Discovering A Mute Boy
Chapter 24
Decisions
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EXCERPT FROM FINDING BALANCE
My heart sang in my chest and swelled with such an overpowering feeling of love for this special boy, this singularly exceptional person that until now I really never fully appreciated. A sense of balance finally seemed to settle over me because this moment, more than any other time in my life, felt so very right. My hand settled gently along the side of his cheek cupping them softly against the smooth surface of his features as I smiled fondly at the younger boy.
“What I’m saying is this…,” I hesitated for a second before leaning down and stealing another kiss from him. “Luke Oliva I love you so, so, very much. In the most official kind of way I can ask, in every sense of the word, and with all of my sincere heartfelt love…will you be my boyfriend?” I asked him earnestly seeing his eyes begin to swim in a pool of salty tears.
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DECISIONS
Everything around Luke began to spin with his eyes blurring as they pooled up. Such deep emotions started to bubble up to the surface that had long been buried; even some he never knew existed. He’s known for a long time now that he was different from most other boys, that he was gay, but had always tried to keep those feelings hidden, at least in public. Of course he had confided in Latham a long time ago, after all, the older boy was his best friend. For some odd reason he had felt comfortable around the other boy and knew he could trust him with his most intimate secret. He had confided out of respect and friendship feeling it had only been right to do so, and his friend hadn’t disappointed him simply accepting who he was without question. Nothing had even changed in the way the two of them behaved around one another, and this was something which had resonated with Luke.
That had been years ago, when they were both still pretty young, but recently he reconfirmed it with Latham again in the hospital over the Easter weekend holiday. Even though the other boy had confided in Luke that he felt the boy was too young to actually know if he was gay, he still had accepted it also admitting to him it didn’t matter one way or the other. They were friends and this is what had mattered to the older boy. Once more Latham had proven to be a true friend and it only managed to cement Luke’s feelings towards the other boy even more, but it also came at a price.
A few weeks back when Latham’s grandfather had informed them of the boy’s disappearance Luke’s entire world came crashing down around him, but he had to stay strong. When the other boy was found his heart sang with joy until he went to the hospital discovering a boy who was only a shell of his former self. It wasn’t the physical damage which had worried him, but the mentally crushed and broken boy lying in that hospital bed. Even though Luke hadn’t shown it on the outside because he had to remain strong for his friend; in private he had cried for the shattered spirit of the teen he had come to respect and love. He set it upon himself to nurture his friend back to health, not just physically, but emotionally as well. He was well aware of his friend’s past and knew with the recent events and the loss of Marty heaped on top of it all that this would be a very bumpy road, but he had vowed to stick to it through to the very end.
There were very few people the smaller boy trusted with his most secret of secrets, but he trusted Latham more than anyone else other than his parents and perhaps a few of his closest relatives. The one thing he did try to keep hidden from his friend was how in the last year or so he began to feel more towards Latham than simple friendship. He was afraid how the other boy would react to this revelation. For Luke, the friendship he had felt towards the teen evolved into something much deeper, perhaps even love.
At least he felt it was love towards his older friend. Even though he knew with a certainty he was gay, what was still not completely clear to him was what love really meant in the true sense of the word. All he could compare it to was what he saw in those around him. People like his parents who he knew loved one another deeply, but Luke himself was still young and it was difficult to truly understand what love was in that sense of the word. He thought perhaps it’s what he was feeling towards the older boy, but this complicated things for him. His friend wasn’t gay like him and even had a very pretty girlfriend so he had tried to keep it hidden only to find out now that his friend had known all along about the way he felt.
Today had evolved from being wonderful, to one of the most incredible days of his entire life, but it also left him feeling very confused. The original friend Luke had come to know and care about had suddenly come back to life, becoming more himself yet also somehow different. It was as if he had been reborn to start anew. His friend had opened himself up to Luke giving something very precious of himself, which the younger boy never expected to be shared. Latham had shared an intimate part of himself in a very kind, gentle, and loving manner; something which Luke could have never ever hoped for, but now his friend was taking it even a step further leaving the younger boy completely confused and with a decision on his hands he had never expected to make, at least not in regards to the type of relationship this meant with Latham.
Several emotions flickered over Luke’s face as I watched them play out on his features. It was cute to watch and I would have probably busted up laughing if the moment wasn’t so serious. I could tell this was something the smaller boy never expected, catching him by complete surprise. It even shocked me that I would ask such a question, but what just happened between the two of us was overwhelmingly powerful leaving me in a state of peaceful contentment with my decision. The idea of being gay didn’t really bother me, and in some ways it was almost a relief. It was a strange feeling because even though the revelation felt right I also knew in certain ways girls also turned me on, but with females it was somehow very different from the way I now felt towards boys in general and Luke specifically.
“I…I don’t understand Latham. What about Sienna…I mean…she’s like your girlfriend. How’s that supposed to work?” The younger boy furled his eyebrows gazing up into my eyes his green orbs filled with reservation.
Shrugging my shoulders I inhaled deeply knowing he had a legitimate question and that some explanation would be necessary before he could even make a decision like this. I could tell he really wanted this, but at the same time was concerned for me and not wanting to ruin something I might regret later on. He didn’t know yet what I had just recently discovered about myself so of course it would be confusing for him. Oddly enough it was baffling for me too as I began to realize how in many ways this would change things.
“Well, Sienna and I broke up…um…actually…I broke up with her.” I admitted with Luke’s eyes flaring open wide in surprise with a flood of questions bubbling up inside the smaller boy as he tried to sort through his thoughts.
“I…I…,” he began not really knowing what to say before simply blurting something out. “But why…I mean…didn’t you like having sex with her?” He asked his cheeks suddenly flushing red with how he had asked something so personal.
The question had come out of nowhere and without thinking I just automatically responded. “Geeze Luke, I already told you that Sienna and I never really had sex together…remember?” I pointed out with him nodding dumbly.
“I…I…just forgot is all Latham, but I still don’t understand. Are you saying you don’t like having sex with…that is…um…girls don’t turn you on anymore?” He amended blushing because this was kind of very personal, but when I thought on it considering the situation I really wasn’t uncomfortable about it.
In a way Luke’s question was legitimate. After all I’ve never hinted to him that I was sexually attracted to other boys and certainly never towards him in that way. Actually, I never would have; especially, since these feelings I was having were relatively recent. Even though it was a valid question it didn’t make it any easier to answer because it wasn’t something black or white.
Rolling my shoulders I bit my lower lip thinking for a second before responding. “Yes and no. I mean it isn’t as simple as that for me Luke.”
“But…does this mean you are gay?” He asked bluntly another question that wasn’t totally cut and dry.
He didn’t ask it to be mean, but simply because this whole situation was a bit puzzling for him as I took a long hard look into his eyes, their sincerity melting my heart. “Yeah Luke, I think I am.” I answered candidly, saying the words out loud almost a relief.
“But how…when?” He asked still perplexed by this new revelation making me chuckle and shake my head because for him it had all been so obvious since he knew he had been gay from almost the beginning.
“What do you mean how and when? Does it really matter? I mean for most of us we sort of figure it out as we go along Luke. Not everyone like you simply knows from the get go that they are gay. All I know is that somewhere along the line things didn’t feel right between me and Sienna, and until today, with you, it just feels right. All I know is the way I feel about ‘you.’ I’ve never felt like this before…with anyone.” I shrugged, both of us falling silent for a few moments.
“Being with you right here, right now, makes me feel whole again. Not just because of what…you know happened with…Marty…but because even before then I was having feelings towards boys in general and with some more specifically. With you though all I know is that you make me feel whole on a completely different level. I’m happy when you are near me. I…I love you Luke…in a way I don’t with others.” I told him sincerely my voice trickling off as we both fell silent while the other boy tried to absorb my words.
Leaning down I brushed my mouth up against his lips feeling the boy melt in my arms as he returned my kiss before we separated. “When I kiss you Luke, it feels right. I want to hold on to this feeling and never let go. If that means I’m gay too then I’m alright with it. Yes, I’m still turned on by beautiful girls, but boys turn me on even more. No one, and I do mean no one, holds a candle though to the way I feel about you. So if you will have me, I want us to be boyfriends.” I whispered softly snuggling up closer and leaning my head against his chest feeling the other boy’s fingers running through my hair sending such content like sensation of well being flowing through my body.
“Oh yes Latham, I want that so very much.” I heard him replying so softly I almost couldn’t hear him as I craned my neck and gazed up into his green soft eyes which had pooled up with emotion making me smile. “Boyfriends,” he whispered softly.
This time it was Luke who leaned his head down pressing his mouth up against my lips as we made it official and sealing it with a tender loving kiss. It was gentle and lingered as the world all around us was muted to the point all that mattered was just the two of us. Everything else was pushed off to the side as our emotions of well being flooded the two of us from the inside out. The feeling was intense and it made me wonder how I could have ever missed something so critical because this never happened between me and Sienna. This was the missing piece of the puzzle and I knew my decision had been the right one. It was a choice I’d never regret no matter what obstacles may be tossed in our way. So long as Luke was by my side everything would always be alright.
Our kiss lingered gently before we finally separated and I sighed. “Come-on, I think we both are ready for a shower now. My skin is all sticky and I’m sure you still feel funky and grimy from your game.” I chuckled rolling on my knees and standing up.
It was still nice outside with the sun licking warmly on our skin. We actually hadn’t been out here all that long. If I had to guess, I’d say that between our impromptu hop and frolicking around in the lake and then afterwards our wild sexual romp leading to some very intense orgasmic explosions, only about twenty or twenty five minutes had gone by. It made me chuckle and shake my head knowing so much has changed in under twenty minutes for me as I intertwined my fingers with Luke’s and we walked hand in hand up towards the shower house scooping our discarded clothes along the way.
Releasing my hand the younger boy wrapped his left arm around my waist while I draped my right arm across his shoulders our naked bodies rubbing up against one another as we casually made our way across the dock and up the hill towards the cabin and shower house. We were both naked as jay birds, yet neither one of us seemed to be affected by it, comfortable walking arm in arm. A small smile spread over my features as I glanced over towards Luke realizing that until about twenty minutes ago we’ve never seen one another naked, and now we knew one another on a very intimate kind of basis. Luke was a very beautiful boy and sexy hot in my opinion, but it wasn’t his gorgeous features or the totally awesome sex that attracted me to him. The boy was caring, loving, kind, and gentle with a very tender heart. He might be a fierce competitor on the sports field or with others in general, but beneath it all he was a boy with deep feelings and to have someone like him love me in return made me feel complete.
As we approached the small bath shed I gave Luke a gentle shove towards the showering room while I entered the back part where the boiler was located. I set down my clothes and added some more wood below the boiler knowing that the water was all hot by now. Standing back up I reached over and opened up one of the valves on the pipe leading from the pump to an open bin up above and began forcing cold water into it before closing the valve and opening up the other side leading to the boiler. I adjusted the valve on the pipe leading from the boiler to a second bin overhead and began pumping cold water into the boiler filled with hot water. I understood the mechanics of this simple system and could hear the gurgling of the large boiler tank as cold water rushed inside dropping to the bottom forcing the hot water to rise upwards.
The hot water boiler tank was completely sealed with two separate pipes. One ended all the way down close towards the bottom and connected to the system attached to the water pump. The other pipe began about a quarter of the way down in the upper portion of the tank and continued upward curling over the top of a large container up above. When someone cranked on the pump feeding the cold water into the pipe that went deeper into the tank it spread out along the bottom. For some reason cold water when mixed with hot water always went to the bottom. This forced the hot water upwards and since the boiler was sealed the only place the hot water could go was up through the second open pipe that sat higher in the hot water area of the boiler leading into a large bin up above.
In the shower room a person can then open up one valve allowing the cold water from the one bin up above to flow through the pipes and then adjust the other side for the hot water allowing them to control the mixture of hot and cold water just like they would at home. The only difference now is that gravity controlled the flow of water. The shower spray wasn’t as powerful like at home, but out in the middle of nowhere this system worked fabulously and allowed a person to have a hot shower. The two bins were actually rather large as well able to hold a lot allowing a person to have plenty of water to have a hot shower before running out. To be honest I’ve never once ran out of hot water when taking a shower out here at the cabin as I heard some gurgling now in the pipes leading from the two water bins to the other side of the wall where the shower was located.
“Are you coming?” I heard a muffled voice from the other side of the wall making me chuckle and shake my head.
“What, I’m gone all of ten seconds and you are missing me already?” I retorted hearing the subdued sounds of laughter on the other side of the wall before gathering up my clothes and making my way over.
Setting my clothes down on the bench next to Luke’s I stepped into the other opening pausing as I gazed at the smaller boy leaning back getting his head and torso all wet under the spray nozzle. He had a sexy hot looking body his slightly darker Middle Eastern like features looking as if he had already started a tan. Most of the boys in my school were Caucasian with pale light skin; especially, during the winter months. Luke had a mixture of heritage so his skin had that sort of bronze like glow. His skin tone wasn’t dark brown like Hispanics or Hawaiians and not white like on a Caucasian, but rather sort of somewhere in-between. He looked very exotic as my eyes ate him up.
Gazing downwards a small smile spread on my features because everything about the boy was deliciously scrumptious. Most of his body had that soft tan like glow with his mid-riff being slightly lighter emphasizing the boy’s most prized treasures as I studied his penis and scrotum sack swaying slightly between his legs. At the moment his plump soft penis was limp hanging slightly over his sagging purse of skin which sort of had the same shape as an avocado. The slack skin of his glistening scrotum hung slightly between the boy’s legs at the moment with some of it creating a puffy ring of folds up and around the base of the boy’s shaft.
Scrutinizing him closely it almost looked as if his penis was growing right out from the top part of his sack with his soft chubby two and a half inch stalk almost poking straight out with the weight making it droop slightly downwards over a part of his scrotum. The boy’s wet glistening foreskin snuggled up tightly around his shaft and glans, the outline of what lay beneath the sheath of membrane clearly visible. The skin puckered up slightly past the tip of his glans closing off at the end and shuttering away his nozzle protectively. The creased skin reminded me of the tip end of an elephant’s trunk with the folds of bunched up skin creating furrowed like wrinkles.
The younger boy was a vision of perfection as I stepped up closer just as he straightened back up our eyes connecting with a big broad smile spreading over his features. Luke reached out pulling me under the warm water and wrapped his arms around me settling his wet head up against my chest. I could feel his hands slowly sliding downwards and resting lightly over my butt cheeks while mine did the same and we snuggled up tenderly in one another’s arms allowing the warm water to wash over our bodies.
In other circumstances I would be all boned up already, but our soft tender embrace wasn’t about sex. It was about being tender with one another and enjoying the quiet moment between boyfriends as we both allowed the idea to settle over us.
“Please tell me this is real and not some dream that I’m going to wake up from.” I heard Luke whisper as his fingers slowly ran around my fleshy orbs in a gentle way making me tingle on the inside.
My little fatty began to plump up slightly at the stirrings he invoked inside of me as he sighed. “This is too good to be true and I’m afraid of pinching myself and waking up because all of this feels so wonderfully right at the moment.” He admitted.
“Eeeep,” he yipped in surprise his body jolting into mine while I began to giggle playfully because I just pinched both of his little perky butt cheeks. “Hey,” he sniggered. “What’d you do that for?” He continued to giggle squirming around a little because my fingers where playing around with his cute fleshy ass giving them a nice firm squeeze.
“Well I just wanted to prove that you aren’t dreaming any of this.” I retorted a bit playfully before getting a little more serious. “I love you Luke, and I don’t want there to be any doubts.” I sighed leaning down and brushing my lips against his mouth feeling Luke’s tongue slithering into mine for a few moments while we tongued one another before he leaned back gazing into my eyes.
“I love you too Latham.” He smiled softly. “Don’t ever think I don’t.” He added brushing his fingers up against my cheeks and down to my chest.
“Damn, you are so sexy hot. How’d I ever get so lucky?” Luke shook his head gazing back up into my eyes making me blush.
“Luck had nothing to do with it Luke; besides, I’m the lucky one to have such a beautiful guy like you to call my boyfriend.” I responded both of us blushing at the other’s compliment, but each knowing the other one meant what they had said.
The warm water continued to cascade over our body making this moment comfortable as Luke continued to run his fingers over my chest and around my nipples with them perking up and getting hard. It wasn’t the only thing getting hard as my penis once more bloated and became erect rubbing up along the younger boy’s upper pubic mound. I wasn’t the only one because I could feel Luke’s stiff stalk pressing up against the bottom part of my scrotum sack splitting it in half and snuggling safely between my walnut sized testicles.
“Latham?”
“Hmmmm?” I exhaled softly.
“Is it alright if I wash you. I…I want to…um…it’s just I’d like to do that for you. Also because I…uh…well…I want to get to know you…I mean…you know…,” he squirreled up his eyebrows not knowing if he was making any sense to me.
Of course I knew what he meant. It was one thing to have sex, but he wanted to get to know my body. He wanted to be close to me, run his hands over my skin, and get to know me in a soft, tender, and intimate way. It was something I wanted as well so I nodded my head indicating I would love it. Luke flashed me a warm smile and reached for the bar of soap.
The younger boy’s hands and fingers felt soft and sensuous as he slowly washed my body from head to toe. He was tender and loving paying extra attention to my teen bits which squirmed around under his soft touch. The way he made me feel almost sent me over the edge several times with my rigid thick penis jerking about and my testicles squirming around inside their silken pocket. The way Luke’s hands and fingers fondled my body made me tingle all over from head to toe and from the inside out. He was kneeling in front of me now washing away the soap from my pulsing erection and soft pliable scrotum.
It was kind of sexy hot watching his fingers manipulating my boy truffles as I placed my hands up against the wall leaning slightly forward allowing the warm water to cascade over my back. I could tell Luke was enjoying getting up close and personal to my little treasure trove as he ran his fingers through my wet smattering patch of pubic hairs. My penis felt so damn thick and hard at the moment pointing upwards as I watched his hands sliding over the turgid tube his fingers taking a hold of it and tugging my shaft downwards before releasing it and giggling as it slapped up against my pubic mound making me chuckle as well because it was kind of silly.
The younger boy reached out again tugging on my thick stalk and pulling it downwards his fingers running around my mushroom shaped glans. “Whoa, this is so cool,” I heard him sigh when I suddenly jolted in surprise my mind nearly exploding into a million pieces.
“OH FUCK!” I barked out my eyes widening in surprise with my body literally jumping out of my skin as the most intense feeling gripped my insides.
I watched in wide eyed wonder when Luke’s lips spread open accommodating my bloated tuber as it slipped ever deeper into the damp warmth of his mouth. I’ve never felt anything so incredible with my insides starting to burn fiercely threatening to explode. My body also reacted instinctively as I pressed my hips forward the intensity of my first ever blowjob making me clamp my ass cheeks together because I felt the impending orgasm begin to rip through my insides before it suddenly collapsed all around me when I felt the warmth and sensuous feeling around my turgid proboscis evaporate into thin air.
“Oh gawd,” I whimpered because he released my penis from his mouth leaving me feeling totally void as I felt his fingers begin to kneed my slicked up butt cheeks spreading them apart. “Oh shit Luke. I…I just about exploded inside your mouth.” I whined when I suddenly bucked because his finger shoved inside my ass. “Ouch…Shit,” I squeaked my eyes bugging out because I’ve never inserted anything inside of myself and it hurt yet also felt wonderful at the same time. “What the fuck…,” I gasped my penis deflating and then jolted again when I felt his lips engulfing my semi hard prong once more.
The tingling sensations began to bubble up again, but not so intense because of his probing fingers keeping me more grounded. I stared down in wild eyed incredulity as I watched Luke slowly engulf my entire shaft all the way down to the root. It felt totally wicked and was just as amazing to watch as he reversed direction up towards my glans before slurping me back up. This was so intense because I could feel the warmth of his mouth as it suctioned along the length of my shaft.
Even with the boy’s probing fingers creating enough pain to counteract the intensity of my first ever blow job it still felt amazing. Nothing’s ever prepared me for how this would feel as I began to rock my hips back and forth getting into a rhythm. It was weird watching myself face fuck the younger boy as the cheeks on his mouth bulged outwards with each forward thrust. It was sexy hot watching this unfold in front of my eyes as the intensity began to increase inside of me.
Spreading apart my legs a little further I stood up straighter reaching down and running my fingers through his short thick dark brown hair. This was becoming intense and I could feel my toes begin to curl up as I placed my hands along the back of his head controlling the tempo of my humping groin while his mouth continued to make love to my penis. The lust inside of me began to rise threatening the animalistic part to burst forth, but I didn’t want this tender caring moment to turn into something different. Luke was giving me something precious and it felt wonderful with my heart singing for joy.
I could tell my forward thrusts were testing his limits because every once in a while I would push too deeply making him gag slightly, but then everything sort of clicked into place as he we both allowed ourselves to relax. With his throat loosening up it let me plow my drill bit deep into his mouth as little grunts of pleasure began to escape my lips. Even the pain of his probing fingers deep inside of me began to ebb with intense sexual pleasure now beginning to course throughout my insides. I never knew a blow job could feel this intense, much less getting fingered. I’ve seen it with Joey when I suckled on his penis, but the strong passionate sensations boiling up through my skin was more than I could have ever imagined as I teetered on the edge now of an epic orgasmic eclipse that would put my earlier climax less than thirty minutes ago to shame.
“Oh…oh…Luke…I…I’m going to…shit…pull off before I…I spew-eeek,” I squeaked because instead of pulling off the younger boy created even more suction, his tongue dancing around my glans forcing me over the edge.
“Aaaaaaaaargh, uuuuumph, uuuuuuumph, uuuumph,” I groaned thrusting my thick phallus all the way to the back of his throat feeling my glans rubbing up against his tonsils just before I exploded.
I could feel the burning sensation of my scorching hot white lava ripping through my penis, which surprised me considering I had recently emptied out my oval shaped cisterns. The hot slimy gelatinous goop exploded out the tip end of my boy slit, splattering against the back of Luke’s throat forcing him to begin swallowing rapidly. The way his massaging lips felt around my burgeoning torrid basilisk when he began to swallow sent another screaming spasm ripping through my body as I now unleashed several contraction of tasty slimy yogurt down the boy’s gullet.
With each spastic jolt I could feel my testicles leaping upwards with my soft suede puckered pocket slapping up against the bottom of Luke’s chin. To the smaller boy’s credit he began swallowing it all down gagging a time or two in the process not able to keep up as some began to trickle out of his slurping lips and along my shaft. With one last heave and contraction, which left my balls feeling a bit achy, I grunted a final time with my knees nearly buckling as I reached out placing my hand against the wall for stability.
Glancing down the smaller boy kept slurping on my rapidly softening stalk making me wince because it had become sensitive. Even my ass began to burn because he was still finger fucking me.
“F…fuck Luke pull off,” I gasped my chest rasping from the warm moisture in the air as I tried to suck in much needed oxygen.
The younger boy slowly released my soft penis, the slimy coated tube slipping easily from between his lips while I heard a sort of popping noise from behind me when his finger came out as well. My body quivered at the unique sensation of now feeling somehow empty inside. This wasn’t just the first time I’ve ever received a blow job but also the first time I’ve been finger fucked or had anything up my ass. I had mixed feelings about the second matter with me both enjoying and disliking the feelings it evoked inside of me. I suppose it had caught me by surprise because towards the end I felt I could really get into this whole anal thing.
Even though I was still sensitive down there I let Luke wash my penis and ball sack. He was careful and quick about it before he rose to his feet pressing his mouth against my lips. I felt a warm slimy like substance being forced into my mouth realizing he had saved some of my opaque honeyed nectar, offering it up to me. I’ve tasted it before, but I could tell it was beginning to mature because it seemed thicker and tasted saltier. I was kind of surprised he hadn’t spit it out, but he seemed to enjoy the flavor as we now kissed passionately for several long moments before separating and gasping for air.
Leaning my forehead against his, my voice rasped in my chest as I shook my head. “Fuck Luke that was intense. I never knew it could feel so good.” I admitted.
“D…did I do good? I mean…I…I’ve never…you know…done something like that. I…I hope that was alright…you know…to suck you off?” He blushed, admitting I’m the first boy he’s ever given a blow job to.
“Oh gawd Luke you have no idea…I mean…I guess so, anytime you want.” I smirked shaking my head since I had just given the boy his very first blow job not ten minutes ago. “As for doing good, yeah I have to say you did good.” I chuckled again. “It was my first time too you know…I mean…getting a blow job, but it was incredible.” I sighed making him happy as he smiled at me pleased he had managed to make my first time a wonderful experience.
“Geeze, you squirt a lot though.” He giggled playfully. “I mean earlier and now again. I didn’t think guys can squirt that often or so much. I can’t wait until I can squirt.” He smiled wittily while I laughed shaking my head.
“Yeah, well like I said earlier it’s been like several weeks since I’ve…uh…you know…busted my nut so to speak.” We both laughed. “Anyway, it kind of surprised me too that I had anything more to squirt, but I guess it’s because your mouth felt so wonderful making love to my penis.” I sighed as I wrapped my arm around his small frame and hugged him to me tenderly. “The whole fingering thing though…that was kind of a surprise.” I admitted with him leaning back and gazing into my eyes with a worried expression.
“Y…you didn’t like it?” He asked biting his lower lip thinking maybe he had made me feel uncomfortable with something he had done.
“N…no…yes…I mean…,” I sighed kind of regretting bringing it up now because it was obvious he was worried he hadn’t pleased me somehow. “I’m not sure exactly how to feel about it. I mean, I’ve never done anything like that before so at first it was kind of painful and awkward, but I guess towards the end I sort of enjoyed it.” I admitted trying to explain just how I felt about it.
“Really…you’ve never played with your bunghole?” He asked giggling at the word making me smile too because it sounded kind of weird coming out of his mouth.
“Yeah really.” I chuckled shaking my head. “What about you…did you like it for real.” I asked recalling how it felt kind of tight yet also supple with my finger up his rectum.
“Yeah, I kind of did, but I’ve sort of been messing around. You know…fingering myself so I guess I’m a little more loose back there and it isn’t as painful or uncomfortable.” He blushed glancing at me to make sure I wasn’t disgusted by this revelation.
Actually I was kind of intrigued by his admission. “Really…I mean, how long has that been going on?” I probed with Luke giving me a very sly smile.
“Right after you gave me my first orgasm in the hospital. It sort of made me curious about things so I not only experimented with masturbating but also fingering myself back there. I kind of enjoyed how it felt when I stuck my finger inside, but I could do it slowly and a little at a time until I got used to it so it felt nice. Not as nice as when you did it to me.” He admitted teasingly while I smiled back.
“Yeah, well I guess that is something I will work on with you.” I ribbed back before adding, “and maybe you can work on that with me too.”
The smaller boy’s eyes lit up and he suddenly hugged me tightly. “Oh Latham, I love you so much. I’m the luckiest boy ever that you are willing to trust me like this.”
Shaking my head I exhaled slowly with tears running down my cheeks. “No Luke, I’m the lucky one. You make me feel alive again…thank you for loving me the way you do, but now it is your turn to get cleaned up before we run out of hot water.” I added reaching for the shampoo bottle and smiling at him as I lathered up his hair.
Just like he did with me, my hands explored his body tenderly while I cleaned him. My fingers ran lightly over his warm soft skin that glistened wetly taking in all the little nuances of his body. He was absolutely beautiful as I washed away the dirt and grime from his lacrosse game that hadn’t been rinsed away from our little dip in the lake. His chest and stomach was sticky in some places from my cum that had splattered over my body and transferred on to him when we had cuddled together after my orgasm down by the dock. Gazing into his soft green eyes I could tell he was enjoying it as they drooped closed and he sighed when I began rinsing the soap off of his body. The water from the shower head forced the soapy suds downwards and over his flaccid penis and ball sack with most of it getting diverted from the ring of flesh surrounding the base of his fleshy tube. Turning him around I gently worked on his back cleaning him tenderly from the top to the bottom as well before rinsing him off.
Finishing up I stepped closer and wrapped my arm around him letting them float over the front of his chest and stomach while he leaned back into my body and took a deep breath before exhaling softly. “This feels so comfortable,” he whispered while I nuzzled my face up against his resting my chin on his shoulder and nodding feeling our damp cheeks rubbing softly against one another.
“Yeah it is really nice.” I replied whispering into his ear as my right hand dipped downwards running softly over his flaccid tube which began to plump up when I wrapped my fingers around the fleshy thickness.
“Mmmmm, that feels really nice.” He moaned softly as I gazed down watching it slowly inflate in my fingers.
“It looks as if my earlier attempts at satisfying you didn’t completely work,” I giggled with him swiveling his neck and gazing into my eyes with an impish smile on his features.
“Well…I wouldn’t go so far as to say that Latham. Actually, you made my short handled bat and balls very happy…in fact the happiest they’ve ever been. No one’s ever played with them the way you did, and it pleased my little toys very much. They just recognize your touch and are happy to feel you again.” He giggled naughtily making me roll my eyes at his playful bantering.
“So, if I’m hearing you right this just means they want to come out and fool around some more.” I played along with his little game as I wrapped up his torrid piece of fleshy wood and began stroking its plump thickness feeling the boy begin to melt in my arms.
Once more my eyes were riveted to the plum colored glans that kept poking its head from beneath the hooded protective sleeve. It glistened wetly as I took great care not to pull back on his foreskin too much. Reaching down with my left hand I began to manipulate his oval shaped truffles hearing him moaning in my arms, the fires inside of him quickly rising.
“This isn’t going to take long,” I whispered affectionately in his ear with his head nodding in agreement just as his body abruptly jolted in my arms.
“Oh fuck,” he gasped with his body slumping slightly in my arms before the full force of his orgasm slammed into him.
His stout fleshy rubbery yet firm stalk started to vibrate in my hands before it began to spit out imaginary cum pellets while his body squirmed in my arms. Not another word escaped the younger boy’s lips while the orgasm ripped through him. It reminded me of his first orgasm in the hospital as his body stiffened up and the rapture inside of him played out. It was obvious he was enjoying the moment, but it seemed very calm compared to what had occurred down at the docks. I felt his penis recoiling several times while his testicles contracted and squirmed around in my clamped fingers preventing them from jolting upwards.
He was cradled firmly in my arms while his body stiffened and squirmed around and then suddenly went limp with it being over just as quickly as it had begun. I was still standing behind him supporting most of his weight and could feel Luke’s burning hot skin pressed up against my stomach and chest as his lungs rattled for oxygen. He was completely spent, but in a good way as he slowly began to recover turning around in my arms and pulling me towards him. We embraced one another while standing under the warm water of the shower head before he finally sighed and we stepped apart. It amazed me how we were able to experience back to back sexual orgasms, but we were young so our bodies recuperated quickly. Still, even young people had to finally throw in the towel at some point so we could recharge our batteries.
“Damn Latham, if we keep this up I’ll be plum wore out all summer long.” Luke chuckled while I nodded in agreement.
“Yeah, but just think by the end of summer we will be both in tip top physical shape.” I retorted back motioning for him to follow me. “I don’t know about you, but I’m starving now after that workout you put me through.” I teased stepping over to the bench so we could dry off and get dressed.
Even though it was still light outside I could feel it cooling off as we made our way back to the cabin. We had another hour or so before I had to go pick up PopPop with the boat so we spent it grabbing some sandwiches and getting things done around the cabin preparing it for the summer. It was nice having some alone time with Luke like this as we also spent it cuddling on the small sofa in front of the fire. The time seemed to fly by quickly as we went and picked up Pops on the other side of the lake and then enjoying the rest of the evening before all of us called it a night.
Holding one of those battery operated lanterns I closed the door behind us. Even though PopPop loved the nostalgia of the gas burning Coleman lanterns, he had thought it safer to buy a few of the battery operated ones since there would be so many of us younger boys staying at the cabin. I suppose he thought with so many of us it was just an accident waiting to happen figuring safety was more prudent.
With the door secured I started to make my way over to my small bed noticing Luke hesitating and biting his lower lip as he looked towards the other bed still folded up against the wall. I smiled at him tenderly and reached out taking his hand into mine and walking him over to my bed. We’ve snuggled up so many times already in the small bed so I didn’t mind as I pulled his shirt over his head before tugging down his shorts while he stepped out of them. He began to crawl under the covers in his underwear, but I stopped him and hooked my fingers in the waistband of his white Hanes boy’s briefs pulling them down as well.
He had a beautiful body and I wanted to cuddle with him under the covers completely naked. This wasn’t about sex, but rather feeling the warmth and comfort of his naked body next to mine as I now stripped out of my own clothes. I pulled him with me as we both slithered between the cottony material of the summer sleeping bag. I had dug it out from one of the drawers beneath the bed storing the warmer one in its place. Turning off the light on the lantern, the two of us squirmed around a little in the darkness trying to get comfortable and settled on him spooning up behind me with his arms draped over my side and across my chest. I suppose it is what we’ve gotten used to after all this time and I didn’t mind being held like this as I quickly nodded off within the warm loving arms of his embrace.
The room was slightly lit up with the muted light from the partial moon and stars filtering through the window when I slowly woke up. The silvery like light created enough illumination to make out things just enough inside the small space of my cabin room as my eyes slowly fluttered open. It was nice and cozy snuggled up with Luke as I opened my eyes noticing we must have shifted during the night because we were now face to face with the front of our bodies pressed together.
We were both lying on our sides, with me on my left and Luke on his right side. Our limbs had become intertwined with my right leg draped over his left one while his limb had snaked between mine and was draped over my left inner thigh. We were sharing the same pillow with our noses only a few inches apart. I could feel the breath from his mouth brushing up along my lips every time he exhaled slowly. The boy was so cute in his sleep as I reached out and brushed my fingers lightly against the small scar along the bridge of his nose just above his nostrils and the one a little further up on the left side. Luke moaned in his sleep his nose twitching cutely making me giggle softly. He shifted slightly his flaccid tube rubbing gently on mine which began to inflate from not only the stimulation but also the pressure on my bladder indicating I needed to take a piss. It’s probably why I woke up in the first place as I sighed and slowly extricated myself from the other cuddly boy careful not to wake him.
Luke moaned again in his sleep, this time in protest, and shifted on to his back the sleeping bag sliding down a bit exposing his smooth chest and stomach. It was a little chilly outside now since it was dark, but still warm enough inside the room and cabin. Lifting up the covers slightly so I could crawl over him to get out of bed I paused gazing at his nakedness my eyes wandering over the nice sleek form of the smaller boy. He was truly a vision of beauty and I paused longer staring at his exquisite foreskin covered penis. His testicles hung low in his fruit basket forcing his scrotum to sag slightly now that the warmth of our snuggled body had loosened the skin up a bit. They dangled slightly between his sleek firm thighs while his soft penis sort of stood up away from his body angling slightly towards me. Reaching out I ran my finger around the puffy like fleshy ring surrounding the base of his shaft that was actually still a part of the skin from his scrotum sack.
It was kind of wicked how the skin from the puckered skin of his purse sort of bunched around the base of his shaft forming an almost complete ring all the way around the bottom of the boy’s penis. It felt soft and pliable when I ran my finger over the top of it before shifting my attention to his flaccid penis. Using my pointing finger and middle finger along with my thumb I manipulated his soft penis noting it felt kind of heavy. It really wasn’t all that long at only two and a half inches, but like me it was plump having weighty heft in my fingers as I tugged on his foreskin along the base of his shaft. Even though his penis was soft, the tight skin slowly slicked back exposing most of the boy’s glistening knob. The silvery light of the moon and stars filtering through the window gave it a sort of grayish hue, but when I shifted it around I could tell it had a sort of pinkish brown coloration, no longer purple like when I had seen him all boned up.
Now that I was playing with it Luke began to chub up a bit while sighing, obviously enjoying it even though he was sound asleep. Not wanting to wake up the slumbering boy I released him and crawled over his body. I was being careful not to wake him up or piss all over him because suddenly my extremely hard pecker felt a lot of pressure behind it as I tried to stave off the floodgates holding back the urine which had built up inside of my body. After picking up Pops and bringing him back to the cabin we had all sat around the small fire in the main part of the cabin enjoying each other’s company, telling jokes, eating snacks, and drinking soda pop. Now, my full bladder was telling me it was time to share it with some bush or tree outside.
Crawling out of bed I didn’t even bother with putting anything on making my way silently out of the small room, through the main area of the cabin, before stepping outside. It was a clear night with plenty of silvery light shining the way from the stars and partial moon overhead. Treading lightly down the path I made my way to the dock on the lake and stepped up to the edge of the wooden planking. I had to take a piss so bad my pecker was stiff as a board so using my fingers and thumb angled it slightly downwards and let loose. My body shivered in relief as I watched the stream from my urine creating an upward arch as it blasted from my hard rubbery tube. The slightly cool air licked at my skin adding to my shiver, but it actually felt kind of nice. It was oddly warm for this time of year, but the air was still slightly chill tonight yet I didn’t seem to mind.
Gazing out across the lake it struck me as a beautiful evening, one that I knew Marty would have appreciated. Thinking about him made me a little sad, but the reminder of what he would have thought about the evening made me take pause and appreciate the moment.
“Yes,” I whispered to myself while nodding my head, “A beautiful evening.” I sighed as I finished up shaking my now completely flaccid penis a few times while squeezing out the remaining droplets.
My eyes continued to take in the nuances of the evening giving me a new perspective and appreciation for the location as I walked towards the far end of the dock. The fresh air, the ambiance of the moment, and the soft gentle breeze that wasn’t too cold, all caught up to me so I took a seat on the dock and leaned back against the piling enjoying the moment as I wrapped my arms around my knees and leaned my chin on them. Closing my eyes for a moment and taking a deep breath I allowed my mind to wander. So much had happened here in the last day or two reminding me I had some decisions to make real soon. They didn’t worry me much, but it was something I would need to think on as I enjoyed the beautiful evening letting my mind relax in a way it hasn’t been able to for a long time now.
It was peaceful and time slipped away without me realizing it because I didn’t even hear the soft footsteps approaching until Luke’s whispered voice penetrated my thoughts. “Hey Latham, what are you doing sitting out here all alone. Isn’t it a little cold to be sitting here with nothing on?” He asked as I swiveled my head gazing up at him.
The other boy was naked as well, but had a thin blanket draped over his shoulders that he must have taken from the chair in the cabin. “Nah, it’s actually kind of refreshing.” I replied. “I had to go pee and it was such a beautiful evening and it made me think how Marty would have loved it out here at this time of year. It’s peaceful right now and I just had some things to think on and work out is all.” I smiled as he removed the blanket motioning for me to shift.
Lowering my legs and leaning forward I felt him draping the blanket across my back before taking a seat in my lap. Chuckling, I shook my head wrapping the ends of the blanket and my arms around him as we both leaned back getting comfortable. His body felt warm burrowed up against my chest as I sighed and rested my chin on his shoulder our soft cheeks pressed up against one another. I’ve cuddled with Sienna plenty of times but this felt very different and so right.
“So what are you thinking about? You’re not worried about what to tell your grandfather about us?” He asked making me scrunch up my face.
“No…not until now I wasn’t.” I chuckled sort of teasingly, but his comment still made me think on it for a moment because it was something I would need to talk to Pops about.
“So you ‘are’ afraid of what to say to him?” Luke asked bringing me back to the moment with me scrunching my face in thought before shrugging.
“No, not really. I mean, sure maybe a little anxious about how he would feel knowing I was gay I suppose, but to be honest I don’t think it would really matter to him. What about you. I mean your dad is like…you know all macho like, not to mention some of your cousins and all. Besides me, have you told anyone you are gay? I mean, I’ve never heard you talking about it with others and I never said anything to anyone else about you being gay and all.” I wondered never really having thought about what he may have told his folks or some of his other relatives since he was kind of out there about it with me.
Luke didn’t respond for a moment then rolled his shoulders. “My folks have known for a while now. I think my dad was kind of hoping it was just me being young and not really knowing, but not long ago we had a talk about it. You know the whole ‘sex’ talk. I could tell it made him uncomfortable.” He added while I leaned over a little so I could look at him scrunching up my face in thought because I suppose that could be a bit awkward.
“Yeah, I can imagine. I mean, Pops and I are pretty open about the whole sex talk thing, but he’s never had to talk to me about the whole being safe sex thing involving other boys. I guess it isn’t too much different in the whole being safe thing, but still I guess the act itself is a bit different.” I admitted. “So, how’d it go?” I asked.
“Actually, not bad at all…I mean sure he was uncomfortable about it, but I think it wouldn’t have been all that different if he were talking to me about girls. It’s one thing to tease our cousins about it, but I am his son so it is a tad different I suppose. I did get the feeling he accepted the fact I was gay. It’s not as if I go around announcing it or anything since it isn’t anyone’s business. I’ve only told my folks and a few family members because I love them and they’ve all sort of accepted it and still respect me for who I am. You are the only person outside of family I’ve confided in. Of course you didn’t know you were gay until recently, but you have no idea how much it meant to me that you didn’t reject me for being gay.” He added making me smile and hug him to me.
Chuckling I whispered teasingly into his ear. “Yeah, well to be truthful I wasn’t one way or the other at the time. I mean even girls didn’t interest me back then so it didn’t matter to me if that is how you felt. All I know is you’ve always been a good friend to me and that is what mattered.” I ended sincerely, falling silent before Luke seemed to steer the conversation back to what had occupied my mind.
“If it isn’t your grandfather you are worried about then what is it?” He persisted running his fingers along my arms that was clasped in front of his chest.
“It’s nothing really specific Luke. It’s just both Cody and Joey are joining us tomorrow and I just had some decisions to make. I mean I’m a little concerned about Cody and then there’s the promise I made to Joey.” I inhaled deeply shaking my head.
After our shower and while we grabbed a bite to eat I had told Luke about how I had invited both Cody and Joey to join us at the cabin. He had really gotten excited about it saying it was going to be a blast having others hanging around and doing things together. Luke’s never really met Cody, but he did like Joey a lot and was looking forward to spending time with his new friend. He was also looking forward to meeting Cody and getting to know him as well. Both of the other boys were kind of close to his age. Joey was slightly older and Cody slightly younger so it would make a good match-up age wise.
“Why are you so concerned about Cody and worried with a promise you made to Joey?” Luke asked as I furled my eyebrows wondering what I should say; especially, concerning Joey.
It got quiet for several long seconds and Luke didn’t push me instinctively understanding I was trying to figure some things out. I didn’t want our relationship to start on me keeping secrets from him, but some things were also kind of private. Sometimes though, the best policy was to be honest about things. Because of how things sort of just happened between me and Luke I figured it was time to tell him about my special relationship I’ve had regarding Joey and also to try letting him in on some of the issues Cody was having with his nightmares.
With the smaller boy wrapped up in my arms I explained to him why I was worried about the youngest of our group who was about to join us. Luke listened intently shaking his head sadly while I told him about the nightmares and bed wetting. I admitted to having the same issues when I was that age concerning my own parents’ murder and subsequent kidnapping. I’ve never confided that with anyone else before and it was something Luke never knew about me. He seemed to understand the significance of my admission patting my arm affectionately.
“There’s one more thing.” I sighed not believing I was going to actually tell Luke this, but it was important because now that the cat was out of the bag so to speak for Cody I wasn’t sure what the smaller boy was going to do when he got here.
Luke didn’t comment so I continued. “Um…anyway…uh…after I gave Cody a bath he wanted me to stay with him until he fell asleep. I got him all tucked in and he was so wound up he couldn’t get to sleep so I sort of…well…you know how it is at night anymore. I mean sometimes I have to…you know…,” I gave him the universal sign of my fist doing the jacking off motion as I sighed and blushed with embarrassment.
He swiveled his head and looked at me with his eyes furled up. “No way…,” he began to giggle shaking his head. “He’s like ten.” He teased with me rolling my eyes.
“Yeah, well he’s almost eleven and I started at the same age. It sort of happened because I couldn’t get to sleep at night so figured it might also work for Cody.” I admitted a bit worried Luke would be upset. “You aren’t mad are you?” I asked with him shaking his head.
“No, why should I be. I mean it sounds like he needed it and enjoyed it.” He shrugged his shoulders stifling a giggle.
“Yeah, well you might not think that way after I tell you about the promise I made to Joey.” I sighed as I now began to let him know about the intimate moments I’ve had with the other boy.
There were things I needed to let Luke in on regarding my sexual relationship with Joey, but there was also a sense that some things should remain private. I struggled to find a balance and in the end kept things in general not getting into anything specific. I had to reveal enough though so that it would also make sense in regards to the promise I had made to Joey. After all I had been the one pleasuring the younger boy and he had only felt it fair to return the favor. That was only one aspect of it because I also got the impression he wanted things to be more mutually intimate between the two of us. This now presented a problem in light of my feelings towards Luke and the commitment we’ve just made towards one another.
It became quiet now as I finished explaining the situation to the boy I had just fallen in love with hoping I hadn’t messed things up between the two of us. In all fairness, all of this happened before we became boyfriends, but still, it was now an issue I needed to address; especially, since Joey meant so much to me as well.
“Are you mad at me?” I asked a bit worried with Luke pausing a moment before turning around to gaze at me and shrugging his shoulders while shaking his head.
“No Latham. I like Joey a lot and I’m glad the two of you were able to make each other happy. I mean we are all still young so are sort of finding things out as we go along.” The boy whispered softly still gazing into my eyes with no hint of hatred or jealousy behind them.
“Yeah but…,” I began with him cutting me off.
“No Latham you can’t do this to yourself. I know you love me and I love you, that is all what matters. Besides, did you care about Joey when the two of you did things together?” He asked earnestly.
“Of course I did…and do.” I admitted.
“Yeah, well I care about Joey too. He’s a nice guy and I like him as a friend. I don’t want any of us to regret things that just sort of happened and wasn’t wrong. What the two of you did wasn’t wrong Latham, and what the two of us have isn’t wrong either. Would you be upset if I had done things with someone else before you, or even done things with Joey?” He insisted firmly letting me know without question that he didn’t blame me for anything that happened between me and Joey, but it still didn’t address the issue of how I was going to deal with Joey when he got to the cabin.
“No I suppose not.” I sighed whispering in his ear with him smiling and nodding his head. “I love you.”
“I know you do Latham and I love you too. Don’t worry it’ll work out.” He promised with the two of us falling silent for several long moments before he spoke up again. “You’re right Latham…it really is a beautiful evening. Actually it is perfect. You know it’s after midnight so technically my birthday.” Luke craned his neck looking into my eyes.
“Oh…I didn’t know. I mean…I knew it was coming up, but didn’t know when. I was hoping to go shopping with Pops for something to give you. I’m sorry Luke. I guess I sort of screwed that up too.” I sighed shaking my head feeling bad about not having something special for his birthday.
“What are you talking about Latham? You already gave me one of the best birthday gifts ever. You gave me you. I mean you asking to be my boyfriend was the best thing I could have wished for…well…except one other thing.” He added making me smile because he was sweet as I held him closer and kissed his cheek gently tasting his wonderful warm skin with my mouth.
Sighing, I settled my chin in the crook of his neck inhaling his boyish essence which I knew would never get old. “Well, if that’s all it takes to make you happy then I guess I’m happy too.” I whispered softly enjoying the feel of him wrapped up in my arms and snuggled up against my chest.
“Well, if you want there’s…um…well…there’s one more present I’ve wanted from you for a while now…I mean…if you want.” He admitted hesitantly once more craning his neck his green eyes sparkling under the light of the clear skies from the twinkling stars and moon making me furl my face questioningly.
Noticing my questioning look he squirmed out of my arms getting on his hands and knees while pulling me along until my body was draped over his back like a blanket. He wriggled his butt into my groin suggestively the friction immediately making my tool begin to bloat up as it slid between the warm damp crease of his two soft doughy muffins. It sent a thrilling tingle all up and down my spine as he craned his neck once more gazing into my eyes from over his shoulders.
“Please Latham, I want you to…to…make love to me…I mean…I know what we’ve been doing is like…you know…love and all…but I want you to…um…you know…I want you to make love as in…uh…fucking me. I want to feel you inside of me. It’s all I want for my birthday.” He pleaded with me shaking my head in shock at the request.
“I…I…don’t know about this Luke. I mean…I…I might hurt you. I mean, not that I’m really…you know big or anything…not really…just…I am pretty thick though. I might hurt you and I’d never forgive myself if I did that.” I told him sincerely with him shaking his head.
“I know it will probably hurt a little, but it is also supposed to feel nice. Besides, I’ve been stretching it out for a while now. You know I’ve been working it like when you fingered me.” He pointed out as I ran my hand along the smooth skin of his back feeling the boy quiver eagerly which got me excited as well with my penis beginning to drool pre-cum at the prospect of what he was offering. “Please Latham; I have to feel you inside of me. I need you to… to fuck me…to…to make love to me. It’s the only thing I really want and need from you.” He pleaded.
The younger boy’s eyes looked at me hungrily as if this was something he’s been yearning and needing for such a long time as I leaned more of my weight on to his back. My right hand wrapped around the front of him as I pressed my chest and stomach along his back feeling my groin and pubes pressing against the soft silky smoothness of his rounded melons. It felt like a perfect fit as my erection rubbed up against his crease. My hand wandered downwards dipping between his legs with my fingers wrapping around his hot fleshy dowel which had gotten completely hard again.
It felt thick in my fisted hand as I jacked him in a short pumping motion careful not to tug on his foreskin too far. I made sure to fist him in the proper spot so I could do quick little short strokes as the heel of my hand began to bump up against his fleshy pubic mound on the downward stroke. I glanced around his body taking a quick look to make sure I was fisting him correctly. It was sexy hot seeing the top part of his slicked up mushroom pocking out of his turtle-necked sleeve on the downward stroke.
My eyes slid over to his rounded purse which was balled up relatively tightly to his body as I reached over with my left hand cupping his taut pouch in my palm. I began to slowly knead the tight skin with my fingers feeling his scrotum stretching and softening up allowing me to now play with his cherry sized testicles in the loosening purse of skin. Releasing his scrotum for a moment I watched as it began to sway around with each pumping stroke of his thick fleshy phallus. The loose purse of skin swaying around reminded me of tonsils in the back of someone’s throat making me giggle because of the way they moved around. Even his testicles contracted hitching slightly upwards at times when there was a sudden surge of electrical like current gripping the insides of Luke’s body. It was a typical sexual like reaction, but fascinating to witness as I now stopped jacking him and released his twitching penis before I sent him over the edge by mistake.
Straightening back up, I felt the blanket sliding off my shoulders with the chill air cooling my perspiring body. Ever so slowly, I ran my fingers lightly up and down the boy’s back feeling the heat of his skin burning my hands. He was on fire and so was I with my own testicles beginning to burn within the folds of their protective skin sheath which swung heavily between my legs. My giggle berries sensed what was about to happen anticipating the need for release. Backing off slightly and allowing my erection to slide from between the warm confines of his sacred grotto, I reached down and grabbed my thick hard tuber. It was stiff as a board pointing practically straight up and completely slicked up now from the rivulets of my oozing pre-cum sliding down along its length and girth. I’ve never felt it this hard before as I pressed the shaft downward feeling it strain against the pressure as I leaned forward to help with the angle.
Luke must have sensed the moment because he shifted downwards supporting the weight on his forearms. It left his butt swinging up in the air in front of my groin enticing me into action. He was being totally submissive to me like some whore waiting to service the needs of her master. I placed my left hand on Luke’s hip for stability and slowly leaned forward sliding the top part of my mushroom into the downy like folds of his steamy wet hot fissure, angling my extremely hard penis until my glans bump up against his organic virginal gate. My testicles began to squirm as I slowly applied pressure feeling the tightly closed gates of nirvana begin to open up for me as if ready to offer up its secrets.
Instinct told me that indeed my thick basilisk would fit inside of him, but it would still be a very tight fit. Lust began to take hold of my body now at this revelation, threatening to steal me away in the moment. My boulders began to burn hotly within the confines of their silky like sheathed skin, squirming around painfully and seeking urgent release. I could feel the animalistic instincts inside of me begin to rise, needing this as much as the boy. The feeling of me needing to fuck him and bust my nut deep inside of him was intense. The thought of pounding myself into him screamed in my mind and it took everything I had inside of me not to shove my torrid piece of hard flesh deep inside of him and simply fuck him like he were simply a bitch dog in heat.
“Mmmaaarphhh,” I whimpered with a little hiccupping sob escaping my lips; somehow managing to ease back slightly from what I was about to do as I began to pant raggedly gulping down air into my lungs realizing I had been holding my breathe.
The birthday boy swiveled his head looking back at me questioningly from his submissive position. “W…what’s wrong?” He asked tears welling up in his eyes as if he had done something wrong because I was shaking my head back and forth.
“N…nothing Luke…it…it’s just I can’t…not like this.” I hesitated while tears of shame began to tumble down Luke’s cheeks making me feel guilty that I couldn’t give him what he wanted, not like this.
“B…but I want this Latham. I told you…it will be alright. You won’t hurt me…I promise.” He insisted. “I mean…you do want to do this with me…right? I mean…is it me…you know…maybe you really don’t love me enough to like…us doing this together?” He asked looking really worried making my eyes widen in surprise that he would think he wasn’t good enough for me.
“What…No...I mean. Shit Luke. Of course I love you…like that. Shit…,” I cussed shaking my head because it really wasn’t coming out right. “Don’t you get it?” I asked my tone turning softer as I ran my hand up and down his smooth skin with his butt still pressed up against my groin while my spire continued to drool because the boy was so fucking sexy hot, even now. “It’s because I love you so much that I can’t do this…not like this.” I whispered softly leaning over and pressing my body up against his back feeling the nice cozy warmth of his skin against my chest and stomach.
My right hand curled around the front of his waist and slid downwards pushing up against his thighs while I put more of my weight along his back forcing him gently downwards. He shifted straightening out his legs as I slid over to the side pulling him with me until I was spooning him from behind with both of us lying on our left side. Luke craned his neck over his right shoulder looking at me confused and hurt, his eyes pleading with me as I sadly shook my head because he still didn’t understand letting his lust cloud his judgment which I couldn’t allow.
“I’m not going to fuck you so I can simply bust a nut inside of you.” I whispered gently.
“But…,” he began before I cut him off by leaning forward and gently placing my lips against his mouth kissing him tenderly with as much love and affection I could convey feeling him loosening up in my arms before we broke it off.
“Don’t you understand Luke?” I sighed. “I’ve never done this with anyone before. It’s my first time…it’s ‘Our’ first time. I’m not going to fuck you like some bitch of a dog in heat. This is supposed to be something special between us and I’m not going to just do that for the sake of having sex, not with the person I love. Of course I understand this is what gay guys do. It’s sex after all and I suppose we will be doing that sort of thing in the future, but not our first time. I can bust a nut with anybody Luke, but I love you and I want our first time like this to be something special.” I emphasized with his teary eyes looking at me as he tried to plead still not understanding.
“Latham, I really do want to do this with you. It is special because it is with you.” He stated with me nodding my head.
“Of course Luke, and I want it too. But not just sex. Don’t you get it…I want to make love to you, not just fuck you…I want to make love with you. Like I told you, I want our first time together in that way to be special. Later…if we want…then we can get wild. I mean I’d like that too, but not our first time. That…um…that should be special.” I repeated emphasizing how I felt as I continued to explain.
“This is our first time and I’m not going to have you hunched over like some whore while I mount and fuck your brains out. If you will still have me Luke, I’ll make love to you. I don’t want our first ‘special’ moment to be about lustful sex…I want us to make love together so our first time will always be special. I want this to be about love now and in the future. I want our sex to be about love. We can experiment around in the future and try different things, but I always want it to be about love. Is that something you can be alright with?” I asked sincerely hoping he understood what I was trying to say as tears began to tumble down his cheeks.
These weren’t tears of sadness, but rather tears of joy as he nodded his head. “Oh Latham, I love you sooooo much. You’ve just made me the happiest birthday boy ever. Yes, I want us to make love…I want you to make love to me. As long as we can be together…that is what I want. It’s just this is new for me too. I…I didn’t really know what else to do, but I understand now and yes, I want us to make love. I don’t want you to feel bad about what and how we are doing it together. Like you said we can try different things…I want to have wild sex with you too…but yes, our first time should be special not just for one person but for both of us.” He whispered softly as we once more kissed gently our tongues dancing around with one another in our warm damp mouths.
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End of Chapter Twenty four: Decisions
Coming soon Chapter Twenty five: Love, Sex, and Restraint
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EXCERPT FROM FINDING BALANCE
My heart sang in my chest and swelled with such an overpowering feeling of love for this special boy, this singularly exceptional person that until now I really never fully appreciated. A sense of balance finally seemed to settle over me because this moment, more than any other time in my life, felt so very right. My hand settled gently along the side of his cheek cupping them softly against the smooth surface of his features as I smiled fondly at the younger boy.
“What I’m saying is this…,” I hesitated for a second before leaning down and stealing another kiss from him. “Luke Oliva I love you so, so, very much. In the most official kind of way I can ask, in every sense of the word, and with all of my sincere heartfelt love…will you be my boyfriend?” I asked him earnestly seeing his eyes begin to swim in a pool of salty tears.
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DECISIONS
Everything around Luke began to spin with his eyes blurring as they pooled up. Such deep emotions started to bubble up to the surface that had long been buried; even some he never knew existed. He’s known for a long time now that he was different from most other boys, that he was gay, but had always tried to keep those feelings hidden, at least in public. Of course he had confided in Latham a long time ago, after all, the older boy was his best friend. For some odd reason he had felt comfortable around the other boy and knew he could trust him with his most intimate secret. He had confided out of respect and friendship feeling it had only been right to do so, and his friend hadn’t disappointed him simply accepting who he was without question. Nothing had even changed in the way the two of them behaved around one another, and this was something which had resonated with Luke.
That had been years ago, when they were both still pretty young, but recently he reconfirmed it with Latham again in the hospital over the Easter weekend holiday. Even though the other boy had confided in Luke that he felt the boy was too young to actually know if he was gay, he still had accepted it also admitting to him it didn’t matter one way or the other. They were friends and this is what had mattered to the older boy. Once more Latham had proven to be a true friend and it only managed to cement Luke’s feelings towards the other boy even more, but it also came at a price.
A few weeks back when Latham’s grandfather had informed them of the boy’s disappearance Luke’s entire world came crashing down around him, but he had to stay strong. When the other boy was found his heart sang with joy until he went to the hospital discovering a boy who was only a shell of his former self. It wasn’t the physical damage which had worried him, but the mentally crushed and broken boy lying in that hospital bed. Even though Luke hadn’t shown it on the outside because he had to remain strong for his friend; in private he had cried for the shattered spirit of the teen he had come to respect and love. He set it upon himself to nurture his friend back to health, not just physically, but emotionally as well. He was well aware of his friend’s past and knew with the recent events and the loss of Marty heaped on top of it all that this would be a very bumpy road, but he had vowed to stick to it through to the very end.
There were very few people the smaller boy trusted with his most secret of secrets, but he trusted Latham more than anyone else other than his parents and perhaps a few of his closest relatives. The one thing he did try to keep hidden from his friend was how in the last year or so he began to feel more towards Latham than simple friendship. He was afraid how the other boy would react to this revelation. For Luke, the friendship he had felt towards the teen evolved into something much deeper, perhaps even love.
At least he felt it was love towards his older friend. Even though he knew with a certainty he was gay, what was still not completely clear to him was what love really meant in the true sense of the word. All he could compare it to was what he saw in those around him. People like his parents who he knew loved one another deeply, but Luke himself was still young and it was difficult to truly understand what love was in that sense of the word. He thought perhaps it’s what he was feeling towards the older boy, but this complicated things for him. His friend wasn’t gay like him and even had a very pretty girlfriend so he had tried to keep it hidden only to find out now that his friend had known all along about the way he felt.
Today had evolved from being wonderful, to one of the most incredible days of his entire life, but it also left him feeling very confused. The original friend Luke had come to know and care about had suddenly come back to life, becoming more himself yet also somehow different. It was as if he had been reborn to start anew. His friend had opened himself up to Luke giving something very precious of himself, which the younger boy never expected to be shared. Latham had shared an intimate part of himself in a very kind, gentle, and loving manner; something which Luke could have never ever hoped for, but now his friend was taking it even a step further leaving the younger boy completely confused and with a decision on his hands he had never expected to make, at least not in regards to the type of relationship this meant with Latham.
Several emotions flickered over Luke’s face as I watched them play out on his features. It was cute to watch and I would have probably busted up laughing if the moment wasn’t so serious. I could tell this was something the smaller boy never expected, catching him by complete surprise. It even shocked me that I would ask such a question, but what just happened between the two of us was overwhelmingly powerful leaving me in a state of peaceful contentment with my decision. The idea of being gay didn’t really bother me, and in some ways it was almost a relief. It was a strange feeling because even though the revelation felt right I also knew in certain ways girls also turned me on, but with females it was somehow very different from the way I now felt towards boys in general and Luke specifically.
“I…I don’t understand Latham. What about Sienna…I mean…she’s like your girlfriend. How’s that supposed to work?” The younger boy furled his eyebrows gazing up into my eyes his green orbs filled with reservation.
Shrugging my shoulders I inhaled deeply knowing he had a legitimate question and that some explanation would be necessary before he could even make a decision like this. I could tell he really wanted this, but at the same time was concerned for me and not wanting to ruin something I might regret later on. He didn’t know yet what I had just recently discovered about myself so of course it would be confusing for him. Oddly enough it was baffling for me too as I began to realize how in many ways this would change things.
“Well, Sienna and I broke up…um…actually…I broke up with her.” I admitted with Luke’s eyes flaring open wide in surprise with a flood of questions bubbling up inside the smaller boy as he tried to sort through his thoughts.
“I…I…,” he began not really knowing what to say before simply blurting something out. “But why…I mean…didn’t you like having sex with her?” He asked his cheeks suddenly flushing red with how he had asked something so personal.
The question had come out of nowhere and without thinking I just automatically responded. “Geeze Luke, I already told you that Sienna and I never really had sex together…remember?” I pointed out with him nodding dumbly.
“I…I…just forgot is all Latham, but I still don’t understand. Are you saying you don’t like having sex with…that is…um…girls don’t turn you on anymore?” He amended blushing because this was kind of very personal, but when I thought on it considering the situation I really wasn’t uncomfortable about it.
In a way Luke’s question was legitimate. After all I’ve never hinted to him that I was sexually attracted to other boys and certainly never towards him in that way. Actually, I never would have; especially, since these feelings I was having were relatively recent. Even though it was a valid question it didn’t make it any easier to answer because it wasn’t something black or white.
Rolling my shoulders I bit my lower lip thinking for a second before responding. “Yes and no. I mean it isn’t as simple as that for me Luke.”
“But…does this mean you are gay?” He asked bluntly another question that wasn’t totally cut and dry.
He didn’t ask it to be mean, but simply because this whole situation was a bit puzzling for him as I took a long hard look into his eyes, their sincerity melting my heart. “Yeah Luke, I think I am.” I answered candidly, saying the words out loud almost a relief.
“But how…when?” He asked still perplexed by this new revelation making me chuckle and shake my head because for him it had all been so obvious since he knew he had been gay from almost the beginning.
“What do you mean how and when? Does it really matter? I mean for most of us we sort of figure it out as we go along Luke. Not everyone like you simply knows from the get go that they are gay. All I know is that somewhere along the line things didn’t feel right between me and Sienna, and until today, with you, it just feels right. All I know is the way I feel about ‘you.’ I’ve never felt like this before…with anyone.” I shrugged, both of us falling silent for a few moments.
“Being with you right here, right now, makes me feel whole again. Not just because of what…you know happened with…Marty…but because even before then I was having feelings towards boys in general and with some more specifically. With you though all I know is that you make me feel whole on a completely different level. I’m happy when you are near me. I…I love you Luke…in a way I don’t with others.” I told him sincerely my voice trickling off as we both fell silent while the other boy tried to absorb my words.
Leaning down I brushed my mouth up against his lips feeling the boy melt in my arms as he returned my kiss before we separated. “When I kiss you Luke, it feels right. I want to hold on to this feeling and never let go. If that means I’m gay too then I’m alright with it. Yes, I’m still turned on by beautiful girls, but boys turn me on even more. No one, and I do mean no one, holds a candle though to the way I feel about you. So if you will have me, I want us to be boyfriends.” I whispered softly snuggling up closer and leaning my head against his chest feeling the other boy’s fingers running through my hair sending such content like sensation of well being flowing through my body.
“Oh yes Latham, I want that so very much.” I heard him replying so softly I almost couldn’t hear him as I craned my neck and gazed up into his green soft eyes which had pooled up with emotion making me smile. “Boyfriends,” he whispered softly.
This time it was Luke who leaned his head down pressing his mouth up against my lips as we made it official and sealing it with a tender loving kiss. It was gentle and lingered as the world all around us was muted to the point all that mattered was just the two of us. Everything else was pushed off to the side as our emotions of well being flooded the two of us from the inside out. The feeling was intense and it made me wonder how I could have ever missed something so critical because this never happened between me and Sienna. This was the missing piece of the puzzle and I knew my decision had been the right one. It was a choice I’d never regret no matter what obstacles may be tossed in our way. So long as Luke was by my side everything would always be alright.
Our kiss lingered gently before we finally separated and I sighed. “Come-on, I think we both are ready for a shower now. My skin is all sticky and I’m sure you still feel funky and grimy from your game.” I chuckled rolling on my knees and standing up.
It was still nice outside with the sun licking warmly on our skin. We actually hadn’t been out here all that long. If I had to guess, I’d say that between our impromptu hop and frolicking around in the lake and then afterwards our wild sexual romp leading to some very intense orgasmic explosions, only about twenty or twenty five minutes had gone by. It made me chuckle and shake my head knowing so much has changed in under twenty minutes for me as I intertwined my fingers with Luke’s and we walked hand in hand up towards the shower house scooping our discarded clothes along the way.
Releasing my hand the younger boy wrapped his left arm around my waist while I draped my right arm across his shoulders our naked bodies rubbing up against one another as we casually made our way across the dock and up the hill towards the cabin and shower house. We were both naked as jay birds, yet neither one of us seemed to be affected by it, comfortable walking arm in arm. A small smile spread over my features as I glanced over towards Luke realizing that until about twenty minutes ago we’ve never seen one another naked, and now we knew one another on a very intimate kind of basis. Luke was a very beautiful boy and sexy hot in my opinion, but it wasn’t his gorgeous features or the totally awesome sex that attracted me to him. The boy was caring, loving, kind, and gentle with a very tender heart. He might be a fierce competitor on the sports field or with others in general, but beneath it all he was a boy with deep feelings and to have someone like him love me in return made me feel complete.
As we approached the small bath shed I gave Luke a gentle shove towards the showering room while I entered the back part where the boiler was located. I set down my clothes and added some more wood below the boiler knowing that the water was all hot by now. Standing back up I reached over and opened up one of the valves on the pipe leading from the pump to an open bin up above and began forcing cold water into it before closing the valve and opening up the other side leading to the boiler. I adjusted the valve on the pipe leading from the boiler to a second bin overhead and began pumping cold water into the boiler filled with hot water. I understood the mechanics of this simple system and could hear the gurgling of the large boiler tank as cold water rushed inside dropping to the bottom forcing the hot water to rise upwards.
The hot water boiler tank was completely sealed with two separate pipes. One ended all the way down close towards the bottom and connected to the system attached to the water pump. The other pipe began about a quarter of the way down in the upper portion of the tank and continued upward curling over the top of a large container up above. When someone cranked on the pump feeding the cold water into the pipe that went deeper into the tank it spread out along the bottom. For some reason cold water when mixed with hot water always went to the bottom. This forced the hot water upwards and since the boiler was sealed the only place the hot water could go was up through the second open pipe that sat higher in the hot water area of the boiler leading into a large bin up above.
In the shower room a person can then open up one valve allowing the cold water from the one bin up above to flow through the pipes and then adjust the other side for the hot water allowing them to control the mixture of hot and cold water just like they would at home. The only difference now is that gravity controlled the flow of water. The shower spray wasn’t as powerful like at home, but out in the middle of nowhere this system worked fabulously and allowed a person to have a hot shower. The two bins were actually rather large as well able to hold a lot allowing a person to have plenty of water to have a hot shower before running out. To be honest I’ve never once ran out of hot water when taking a shower out here at the cabin as I heard some gurgling now in the pipes leading from the two water bins to the other side of the wall where the shower was located.
“Are you coming?” I heard a muffled voice from the other side of the wall making me chuckle and shake my head.
“What, I’m gone all of ten seconds and you are missing me already?” I retorted hearing the subdued sounds of laughter on the other side of the wall before gathering up my clothes and making my way over.
Setting my clothes down on the bench next to Luke’s I stepped into the other opening pausing as I gazed at the smaller boy leaning back getting his head and torso all wet under the spray nozzle. He had a sexy hot looking body his slightly darker Middle Eastern like features looking as if he had already started a tan. Most of the boys in my school were Caucasian with pale light skin; especially, during the winter months. Luke had a mixture of heritage so his skin had that sort of bronze like glow. His skin tone wasn’t dark brown like Hispanics or Hawaiians and not white like on a Caucasian, but rather sort of somewhere in-between. He looked very exotic as my eyes ate him up.
Gazing downwards a small smile spread on my features because everything about the boy was deliciously scrumptious. Most of his body had that soft tan like glow with his mid-riff being slightly lighter emphasizing the boy’s most prized treasures as I studied his penis and scrotum sack swaying slightly between his legs. At the moment his plump soft penis was limp hanging slightly over his sagging purse of skin which sort of had the same shape as an avocado. The slack skin of his glistening scrotum hung slightly between the boy’s legs at the moment with some of it creating a puffy ring of folds up and around the base of the boy’s shaft.
Scrutinizing him closely it almost looked as if his penis was growing right out from the top part of his sack with his soft chubby two and a half inch stalk almost poking straight out with the weight making it droop slightly downwards over a part of his scrotum. The boy’s wet glistening foreskin snuggled up tightly around his shaft and glans, the outline of what lay beneath the sheath of membrane clearly visible. The skin puckered up slightly past the tip of his glans closing off at the end and shuttering away his nozzle protectively. The creased skin reminded me of the tip end of an elephant’s trunk with the folds of bunched up skin creating furrowed like wrinkles.
The younger boy was a vision of perfection as I stepped up closer just as he straightened back up our eyes connecting with a big broad smile spreading over his features. Luke reached out pulling me under the warm water and wrapped his arms around me settling his wet head up against my chest. I could feel his hands slowly sliding downwards and resting lightly over my butt cheeks while mine did the same and we snuggled up tenderly in one another’s arms allowing the warm water to wash over our bodies.
In other circumstances I would be all boned up already, but our soft tender embrace wasn’t about sex. It was about being tender with one another and enjoying the quiet moment between boyfriends as we both allowed the idea to settle over us.
“Please tell me this is real and not some dream that I’m going to wake up from.” I heard Luke whisper as his fingers slowly ran around my fleshy orbs in a gentle way making me tingle on the inside.
My little fatty began to plump up slightly at the stirrings he invoked inside of me as he sighed. “This is too good to be true and I’m afraid of pinching myself and waking up because all of this feels so wonderfully right at the moment.” He admitted.
“Eeeep,” he yipped in surprise his body jolting into mine while I began to giggle playfully because I just pinched both of his little perky butt cheeks. “Hey,” he sniggered. “What’d you do that for?” He continued to giggle squirming around a little because my fingers where playing around with his cute fleshy ass giving them a nice firm squeeze.
“Well I just wanted to prove that you aren’t dreaming any of this.” I retorted a bit playfully before getting a little more serious. “I love you Luke, and I don’t want there to be any doubts.” I sighed leaning down and brushing my lips against his mouth feeling Luke’s tongue slithering into mine for a few moments while we tongued one another before he leaned back gazing into my eyes.
“I love you too Latham.” He smiled softly. “Don’t ever think I don’t.” He added brushing his fingers up against my cheeks and down to my chest.
“Damn, you are so sexy hot. How’d I ever get so lucky?” Luke shook his head gazing back up into my eyes making me blush.
“Luck had nothing to do with it Luke; besides, I’m the lucky one to have such a beautiful guy like you to call my boyfriend.” I responded both of us blushing at the other’s compliment, but each knowing the other one meant what they had said.
The warm water continued to cascade over our body making this moment comfortable as Luke continued to run his fingers over my chest and around my nipples with them perking up and getting hard. It wasn’t the only thing getting hard as my penis once more bloated and became erect rubbing up along the younger boy’s upper pubic mound. I wasn’t the only one because I could feel Luke’s stiff stalk pressing up against the bottom part of my scrotum sack splitting it in half and snuggling safely between my walnut sized testicles.
“Latham?”
“Hmmmm?” I exhaled softly.
“Is it alright if I wash you. I…I want to…um…it’s just I’d like to do that for you. Also because I…uh…well…I want to get to know you…I mean…you know…,” he squirreled up his eyebrows not knowing if he was making any sense to me.
Of course I knew what he meant. It was one thing to have sex, but he wanted to get to know my body. He wanted to be close to me, run his hands over my skin, and get to know me in a soft, tender, and intimate way. It was something I wanted as well so I nodded my head indicating I would love it. Luke flashed me a warm smile and reached for the bar of soap.
The younger boy’s hands and fingers felt soft and sensuous as he slowly washed my body from head to toe. He was tender and loving paying extra attention to my teen bits which squirmed around under his soft touch. The way he made me feel almost sent me over the edge several times with my rigid thick penis jerking about and my testicles squirming around inside their silken pocket. The way Luke’s hands and fingers fondled my body made me tingle all over from head to toe and from the inside out. He was kneeling in front of me now washing away the soap from my pulsing erection and soft pliable scrotum.
It was kind of sexy hot watching his fingers manipulating my boy truffles as I placed my hands up against the wall leaning slightly forward allowing the warm water to cascade over my back. I could tell Luke was enjoying getting up close and personal to my little treasure trove as he ran his fingers through my wet smattering patch of pubic hairs. My penis felt so damn thick and hard at the moment pointing upwards as I watched his hands sliding over the turgid tube his fingers taking a hold of it and tugging my shaft downwards before releasing it and giggling as it slapped up against my pubic mound making me chuckle as well because it was kind of silly.
The younger boy reached out again tugging on my thick stalk and pulling it downwards his fingers running around my mushroom shaped glans. “Whoa, this is so cool,” I heard him sigh when I suddenly jolted in surprise my mind nearly exploding into a million pieces.
“OH FUCK!” I barked out my eyes widening in surprise with my body literally jumping out of my skin as the most intense feeling gripped my insides.
I watched in wide eyed wonder when Luke’s lips spread open accommodating my bloated tuber as it slipped ever deeper into the damp warmth of his mouth. I’ve never felt anything so incredible with my insides starting to burn fiercely threatening to explode. My body also reacted instinctively as I pressed my hips forward the intensity of my first ever blowjob making me clamp my ass cheeks together because I felt the impending orgasm begin to rip through my insides before it suddenly collapsed all around me when I felt the warmth and sensuous feeling around my turgid proboscis evaporate into thin air.
“Oh gawd,” I whimpered because he released my penis from his mouth leaving me feeling totally void as I felt his fingers begin to kneed my slicked up butt cheeks spreading them apart. “Oh shit Luke. I…I just about exploded inside your mouth.” I whined when I suddenly bucked because his finger shoved inside my ass. “Ouch…Shit,” I squeaked my eyes bugging out because I’ve never inserted anything inside of myself and it hurt yet also felt wonderful at the same time. “What the fuck…,” I gasped my penis deflating and then jolted again when I felt his lips engulfing my semi hard prong once more.
The tingling sensations began to bubble up again, but not so intense because of his probing fingers keeping me more grounded. I stared down in wild eyed incredulity as I watched Luke slowly engulf my entire shaft all the way down to the root. It felt totally wicked and was just as amazing to watch as he reversed direction up towards my glans before slurping me back up. This was so intense because I could feel the warmth of his mouth as it suctioned along the length of my shaft.
Even with the boy’s probing fingers creating enough pain to counteract the intensity of my first ever blow job it still felt amazing. Nothing’s ever prepared me for how this would feel as I began to rock my hips back and forth getting into a rhythm. It was weird watching myself face fuck the younger boy as the cheeks on his mouth bulged outwards with each forward thrust. It was sexy hot watching this unfold in front of my eyes as the intensity began to increase inside of me.
Spreading apart my legs a little further I stood up straighter reaching down and running my fingers through his short thick dark brown hair. This was becoming intense and I could feel my toes begin to curl up as I placed my hands along the back of his head controlling the tempo of my humping groin while his mouth continued to make love to my penis. The lust inside of me began to rise threatening the animalistic part to burst forth, but I didn’t want this tender caring moment to turn into something different. Luke was giving me something precious and it felt wonderful with my heart singing for joy.
I could tell my forward thrusts were testing his limits because every once in a while I would push too deeply making him gag slightly, but then everything sort of clicked into place as he we both allowed ourselves to relax. With his throat loosening up it let me plow my drill bit deep into his mouth as little grunts of pleasure began to escape my lips. Even the pain of his probing fingers deep inside of me began to ebb with intense sexual pleasure now beginning to course throughout my insides. I never knew a blow job could feel this intense, much less getting fingered. I’ve seen it with Joey when I suckled on his penis, but the strong passionate sensations boiling up through my skin was more than I could have ever imagined as I teetered on the edge now of an epic orgasmic eclipse that would put my earlier climax less than thirty minutes ago to shame.
“Oh…oh…Luke…I…I’m going to…shit…pull off before I…I spew-eeek,” I squeaked because instead of pulling off the younger boy created even more suction, his tongue dancing around my glans forcing me over the edge.
“Aaaaaaaaargh, uuuuumph, uuuuuuumph, uuuumph,” I groaned thrusting my thick phallus all the way to the back of his throat feeling my glans rubbing up against his tonsils just before I exploded.
I could feel the burning sensation of my scorching hot white lava ripping through my penis, which surprised me considering I had recently emptied out my oval shaped cisterns. The hot slimy gelatinous goop exploded out the tip end of my boy slit, splattering against the back of Luke’s throat forcing him to begin swallowing rapidly. The way his massaging lips felt around my burgeoning torrid basilisk when he began to swallow sent another screaming spasm ripping through my body as I now unleashed several contraction of tasty slimy yogurt down the boy’s gullet.
With each spastic jolt I could feel my testicles leaping upwards with my soft suede puckered pocket slapping up against the bottom of Luke’s chin. To the smaller boy’s credit he began swallowing it all down gagging a time or two in the process not able to keep up as some began to trickle out of his slurping lips and along my shaft. With one last heave and contraction, which left my balls feeling a bit achy, I grunted a final time with my knees nearly buckling as I reached out placing my hand against the wall for stability.
Glancing down the smaller boy kept slurping on my rapidly softening stalk making me wince because it had become sensitive. Even my ass began to burn because he was still finger fucking me.
“F…fuck Luke pull off,” I gasped my chest rasping from the warm moisture in the air as I tried to suck in much needed oxygen.
The younger boy slowly released my soft penis, the slimy coated tube slipping easily from between his lips while I heard a sort of popping noise from behind me when his finger came out as well. My body quivered at the unique sensation of now feeling somehow empty inside. This wasn’t just the first time I’ve ever received a blow job but also the first time I’ve been finger fucked or had anything up my ass. I had mixed feelings about the second matter with me both enjoying and disliking the feelings it evoked inside of me. I suppose it had caught me by surprise because towards the end I felt I could really get into this whole anal thing.
Even though I was still sensitive down there I let Luke wash my penis and ball sack. He was careful and quick about it before he rose to his feet pressing his mouth against my lips. I felt a warm slimy like substance being forced into my mouth realizing he had saved some of my opaque honeyed nectar, offering it up to me. I’ve tasted it before, but I could tell it was beginning to mature because it seemed thicker and tasted saltier. I was kind of surprised he hadn’t spit it out, but he seemed to enjoy the flavor as we now kissed passionately for several long moments before separating and gasping for air.
Leaning my forehead against his, my voice rasped in my chest as I shook my head. “Fuck Luke that was intense. I never knew it could feel so good.” I admitted.
“D…did I do good? I mean…I…I’ve never…you know…done something like that. I…I hope that was alright…you know…to suck you off?” He blushed, admitting I’m the first boy he’s ever given a blow job to.
“Oh gawd Luke you have no idea…I mean…I guess so, anytime you want.” I smirked shaking my head since I had just given the boy his very first blow job not ten minutes ago. “As for doing good, yeah I have to say you did good.” I chuckled again. “It was my first time too you know…I mean…getting a blow job, but it was incredible.” I sighed making him happy as he smiled at me pleased he had managed to make my first time a wonderful experience.
“Geeze, you squirt a lot though.” He giggled playfully. “I mean earlier and now again. I didn’t think guys can squirt that often or so much. I can’t wait until I can squirt.” He smiled wittily while I laughed shaking my head.
“Yeah, well like I said earlier it’s been like several weeks since I’ve…uh…you know…busted my nut so to speak.” We both laughed. “Anyway, it kind of surprised me too that I had anything more to squirt, but I guess it’s because your mouth felt so wonderful making love to my penis.” I sighed as I wrapped my arm around his small frame and hugged him to me tenderly. “The whole fingering thing though…that was kind of a surprise.” I admitted with him leaning back and gazing into my eyes with a worried expression.
“Y…you didn’t like it?” He asked biting his lower lip thinking maybe he had made me feel uncomfortable with something he had done.
“N…no…yes…I mean…,” I sighed kind of regretting bringing it up now because it was obvious he was worried he hadn’t pleased me somehow. “I’m not sure exactly how to feel about it. I mean, I’ve never done anything like that before so at first it was kind of painful and awkward, but I guess towards the end I sort of enjoyed it.” I admitted trying to explain just how I felt about it.
“Really…you’ve never played with your bunghole?” He asked giggling at the word making me smile too because it sounded kind of weird coming out of his mouth.
“Yeah really.” I chuckled shaking my head. “What about you…did you like it for real.” I asked recalling how it felt kind of tight yet also supple with my finger up his rectum.
“Yeah, I kind of did, but I’ve sort of been messing around. You know…fingering myself so I guess I’m a little more loose back there and it isn’t as painful or uncomfortable.” He blushed glancing at me to make sure I wasn’t disgusted by this revelation.
Actually I was kind of intrigued by his admission. “Really…I mean, how long has that been going on?” I probed with Luke giving me a very sly smile.
“Right after you gave me my first orgasm in the hospital. It sort of made me curious about things so I not only experimented with masturbating but also fingering myself back there. I kind of enjoyed how it felt when I stuck my finger inside, but I could do it slowly and a little at a time until I got used to it so it felt nice. Not as nice as when you did it to me.” He admitted teasingly while I smiled back.
“Yeah, well I guess that is something I will work on with you.” I ribbed back before adding, “and maybe you can work on that with me too.”
The smaller boy’s eyes lit up and he suddenly hugged me tightly. “Oh Latham, I love you so much. I’m the luckiest boy ever that you are willing to trust me like this.”
Shaking my head I exhaled slowly with tears running down my cheeks. “No Luke, I’m the lucky one. You make me feel alive again…thank you for loving me the way you do, but now it is your turn to get cleaned up before we run out of hot water.” I added reaching for the shampoo bottle and smiling at him as I lathered up his hair.
Just like he did with me, my hands explored his body tenderly while I cleaned him. My fingers ran lightly over his warm soft skin that glistened wetly taking in all the little nuances of his body. He was absolutely beautiful as I washed away the dirt and grime from his lacrosse game that hadn’t been rinsed away from our little dip in the lake. His chest and stomach was sticky in some places from my cum that had splattered over my body and transferred on to him when we had cuddled together after my orgasm down by the dock. Gazing into his soft green eyes I could tell he was enjoying it as they drooped closed and he sighed when I began rinsing the soap off of his body. The water from the shower head forced the soapy suds downwards and over his flaccid penis and ball sack with most of it getting diverted from the ring of flesh surrounding the base of his fleshy tube. Turning him around I gently worked on his back cleaning him tenderly from the top to the bottom as well before rinsing him off.
Finishing up I stepped closer and wrapped my arm around him letting them float over the front of his chest and stomach while he leaned back into my body and took a deep breath before exhaling softly. “This feels so comfortable,” he whispered while I nuzzled my face up against his resting my chin on his shoulder and nodding feeling our damp cheeks rubbing softly against one another.
“Yeah it is really nice.” I replied whispering into his ear as my right hand dipped downwards running softly over his flaccid tube which began to plump up when I wrapped my fingers around the fleshy thickness.
“Mmmmm, that feels really nice.” He moaned softly as I gazed down watching it slowly inflate in my fingers.
“It looks as if my earlier attempts at satisfying you didn’t completely work,” I giggled with him swiveling his neck and gazing into my eyes with an impish smile on his features.
“Well…I wouldn’t go so far as to say that Latham. Actually, you made my short handled bat and balls very happy…in fact the happiest they’ve ever been. No one’s ever played with them the way you did, and it pleased my little toys very much. They just recognize your touch and are happy to feel you again.” He giggled naughtily making me roll my eyes at his playful bantering.
“So, if I’m hearing you right this just means they want to come out and fool around some more.” I played along with his little game as I wrapped up his torrid piece of fleshy wood and began stroking its plump thickness feeling the boy begin to melt in my arms.
Once more my eyes were riveted to the plum colored glans that kept poking its head from beneath the hooded protective sleeve. It glistened wetly as I took great care not to pull back on his foreskin too much. Reaching down with my left hand I began to manipulate his oval shaped truffles hearing him moaning in my arms, the fires inside of him quickly rising.
“This isn’t going to take long,” I whispered affectionately in his ear with his head nodding in agreement just as his body abruptly jolted in my arms.
“Oh fuck,” he gasped with his body slumping slightly in my arms before the full force of his orgasm slammed into him.
His stout fleshy rubbery yet firm stalk started to vibrate in my hands before it began to spit out imaginary cum pellets while his body squirmed in my arms. Not another word escaped the younger boy’s lips while the orgasm ripped through him. It reminded me of his first orgasm in the hospital as his body stiffened up and the rapture inside of him played out. It was obvious he was enjoying the moment, but it seemed very calm compared to what had occurred down at the docks. I felt his penis recoiling several times while his testicles contracted and squirmed around in my clamped fingers preventing them from jolting upwards.
He was cradled firmly in my arms while his body stiffened and squirmed around and then suddenly went limp with it being over just as quickly as it had begun. I was still standing behind him supporting most of his weight and could feel Luke’s burning hot skin pressed up against my stomach and chest as his lungs rattled for oxygen. He was completely spent, but in a good way as he slowly began to recover turning around in my arms and pulling me towards him. We embraced one another while standing under the warm water of the shower head before he finally sighed and we stepped apart. It amazed me how we were able to experience back to back sexual orgasms, but we were young so our bodies recuperated quickly. Still, even young people had to finally throw in the towel at some point so we could recharge our batteries.
“Damn Latham, if we keep this up I’ll be plum wore out all summer long.” Luke chuckled while I nodded in agreement.
“Yeah, but just think by the end of summer we will be both in tip top physical shape.” I retorted back motioning for him to follow me. “I don’t know about you, but I’m starving now after that workout you put me through.” I teased stepping over to the bench so we could dry off and get dressed.
Even though it was still light outside I could feel it cooling off as we made our way back to the cabin. We had another hour or so before I had to go pick up PopPop with the boat so we spent it grabbing some sandwiches and getting things done around the cabin preparing it for the summer. It was nice having some alone time with Luke like this as we also spent it cuddling on the small sofa in front of the fire. The time seemed to fly by quickly as we went and picked up Pops on the other side of the lake and then enjoying the rest of the evening before all of us called it a night.
Holding one of those battery operated lanterns I closed the door behind us. Even though PopPop loved the nostalgia of the gas burning Coleman lanterns, he had thought it safer to buy a few of the battery operated ones since there would be so many of us younger boys staying at the cabin. I suppose he thought with so many of us it was just an accident waiting to happen figuring safety was more prudent.
With the door secured I started to make my way over to my small bed noticing Luke hesitating and biting his lower lip as he looked towards the other bed still folded up against the wall. I smiled at him tenderly and reached out taking his hand into mine and walking him over to my bed. We’ve snuggled up so many times already in the small bed so I didn’t mind as I pulled his shirt over his head before tugging down his shorts while he stepped out of them. He began to crawl under the covers in his underwear, but I stopped him and hooked my fingers in the waistband of his white Hanes boy’s briefs pulling them down as well.
He had a beautiful body and I wanted to cuddle with him under the covers completely naked. This wasn’t about sex, but rather feeling the warmth and comfort of his naked body next to mine as I now stripped out of my own clothes. I pulled him with me as we both slithered between the cottony material of the summer sleeping bag. I had dug it out from one of the drawers beneath the bed storing the warmer one in its place. Turning off the light on the lantern, the two of us squirmed around a little in the darkness trying to get comfortable and settled on him spooning up behind me with his arms draped over my side and across my chest. I suppose it is what we’ve gotten used to after all this time and I didn’t mind being held like this as I quickly nodded off within the warm loving arms of his embrace.
The room was slightly lit up with the muted light from the partial moon and stars filtering through the window when I slowly woke up. The silvery like light created enough illumination to make out things just enough inside the small space of my cabin room as my eyes slowly fluttered open. It was nice and cozy snuggled up with Luke as I opened my eyes noticing we must have shifted during the night because we were now face to face with the front of our bodies pressed together.
We were both lying on our sides, with me on my left and Luke on his right side. Our limbs had become intertwined with my right leg draped over his left one while his limb had snaked between mine and was draped over my left inner thigh. We were sharing the same pillow with our noses only a few inches apart. I could feel the breath from his mouth brushing up along my lips every time he exhaled slowly. The boy was so cute in his sleep as I reached out and brushed my fingers lightly against the small scar along the bridge of his nose just above his nostrils and the one a little further up on the left side. Luke moaned in his sleep his nose twitching cutely making me giggle softly. He shifted slightly his flaccid tube rubbing gently on mine which began to inflate from not only the stimulation but also the pressure on my bladder indicating I needed to take a piss. It’s probably why I woke up in the first place as I sighed and slowly extricated myself from the other cuddly boy careful not to wake him.
Luke moaned again in his sleep, this time in protest, and shifted on to his back the sleeping bag sliding down a bit exposing his smooth chest and stomach. It was a little chilly outside now since it was dark, but still warm enough inside the room and cabin. Lifting up the covers slightly so I could crawl over him to get out of bed I paused gazing at his nakedness my eyes wandering over the nice sleek form of the smaller boy. He was truly a vision of beauty and I paused longer staring at his exquisite foreskin covered penis. His testicles hung low in his fruit basket forcing his scrotum to sag slightly now that the warmth of our snuggled body had loosened the skin up a bit. They dangled slightly between his sleek firm thighs while his soft penis sort of stood up away from his body angling slightly towards me. Reaching out I ran my finger around the puffy like fleshy ring surrounding the base of his shaft that was actually still a part of the skin from his scrotum sack.
It was kind of wicked how the skin from the puckered skin of his purse sort of bunched around the base of his shaft forming an almost complete ring all the way around the bottom of the boy’s penis. It felt soft and pliable when I ran my finger over the top of it before shifting my attention to his flaccid penis. Using my pointing finger and middle finger along with my thumb I manipulated his soft penis noting it felt kind of heavy. It really wasn’t all that long at only two and a half inches, but like me it was plump having weighty heft in my fingers as I tugged on his foreskin along the base of his shaft. Even though his penis was soft, the tight skin slowly slicked back exposing most of the boy’s glistening knob. The silvery light of the moon and stars filtering through the window gave it a sort of grayish hue, but when I shifted it around I could tell it had a sort of pinkish brown coloration, no longer purple like when I had seen him all boned up.
Now that I was playing with it Luke began to chub up a bit while sighing, obviously enjoying it even though he was sound asleep. Not wanting to wake up the slumbering boy I released him and crawled over his body. I was being careful not to wake him up or piss all over him because suddenly my extremely hard pecker felt a lot of pressure behind it as I tried to stave off the floodgates holding back the urine which had built up inside of my body. After picking up Pops and bringing him back to the cabin we had all sat around the small fire in the main part of the cabin enjoying each other’s company, telling jokes, eating snacks, and drinking soda pop. Now, my full bladder was telling me it was time to share it with some bush or tree outside.
Crawling out of bed I didn’t even bother with putting anything on making my way silently out of the small room, through the main area of the cabin, before stepping outside. It was a clear night with plenty of silvery light shining the way from the stars and partial moon overhead. Treading lightly down the path I made my way to the dock on the lake and stepped up to the edge of the wooden planking. I had to take a piss so bad my pecker was stiff as a board so using my fingers and thumb angled it slightly downwards and let loose. My body shivered in relief as I watched the stream from my urine creating an upward arch as it blasted from my hard rubbery tube. The slightly cool air licked at my skin adding to my shiver, but it actually felt kind of nice. It was oddly warm for this time of year, but the air was still slightly chill tonight yet I didn’t seem to mind.
Gazing out across the lake it struck me as a beautiful evening, one that I knew Marty would have appreciated. Thinking about him made me a little sad, but the reminder of what he would have thought about the evening made me take pause and appreciate the moment.
“Yes,” I whispered to myself while nodding my head, “A beautiful evening.” I sighed as I finished up shaking my now completely flaccid penis a few times while squeezing out the remaining droplets.
My eyes continued to take in the nuances of the evening giving me a new perspective and appreciation for the location as I walked towards the far end of the dock. The fresh air, the ambiance of the moment, and the soft gentle breeze that wasn’t too cold, all caught up to me so I took a seat on the dock and leaned back against the piling enjoying the moment as I wrapped my arms around my knees and leaned my chin on them. Closing my eyes for a moment and taking a deep breath I allowed my mind to wander. So much had happened here in the last day or two reminding me I had some decisions to make real soon. They didn’t worry me much, but it was something I would need to think on as I enjoyed the beautiful evening letting my mind relax in a way it hasn’t been able to for a long time now.
It was peaceful and time slipped away without me realizing it because I didn’t even hear the soft footsteps approaching until Luke’s whispered voice penetrated my thoughts. “Hey Latham, what are you doing sitting out here all alone. Isn’t it a little cold to be sitting here with nothing on?” He asked as I swiveled my head gazing up at him.
The other boy was naked as well, but had a thin blanket draped over his shoulders that he must have taken from the chair in the cabin. “Nah, it’s actually kind of refreshing.” I replied. “I had to go pee and it was such a beautiful evening and it made me think how Marty would have loved it out here at this time of year. It’s peaceful right now and I just had some things to think on and work out is all.” I smiled as he removed the blanket motioning for me to shift.
Lowering my legs and leaning forward I felt him draping the blanket across my back before taking a seat in my lap. Chuckling, I shook my head wrapping the ends of the blanket and my arms around him as we both leaned back getting comfortable. His body felt warm burrowed up against my chest as I sighed and rested my chin on his shoulder our soft cheeks pressed up against one another. I’ve cuddled with Sienna plenty of times but this felt very different and so right.
“So what are you thinking about? You’re not worried about what to tell your grandfather about us?” He asked making me scrunch up my face.
“No…not until now I wasn’t.” I chuckled sort of teasingly, but his comment still made me think on it for a moment because it was something I would need to talk to Pops about.
“So you ‘are’ afraid of what to say to him?” Luke asked bringing me back to the moment with me scrunching my face in thought before shrugging.
“No, not really. I mean, sure maybe a little anxious about how he would feel knowing I was gay I suppose, but to be honest I don’t think it would really matter to him. What about you. I mean your dad is like…you know all macho like, not to mention some of your cousins and all. Besides me, have you told anyone you are gay? I mean, I’ve never heard you talking about it with others and I never said anything to anyone else about you being gay and all.” I wondered never really having thought about what he may have told his folks or some of his other relatives since he was kind of out there about it with me.
Luke didn’t respond for a moment then rolled his shoulders. “My folks have known for a while now. I think my dad was kind of hoping it was just me being young and not really knowing, but not long ago we had a talk about it. You know the whole ‘sex’ talk. I could tell it made him uncomfortable.” He added while I leaned over a little so I could look at him scrunching up my face in thought because I suppose that could be a bit awkward.
“Yeah, I can imagine. I mean, Pops and I are pretty open about the whole sex talk thing, but he’s never had to talk to me about the whole being safe sex thing involving other boys. I guess it isn’t too much different in the whole being safe thing, but still I guess the act itself is a bit different.” I admitted. “So, how’d it go?” I asked.
“Actually, not bad at all…I mean sure he was uncomfortable about it, but I think it wouldn’t have been all that different if he were talking to me about girls. It’s one thing to tease our cousins about it, but I am his son so it is a tad different I suppose. I did get the feeling he accepted the fact I was gay. It’s not as if I go around announcing it or anything since it isn’t anyone’s business. I’ve only told my folks and a few family members because I love them and they’ve all sort of accepted it and still respect me for who I am. You are the only person outside of family I’ve confided in. Of course you didn’t know you were gay until recently, but you have no idea how much it meant to me that you didn’t reject me for being gay.” He added making me smile and hug him to me.
Chuckling I whispered teasingly into his ear. “Yeah, well to be truthful I wasn’t one way or the other at the time. I mean even girls didn’t interest me back then so it didn’t matter to me if that is how you felt. All I know is you’ve always been a good friend to me and that is what mattered.” I ended sincerely, falling silent before Luke seemed to steer the conversation back to what had occupied my mind.
“If it isn’t your grandfather you are worried about then what is it?” He persisted running his fingers along my arms that was clasped in front of his chest.
“It’s nothing really specific Luke. It’s just both Cody and Joey are joining us tomorrow and I just had some decisions to make. I mean I’m a little concerned about Cody and then there’s the promise I made to Joey.” I inhaled deeply shaking my head.
After our shower and while we grabbed a bite to eat I had told Luke about how I had invited both Cody and Joey to join us at the cabin. He had really gotten excited about it saying it was going to be a blast having others hanging around and doing things together. Luke’s never really met Cody, but he did like Joey a lot and was looking forward to spending time with his new friend. He was also looking forward to meeting Cody and getting to know him as well. Both of the other boys were kind of close to his age. Joey was slightly older and Cody slightly younger so it would make a good match-up age wise.
“Why are you so concerned about Cody and worried with a promise you made to Joey?” Luke asked as I furled my eyebrows wondering what I should say; especially, concerning Joey.
It got quiet for several long seconds and Luke didn’t push me instinctively understanding I was trying to figure some things out. I didn’t want our relationship to start on me keeping secrets from him, but some things were also kind of private. Sometimes though, the best policy was to be honest about things. Because of how things sort of just happened between me and Luke I figured it was time to tell him about my special relationship I’ve had regarding Joey and also to try letting him in on some of the issues Cody was having with his nightmares.
With the smaller boy wrapped up in my arms I explained to him why I was worried about the youngest of our group who was about to join us. Luke listened intently shaking his head sadly while I told him about the nightmares and bed wetting. I admitted to having the same issues when I was that age concerning my own parents’ murder and subsequent kidnapping. I’ve never confided that with anyone else before and it was something Luke never knew about me. He seemed to understand the significance of my admission patting my arm affectionately.
“There’s one more thing.” I sighed not believing I was going to actually tell Luke this, but it was important because now that the cat was out of the bag so to speak for Cody I wasn’t sure what the smaller boy was going to do when he got here.
Luke didn’t comment so I continued. “Um…anyway…uh…after I gave Cody a bath he wanted me to stay with him until he fell asleep. I got him all tucked in and he was so wound up he couldn’t get to sleep so I sort of…well…you know how it is at night anymore. I mean sometimes I have to…you know…,” I gave him the universal sign of my fist doing the jacking off motion as I sighed and blushed with embarrassment.
He swiveled his head and looked at me with his eyes furled up. “No way…,” he began to giggle shaking his head. “He’s like ten.” He teased with me rolling my eyes.
“Yeah, well he’s almost eleven and I started at the same age. It sort of happened because I couldn’t get to sleep at night so figured it might also work for Cody.” I admitted a bit worried Luke would be upset. “You aren’t mad are you?” I asked with him shaking his head.
“No, why should I be. I mean it sounds like he needed it and enjoyed it.” He shrugged his shoulders stifling a giggle.
“Yeah, well you might not think that way after I tell you about the promise I made to Joey.” I sighed as I now began to let him know about the intimate moments I’ve had with the other boy.
There were things I needed to let Luke in on regarding my sexual relationship with Joey, but there was also a sense that some things should remain private. I struggled to find a balance and in the end kept things in general not getting into anything specific. I had to reveal enough though so that it would also make sense in regards to the promise I had made to Joey. After all I had been the one pleasuring the younger boy and he had only felt it fair to return the favor. That was only one aspect of it because I also got the impression he wanted things to be more mutually intimate between the two of us. This now presented a problem in light of my feelings towards Luke and the commitment we’ve just made towards one another.
It became quiet now as I finished explaining the situation to the boy I had just fallen in love with hoping I hadn’t messed things up between the two of us. In all fairness, all of this happened before we became boyfriends, but still, it was now an issue I needed to address; especially, since Joey meant so much to me as well.
“Are you mad at me?” I asked a bit worried with Luke pausing a moment before turning around to gaze at me and shrugging his shoulders while shaking his head.
“No Latham. I like Joey a lot and I’m glad the two of you were able to make each other happy. I mean we are all still young so are sort of finding things out as we go along.” The boy whispered softly still gazing into my eyes with no hint of hatred or jealousy behind them.
“Yeah but…,” I began with him cutting me off.
“No Latham you can’t do this to yourself. I know you love me and I love you, that is all what matters. Besides, did you care about Joey when the two of you did things together?” He asked earnestly.
“Of course I did…and do.” I admitted.
“Yeah, well I care about Joey too. He’s a nice guy and I like him as a friend. I don’t want any of us to regret things that just sort of happened and wasn’t wrong. What the two of you did wasn’t wrong Latham, and what the two of us have isn’t wrong either. Would you be upset if I had done things with someone else before you, or even done things with Joey?” He insisted firmly letting me know without question that he didn’t blame me for anything that happened between me and Joey, but it still didn’t address the issue of how I was going to deal with Joey when he got to the cabin.
“No I suppose not.” I sighed whispering in his ear with him smiling and nodding his head. “I love you.”
“I know you do Latham and I love you too. Don’t worry it’ll work out.” He promised with the two of us falling silent for several long moments before he spoke up again. “You’re right Latham…it really is a beautiful evening. Actually it is perfect. You know it’s after midnight so technically my birthday.” Luke craned his neck looking into my eyes.
“Oh…I didn’t know. I mean…I knew it was coming up, but didn’t know when. I was hoping to go shopping with Pops for something to give you. I’m sorry Luke. I guess I sort of screwed that up too.” I sighed shaking my head feeling bad about not having something special for his birthday.
“What are you talking about Latham? You already gave me one of the best birthday gifts ever. You gave me you. I mean you asking to be my boyfriend was the best thing I could have wished for…well…except one other thing.” He added making me smile because he was sweet as I held him closer and kissed his cheek gently tasting his wonderful warm skin with my mouth.
Sighing, I settled my chin in the crook of his neck inhaling his boyish essence which I knew would never get old. “Well, if that’s all it takes to make you happy then I guess I’m happy too.” I whispered softly enjoying the feel of him wrapped up in my arms and snuggled up against my chest.
“Well, if you want there’s…um…well…there’s one more present I’ve wanted from you for a while now…I mean…if you want.” He admitted hesitantly once more craning his neck his green eyes sparkling under the light of the clear skies from the twinkling stars and moon making me furl my face questioningly.
Noticing my questioning look he squirmed out of my arms getting on his hands and knees while pulling me along until my body was draped over his back like a blanket. He wriggled his butt into my groin suggestively the friction immediately making my tool begin to bloat up as it slid between the warm damp crease of his two soft doughy muffins. It sent a thrilling tingle all up and down my spine as he craned his neck once more gazing into my eyes from over his shoulders.
“Please Latham, I want you to…to…make love to me…I mean…I know what we’ve been doing is like…you know…love and all…but I want you to…um…you know…I want you to make love as in…uh…fucking me. I want to feel you inside of me. It’s all I want for my birthday.” He pleaded with me shaking my head in shock at the request.
“I…I…don’t know about this Luke. I mean…I…I might hurt you. I mean, not that I’m really…you know big or anything…not really…just…I am pretty thick though. I might hurt you and I’d never forgive myself if I did that.” I told him sincerely with him shaking his head.
“I know it will probably hurt a little, but it is also supposed to feel nice. Besides, I’ve been stretching it out for a while now. You know I’ve been working it like when you fingered me.” He pointed out as I ran my hand along the smooth skin of his back feeling the boy quiver eagerly which got me excited as well with my penis beginning to drool pre-cum at the prospect of what he was offering. “Please Latham; I have to feel you inside of me. I need you to… to fuck me…to…to make love to me. It’s the only thing I really want and need from you.” He pleaded.
The younger boy’s eyes looked at me hungrily as if this was something he’s been yearning and needing for such a long time as I leaned more of my weight on to his back. My right hand wrapped around the front of him as I pressed my chest and stomach along his back feeling my groin and pubes pressing against the soft silky smoothness of his rounded melons. It felt like a perfect fit as my erection rubbed up against his crease. My hand wandered downwards dipping between his legs with my fingers wrapping around his hot fleshy dowel which had gotten completely hard again.
It felt thick in my fisted hand as I jacked him in a short pumping motion careful not to tug on his foreskin too far. I made sure to fist him in the proper spot so I could do quick little short strokes as the heel of my hand began to bump up against his fleshy pubic mound on the downward stroke. I glanced around his body taking a quick look to make sure I was fisting him correctly. It was sexy hot seeing the top part of his slicked up mushroom pocking out of his turtle-necked sleeve on the downward stroke.
My eyes slid over to his rounded purse which was balled up relatively tightly to his body as I reached over with my left hand cupping his taut pouch in my palm. I began to slowly knead the tight skin with my fingers feeling his scrotum stretching and softening up allowing me to now play with his cherry sized testicles in the loosening purse of skin. Releasing his scrotum for a moment I watched as it began to sway around with each pumping stroke of his thick fleshy phallus. The loose purse of skin swaying around reminded me of tonsils in the back of someone’s throat making me giggle because of the way they moved around. Even his testicles contracted hitching slightly upwards at times when there was a sudden surge of electrical like current gripping the insides of Luke’s body. It was a typical sexual like reaction, but fascinating to witness as I now stopped jacking him and released his twitching penis before I sent him over the edge by mistake.
Straightening back up, I felt the blanket sliding off my shoulders with the chill air cooling my perspiring body. Ever so slowly, I ran my fingers lightly up and down the boy’s back feeling the heat of his skin burning my hands. He was on fire and so was I with my own testicles beginning to burn within the folds of their protective skin sheath which swung heavily between my legs. My giggle berries sensed what was about to happen anticipating the need for release. Backing off slightly and allowing my erection to slide from between the warm confines of his sacred grotto, I reached down and grabbed my thick hard tuber. It was stiff as a board pointing practically straight up and completely slicked up now from the rivulets of my oozing pre-cum sliding down along its length and girth. I’ve never felt it this hard before as I pressed the shaft downward feeling it strain against the pressure as I leaned forward to help with the angle.
Luke must have sensed the moment because he shifted downwards supporting the weight on his forearms. It left his butt swinging up in the air in front of my groin enticing me into action. He was being totally submissive to me like some whore waiting to service the needs of her master. I placed my left hand on Luke’s hip for stability and slowly leaned forward sliding the top part of my mushroom into the downy like folds of his steamy wet hot fissure, angling my extremely hard penis until my glans bump up against his organic virginal gate. My testicles began to squirm as I slowly applied pressure feeling the tightly closed gates of nirvana begin to open up for me as if ready to offer up its secrets.
Instinct told me that indeed my thick basilisk would fit inside of him, but it would still be a very tight fit. Lust began to take hold of my body now at this revelation, threatening to steal me away in the moment. My boulders began to burn hotly within the confines of their silky like sheathed skin, squirming around painfully and seeking urgent release. I could feel the animalistic instincts inside of me begin to rise, needing this as much as the boy. The feeling of me needing to fuck him and bust my nut deep inside of him was intense. The thought of pounding myself into him screamed in my mind and it took everything I had inside of me not to shove my torrid piece of hard flesh deep inside of him and simply fuck him like he were simply a bitch dog in heat.
“Mmmaaarphhh,” I whimpered with a little hiccupping sob escaping my lips; somehow managing to ease back slightly from what I was about to do as I began to pant raggedly gulping down air into my lungs realizing I had been holding my breathe.
The birthday boy swiveled his head looking back at me questioningly from his submissive position. “W…what’s wrong?” He asked tears welling up in his eyes as if he had done something wrong because I was shaking my head back and forth.
“N…nothing Luke…it…it’s just I can’t…not like this.” I hesitated while tears of shame began to tumble down Luke’s cheeks making me feel guilty that I couldn’t give him what he wanted, not like this.
“B…but I want this Latham. I told you…it will be alright. You won’t hurt me…I promise.” He insisted. “I mean…you do want to do this with me…right? I mean…is it me…you know…maybe you really don’t love me enough to like…us doing this together?” He asked looking really worried making my eyes widen in surprise that he would think he wasn’t good enough for me.
“What…No...I mean. Shit Luke. Of course I love you…like that. Shit…,” I cussed shaking my head because it really wasn’t coming out right. “Don’t you get it?” I asked my tone turning softer as I ran my hand up and down his smooth skin with his butt still pressed up against my groin while my spire continued to drool because the boy was so fucking sexy hot, even now. “It’s because I love you so much that I can’t do this…not like this.” I whispered softly leaning over and pressing my body up against his back feeling the nice cozy warmth of his skin against my chest and stomach.
My right hand curled around the front of his waist and slid downwards pushing up against his thighs while I put more of my weight along his back forcing him gently downwards. He shifted straightening out his legs as I slid over to the side pulling him with me until I was spooning him from behind with both of us lying on our left side. Luke craned his neck over his right shoulder looking at me confused and hurt, his eyes pleading with me as I sadly shook my head because he still didn’t understand letting his lust cloud his judgment which I couldn’t allow.
“I’m not going to fuck you so I can simply bust a nut inside of you.” I whispered gently.
“But…,” he began before I cut him off by leaning forward and gently placing my lips against his mouth kissing him tenderly with as much love and affection I could convey feeling him loosening up in my arms before we broke it off.
“Don’t you understand Luke?” I sighed. “I’ve never done this with anyone before. It’s my first time…it’s ‘Our’ first time. I’m not going to fuck you like some bitch of a dog in heat. This is supposed to be something special between us and I’m not going to just do that for the sake of having sex, not with the person I love. Of course I understand this is what gay guys do. It’s sex after all and I suppose we will be doing that sort of thing in the future, but not our first time. I can bust a nut with anybody Luke, but I love you and I want our first time like this to be something special.” I emphasized with his teary eyes looking at me as he tried to plead still not understanding.
“Latham, I really do want to do this with you. It is special because it is with you.” He stated with me nodding my head.
“Of course Luke, and I want it too. But not just sex. Don’t you get it…I want to make love to you, not just fuck you…I want to make love with you. Like I told you, I want our first time together in that way to be special. Later…if we want…then we can get wild. I mean I’d like that too, but not our first time. That…um…that should be special.” I repeated emphasizing how I felt as I continued to explain.
“This is our first time and I’m not going to have you hunched over like some whore while I mount and fuck your brains out. If you will still have me Luke, I’ll make love to you. I don’t want our first ‘special’ moment to be about lustful sex…I want us to make love together so our first time will always be special. I want this to be about love now and in the future. I want our sex to be about love. We can experiment around in the future and try different things, but I always want it to be about love. Is that something you can be alright with?” I asked sincerely hoping he understood what I was trying to say as tears began to tumble down his cheeks.
These weren’t tears of sadness, but rather tears of joy as he nodded his head. “Oh Latham, I love you sooooo much. You’ve just made me the happiest birthday boy ever. Yes, I want us to make love…I want you to make love to me. As long as we can be together…that is what I want. It’s just this is new for me too. I…I didn’t really know what else to do, but I understand now and yes, I want us to make love. I don’t want you to feel bad about what and how we are doing it together. Like you said we can try different things…I want to have wild sex with you too…but yes, our first time should be special not just for one person but for both of us.” He whispered softly as we once more kissed gently our tongues dancing around with one another in our warm damp mouths.
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End of Chapter Twenty four: Decisions
Coming soon Chapter Twenty five: Love, Sex, and Restraint
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