to let go of being so damn prudish all the time about the whole sex thing as we settled down.
Suddenly we heard Gabe’s voice drifting into our room as he was the one now urging Anatoli. “Oh fuck yeah harder…faster.” He squeaked.
Then Anatoli’s voice drifted into the room. “Shit Gabe its way bigger and thicker than mine…God you are so sexy hot.” He giggled when suddenly Gabe yelped as it became obvious he climaxed with Anatoli once more exclaiming. “Holy crap you squirt pretty good, I wish I could taste it.” He seemed both shocked and disappointed.
Donavan’s eyes bulged out as he stared at me before suddenly busting up in disbelief. “Holy shit Robby, we’ve got like two sluts in that bathroom.” He bellowed between chuckles while I nodded my head in agreement as we slowly wound down.
Donavan actually rolled on his side snuggling backwards into me while I spooned him from behind draping my arm over his body as he craned his neck still smiling and shaking his head at the situation with his brother. “God I can’t believe it, my little brother is such the slutty horn dog.” He chuckled with me laughing along. “There’s no way we were that bad.” He joked.
“I don’t know about that,” I chuckled as I suddenly shoved my hand beneath his sweats and literally groped his soft baubles feeling them immediately inflate in my hands.
“What the fuck!” He croaked and jolted in surprise trying to squirm out of my grip with me latching on to him even tighter feeling his hard naked erection in my hand.
It’s been a couple of years since I’ve actually touched him down there and it was way bigger than I recalled. It felt a bit bigger and thicker than mine as we both squirmed around. It kind of surprised me that I’d even be this bold as to grab on to him considering how I knew the way he felt about such things anymore, but now that I had taken the plunge so to speak I wrapped Donavan up with my legs so he couldn’t get loose. He squeaked again when I gave his nice sized goods a bit of a squeeze before he began to giggle and relax knowing full well he was outmatched by me when it came to wrestling around.
“Shit Donavan its way bigger and thicker than mine,” I giggled imitating Anatoli’s voice and accent to a tee repeating word for word what the younger boy had exclaimed to Donavan’s little brother as my fingers slowly stroked his five inch cut erection.
He craned his neck boring holes into me as a quirky smile spread over his features. “You’re a fucking dickwad. If it were anyone else I’d kick their ass for this.” He stated seriously leaning in and surprising me with a kiss on the cheek before suddenly grunting and moaning when my fingers ran around his mushroom shaped nozzle and pressed between his pee slit making me giggle knowingly.
“Hah, well you forget I know what gets you off.” I teased as I looked down getting a good look at his erection which was turning red while his nub began turning purple.
Donavan moaned in my arms no longer resisting as I pulled the front of his sweats over his tight ball sack surprised they hadn’t dropped all that much. They had always been tight, but as I now squeezed his testicles I could feel they were about the size of walnuts, the same as mine. He had a thick brown colored bush between his legs, but with his decent sized erection it looked kind of sexy on him.
“Oh shit Robby, please you’ve got to stop before I bust a nut.” He whimpered with me sighing knowing I had probably taken things a bit too far with him.
“Sorry,” I apologized to him as I pulled his sweats back into place. “It’s just…you know…it’s been a while since we’ve messed around like this. I sort of miss us being able to just goof off. Please don’t be mad at me.” I added getting a bit worried now thinking maybe I had pushed things too far.
“It’s cool Robby. I sort of miss it too you know. I mean I can’t explain why I got so weird about this whole sex thing. It’s just different though now for me. I mean with Jennifer everything sort of makes more sense. I’ve never regretted anything Robby…I mean…you know…what the two of us did together.” He admitted craning his neck and looking up at me as a small smile spread over his features. “It was really nice back then and I enjoyed it…a lot.” He admitted. “Besides, if it weren’t for us goofing around it’d be way awkward between me and Jennifer because I’d have been a total klutz.” He giggled grabbing my arm and holding it to him so we could spoon together again sending a sigh of relief through my body.
To our surprise we once more heard the two younger boys going at it for a second go around with us busting a gut and laughing our asses off.
“Holy shit Robby. There is no way the two of us were as bad as those two. I don’t ever remember the two of us going at it back to back like they are doing. If I remember, once I climaxed I was good for the rest of the night, you too if I recall correctly.” He jeered as he bellowed his body shaking in my arms because he was laughing so hard. “Shit, those two fucking sluts. I can’t believe my little brother is becoming the school whore.” He stated not in a mean kind of way towards his brother, but rather sort of proudly while also a bit teasingly.
“Well, I don’t know about that, I mean about him being the class whore and all.” I giggled but was also a bit serious about it. Donavan swiveled his head around his smile fading a little when he saw me being a tad serious as he looked at me questioningly. “It’s just I think Anatoli is going to make an honest boy out of him.” I hinted.
“How’s that?” He asked kind of curious by what I meant.
“Well, Gabe actually told him he’d like to be Anatoli’s boyfriend, and he’s never wanted to be that to anyone before, boy or girl. You should have seen it. You’re brother was so damn cute being all nervous when he told Anatoli how he felt about him. I’m glad Anatoli said yes because like I said they are a good fit together.” I informed Donavan who sort of had a blank look on his face making me wonder if I should have said anything about it.
“Do…um…do you think Gabe is gay?” He asked me nervously.
Shrugging my shoulders I really couldn’t be so sure about it since it had taken me a while to know that about myself. Dane had told me he’s known for a couple of years so he knew at a younger age than Gabe was now. Still, I don’t think this sort of thing is so obvious to all boys. Some start out having feelings for other boys and simply grow out of that sort of thing discovering they preferred girls instead. For others it took us a while to know for sure, and even then many of us weren’t totally positive about it. I suppose it was different for everyone. Right now Gabe was in love with Anatoli and I got the sense it was real and something which would last for quite a while.
Still it was only an impression so I simply shrugged my shoulder. “I don’t know Donavan, maybe. I think Gabe might believe so. He hasn’t outright said it, but I get the sense he has stronger feelings towards boys, and he’s been mooning over Anatoli since they first met. He hadn’t done anything about it sooner because I think he could tell Anatoli wasn’t ready for it at the time. Now with the whole transplant thing I believe it scared him shitless and he finally couldn’t hold back about his feelings anymore.” I told my friend candidly studying his features closely.
Donavan seemed to mull over the information for several long moments while I let him sort some of this out. He seemed to be handling it way better than I thought. I snuggled my cheek in the crook of his neck inhaling deeply. It’s been a long time since I’ve breathed in his essence like this and it sent shivers up my body as I recalled those more innocent times when we had held one another in our arms falling asleep all cuddled up. I missed having him close to me like this, and I knew this was only temporary with us actually snuggling up together like this today. We were getting older and friends our age simply no longer did those sorts of things. I suppose I didn’t mind so much because this is just the way things were.
“Would it bother you if Gabe was gay?” I asked him solemnly.
“What…no of course not.” He immediately replied. “I mean…,” he paused as he scrunched up his face thinking on it earnestly, now not so sure before shaking his head. “No, I can honestly say it wouldn’t. So long as he really finds someone to love. I mean you simply don’t understand how different it is Robby when you are in love. It changes everything, and if Gabe is gay it really wouldn’t bother me so long he finds someone who is kind with a good heart. He deserves that. He’s my brother and I love him too much for it to really bother me.” He answered me seriously while a small twinge of guilt coiled around my stomach because I knew exactly what it was like to be in love.
My best friend had trusted me with his most intimate secret and had shared it willingly with me. It hadn’t been something easy for him to do because he was so closed off about intimacy. Yet, he had managed to share his most intimate feeling with me because I was his best friend and he trusted me. I was in love too, but haven’t shared that with my best friend in the entire world. He was my oldest and dearest friend, and I should be able to share anything with him including me being gay and having fallen in love with another boy. I was uneasy to talk to him about it because I was afraid how he’d react even though he seemed to be alright with it about his brother. Still, I could tell that even though Donavan seemed to accept it regarding his brother he also knew things could change for the younger boy here in a few years.
Now I began to regret groping my best friend only a few minutes earlier. Sure it was only goofing around, but it had also been a bit serious and sensual. If I told him I was gay how would he react to me having actually acted on him in a sexual manner? This whole gay thing totally sucked because it was so difficult to know how those closest to us would react to the situation. The way people in general viewed this sort of thing was so totally skewed and unfair. The bottom line is it totally bites, I thought to myself enjoying how it felt to be snuggled up to my friend.
“No I understand.” I exhaled softly deciding to take the plunge. “I’ve found someone too. I guess I should have told you sooner, but it just sort of happened recently and with everything going on it just sort of…I don’t know. It’s kind of complicated.” I tried to explain not doing a good job of it.
“Really?” Donavan asked squirming around in my arms so he was looking at me settling his head on the same pillow as me our faces only inches away from one another. “That’s great, but what’s so complicated about it?” He asked noticing my concerned look.
Shrugging my shoulders I took that last step knowing there was no going back now. “Because I’m gay,” I admitted biting my lower lip nervously while Donavan didn’t even flinch and continued to gaze into my eyes.
We both lay there facing each other for several long seconds. “Did you hear me…I said I’m gay Donavan.”
“I heard you.” He responded calmly, not the reaction I had expected at all.
“You’re not surprised, angry, or upset?” I asked leaning on my elbow with him shrugging.
“No, I’ve sort of known for a while I suppose. Well actually I figured you were probably, you know ‘bi’ since you’ve gone out with plenty of girls, but I’ve also noticed how you tend to like guys too, in that sort of way even though you’ve never actually dated a guy or done anything sexual for a few years. Well, at least it seems that way, about the whole sex thing.” He admitted.
“Shit was it that obvious?” I asked rolling on my back and staring at the ceiling a bit worried now because I didn’t want the whole world to know about it.
Having everyone around here know something like this is not something I was ready to have out in the open. My dad had warned both me and Dane how we needed to really think on who we wanted to share this knowledge with because it could create problems for the two of us. Now it sort of appeared as if everyone was able to pick up on it.
“What of course not Robby.” He chuckled shaking his head trying to reassure me. “I mean we are best friends after all and so of course I’d be able to pick up on some of this shit just like you do with me. I’m just glad you finally found someone you care about too. Um…can I ask who it is?”
“Huh? Oh…yeah sure…it’s Dane.” I admitted watching his reaction as he furled his eyebrows before a slow smile spread across his features.
“Yeah that totally makes sense. You guys make a great couple and I like him a lot. He’s a great guy and a perfect fit for you.” He nodded his head as if the more he thought on it the more he liked the idea. “You two are like boyfriends for real…you know…official like?” He asked trying to get a better feel of how my relationship with Dane worked.
“Yeah, it’s official like and we both agreed to be boyfriends. I love him so much Donavan and I know he loves me too. I can see it in his eyes and feel it when he touches me.” I admitted as I slowly began to tell him how things sort of happened between me and Dane without getting into the whole sexual details of our relationship.
At one point I glanced over and noticed he had a quirky smile on his features. “What?” I asked with him shaking his head and chuckling as he rolled on his side and ran his finger over my chest making me shiver as goose bumps formed along my skin.
“Nothing…it’s just…you sound like me when I talk about Jennifer.” He paused glancing up into my eyes as I thought about it for a second and chuckled.
“Yeah…I guess love sort of addles our brains…huh?” I giggled looking down because he was now tracing his way down to my belly button.
It’s been a long time since he’s touched me in this way, and I could feel myself chubbing up because I enjoyed how it felt as his fingers lightly traced the ring around my innie bellybutton. “Damn, I can hardly see your scar anymore.” He stated shaking his head. “I still can’t believe how small of a cut they gave you.” He added taking a closer look and marveling at how such a big thing like a kidney could be pulled out of such a tiny gap.
My body stiffened in surprise when he slipped his hand over my bulge and raging erection. He glanced up with his squirrelly smile as if to say turn around is fair play while I frowned because this was so unlike him. Even when we were younger and had messed around it had taken a bit of enticing on my part to get him to participate. Despite his hesitancy back then it hadn’t taken all too much coaxing on my part though with getting him to participate, but then again he had never really initiated anything either, not like he had just now done with me as I watched him tracing the outline of my erection.
Lifting away his hand he glanced towards me to see my reaction before pausing for a second and lifting up the waistband of my boxer briefs so he could sneak a peek. He chuckled and tucked the elastic band beneath my heavily weighted boulders running his fingers through my small patch of dark brown pubes. It was almost as if he was simply curious about how I’ve changed down there because his touch wasn’t in a sexual way.
This whole situation was sort of weird, but I was kind of enjoying Donavan’s more gregarious side as I studied his features closely while he was so focused on, well, other things. It was strange how to most people it seemed like Donavan and Gabe looked very different, but I could actually see the similarities. Maybe people thought they looked different because of their hair and eye coloration.
The teen’s hair and eyebrows were a few shades darker than his younger brother and he had hazel colored eyes with Gabe’s being steel gray. They both had a similar type of shaped face though, and the same smooth wheatish complexion. Gabe’s features where a tad more rounded, but the outline of his face had that angular kind of feature like his older brother where it emphasized their cheeks and slightly squared off chins. Their noses were alike as well with Donavan having a slightly narrower bridge. So in many ways the two boys looked totally different, but just beneath the surface you could tell they had the same type of face in the overall sense.
“Geeze, you really were a late bloomer.” He joked.
“Huh?” I asked shaking away my musings and glancing back down because his fingers were still twirling around my patch of pubes. “Oh that…yeah I suppose.” I chuckled as his fingers now ran lightly over my rigid tube and then down even further to cup my plum shaped bag and chestnut sized stones.
“I’ve always enjoyed how you looked down there. Nothing much has changed…I mean yeah you’ve gotten a little bigger and all down there. What I mean is that I still like how everything seems to suit you.” He sighed releasing my goods and tugging on the elastic of my underwear allowing the material to cover me back up.
“Um…thanks…I guess.” I replied with him glancing up and the two of us staring at each other before busting up.
Rolling on his back Donavan kept giggling and shaking his head. “Geeze, what a weird day and it is just starting.” He continued to snigger while I had to agree.
“Yeah, but I kind of enjoyed this…you know…you being…,” I shrugged my shoulders not sure exactly how to describe my friend today, but I suppose it didn’t matter because I could tell he understood what I meant.
“Me too…you know the two of us…like this…,” he paused before adding. “But don’t get any ideas because I’m definitely not gay and totally in love with Jennifer.” He jeered with me giving him a good elbow as the two of us laughed jokingly.
It really was nice seeing my friend finally opening up and blossoming like this. It’s something I had always wished to have between the two of us. I loved him dearly, as a friend that is, so it was nice to see him being more who I always knew he could be deep down inside. People liked Donavan well enough and he had plenty of casual friends, but not really any close friendships because people didn’t really understand him.
In many ways my friend had a lot of layers about him just like an onion. I had always seen past the façade he maintained on the surface knowing who he was deep down. He was a kind, gentle, defensive, protective and deeply devoted type of person to the ones he cared about the most, but he just had trouble showing his emotions. I saw past this, and I knew Jennifer did as well. It was why I had worked so hard at bringing the two of them together because I knew she would bring the best out of him, and I also realized Donavan had a lot to offer her in return.
It made me happy to know his girlfriend finally managed to peel away the outer layers allowing Donavan to be a bit more outgoing. I’m sure the two of them finally taking the plunge together in the most intimate and loving kind of way had finally managed to liberate my friend from most of his inhibitions about certain aspects of life. It was as if he finally understood life was meant to be lived with us putting forth our very best for those closest to us.
The voices of Gabe and Anatoli laughing and joking around in the hallway as they stepped out of the bathroom grabbed my attention. It was a familiar type of sound and nice to hear because it meant my little guy was feeling much better as their higher pitched voices drifted into the room in clearer tones the closer they got. The two boys stepped across the threshold and stopped by the doorway when they saw Donavan lying on his back next to me on my bed.
Anatoli was wrapped up in my white cottony robe while Gabe stood there in total shock and a bit self-conscious about the situation since he was completely starkers, his slightly reddened and obviously worked over almost three inch long softie hanging over his spongy plump danglies. He had matured a bit since summer with his penis being slightly longer and thicker now, but his boy bag hadn’t changed much still sagging only slightly between his legs with chestnut sized testicles. His pubes had filled in a bit more as well looking to be the same shade of brown like his eyebrows forming a barely noticeable barrier around the base of his penis. The sparse patch of sprouting filaments actually looked really sexy on him.
It took Gabe a second or two to recover, his hands sliding over in front of him trying to cover up his goods without it being too obvious, while his face flushed about thirty shades of red. It was a bit uncomfortable for him because he hadn’t been this exposed in front of his older brother for a long time now. The older teen always freaked out about these sorts of things so Gabe was a bit nervous about the obvious situation of him having bathed with Anatoli. It was kind of strange how he felt more at ease being naked around others, yet felt a bit weird at being undressed in front of his own brother. A sort of stillness settled over the entire room for several long seconds and I could actually feel the tension of awkwardness in the quietness with no one actually knowing how to move past this uncomfortable moment. Donavan was gawking at his younger brother while Gabe kept averting his eyes before glancing back over towards his older brother his face having turned completely red.
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End of Chapter Twenty Three
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