CHAPTER 13
MY BIG BROTHER
THE PAST & PRESENT
REVELATIONS & CONFESSIONS
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By the end of the conversation I was totally wiped out. They ended up heading downstairs while I sat for a while watching some television in the living room. Sitting there all alone made me yearn for Coco. There was something about him that made my heart go pitter patter setting my blood to boiling, but at that moment all I wanted was just to have his company. Most of our time together lately seemed to be in a sexual way and I loved it, but I also enjoyed simply having him around. He really had such a bubbly personality, and was so lovable. When we were together all cuddled up it simply felt natural to me.
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There was a loud clattering sound that brought me back to the moment with my eyes blinking coming back into focus as I gazed around the large gymnastics facility confused for a brief second until I remembered about coming here for Koko. My butt was starting to get a little sore from sitting on the hard bleachers so I shifted around looking down towards the source of all that noise. Some of the kids were cleaning up putting things away. I had watched Koko go through some of the various stations on the gymnastics floor with Justin by his side. The two boys seemed to be having fun together despite the seriousness of the situation. I even had to admit that the other boy, Justin, seemed to handle himself well with all the various stations, but once Koko began some routines it became obviously clear the distinct difference in talent and technique between the smaller boy and his older counterpart. Koko, despite being younger and smaller, far exceeded Justin’s talents.
Now as the two boys gave each other a knuckle bump I watched the older boy walking towards the locker room. The gymnastics coach stopped him for a moment to speak with the teen who looked down shuffling his feet before nodding his head and shaking the man’s hand before continuing to the change rooms. Koko bolted up the set of stairs towards me stopping a couple of feet away.
“How’d I do?” He asked beaming proudly at me as I reached over and pulled him towards me.
The boy resisted looking around as if a bit embarrassed, and I smiled knowingly as I nodded my head releasing him. “You were fantastic. I never knew how good you really were. What did the coach think?” I asked as Koko looked around before sitting down giving me a quick hug glancing around a bit nervously again.
Smiling, I chuckle to myself. I knew that most boys inevitably go through a phase where they don’t like to be seen in public with adults showing any sort of affection towards them. It kind of surprised me though that it would appear Koko seemed to be at that stage only because we’ve been displaying such tender warmth towards one another now for many days. Yet as I thought about it I realized most of those times were alone or with only Arty or Tim around. Even though I wasn’t his dad or anything, I didn’t want him to get to the point where he felt it a bad thing to be seen having this sort of parental kind of affection lavished towards him in public. I think my parents had done the right thing by ignoring both mine and my brother’s rebuffs when we went through a similar phase.
Now that he was sitting down next to me I wrapped my arm around his shoulder pulling the smaller boy towards me giving him a big hug and kiss on the cheek. He immediately stiffened up a bit looking around and blushing, but I continued to hold him as I leaned in whispering into his ear.
“Listen Koko…never be afraid to show innocent affection towards family or those you care about. I know it can be embarrassing; especially, if some of your friends are around, but if you think about it you will realize they are only jealous. Even though they may not admit it they all want that kind of close bond with their family members. Always remember you have people who care about you. Just think on it is all I’m asking.” I spoke to him gently ruffling his hair as he looked over towards me blushing a little guiltily while nodding his head that he understood.
There was a short pause before Koko looked back over towards me and then smiled. “You really think of me as family?” He asked making me smile.
“Yeah…I do.” I told him as I leaned in towards him even more, and held him in my arms as our two heads tilted together while we sat there in our own thoughts with what this meant.
Of course for my part I wouldn’t try to embarrass Koko too much in front of others, but as I deliberated on it I realized my parents really were smart about it. I mean, how can a friend tease me when my parents did the same thing to them. I still had to chuckle remembering how often my dad or mom would simply give one of my friends a gentle hug, a loving pat on the back, or even a quick tender peck. My dad rarely gave one of my friends a kiss, but every once in a while he would, just on top of their head or some such thing. Most of the time it was merely a fatherly type of hug and pat on the back. It got to the point where my friends didn’t even realize it was happening anymore because it became second nature and expected.
Feeling Koko so closely next to me simply felt right with the two of us sitting there on the bleachers together. It made me think that perhaps we could make this thing work. He would make for a fine son, but the big question was would he want me once he found out that I had been holding back. The other issue I had to deal with is that I had already initialized the process of creating my own family with my own biological child. Having Koko in my life had made me realize it was time to start my own family. Of course I had looked into many options, but settled on having an egg donated and using my own sperm to create a baby in a surrogate mother. There are definitely legal issues involved, but a person in my position has no problems dealing with any legal ramifications.
Spotting the coach looking up towards us I sighed breaking the solemn mood between me and Koko. “Why don’t you head on down into the locker room and get cleaned up?” I suggested as the smaller boy stood up and hesitated.
“Um…you’ll come and get me…right? I mean…you’ll be right in and help me get dressed Uncle Will…please?” He asked timidly making me wonder why he would need me to be there.
“Are you afraid to get changed alone in the dressing room?” I asked him as he hesitated a moment.
“No…um…well maybe a little I suppose. I mean…it wouldn’t be so bad if I knew more kids, but everything is still kind of…well you know…new.” He offered up making me a bit worried for him now as I scrunched up my eyebrows anxiously and nodded my head.
“Maybe…you should just wait for a minute.” I suggested cautiously.
Koko saw how this had made me apprehensive now about the whole idea of the gym. “Forget about it Uncle Will. Daddy always said sometimes I can be a little silly about that sort of thing. It’s just I get edgy sometimes being alone when I’m around somewhere new with people I don’t know. I’m sure it’s perfectly fine, and once I get to know more of the kids it won’t make me so tense. Really Uncle Will it’s nothing bad or anything, it just takes me a bit before I feel alright with a new setting.” He smiled up at me patting my hand reassuringly while his explanation still had me confused.
“But you didn’t feel that way moving all the way from Europe to over here and with me?” I asked him curiously as he merely shrugged his shoulders.
“Daddy says I’m strange like that. Some people I take to right away, but most new people it sort of takes a little for me to warm up to. You, Arty, and Tim…well…with you guys it was different right off…like I’ve known you my whole life. Even now, like with Justin. There’s just something about him…you know…like we sort of fit together as friends. I really can’t explain it Uncle Will…I mean it’s always been like that for me.” Koko sighed as he hesitated for a few seconds as if debating something before working his way down the stairs while I gazed fondly after him.
The coach stopped him briefly while I watched from my seat as they exchanged a few words. The man looked a bit baffled for a moment like he didn’t know what to say regarding whatever Koko had told him. After a brief pause the man grinned nodding his head as if coming to a decision before clapping the smaller boy on the shoulder. They talked a few more moments together before Koko smiled as he made his way to the change room looking pleased.
After that the gymnastics coach and I talked for a few minutes which left me a bit disoriented with what he had to say as I walked into the locker room heading towards the back row. As I rounded the corner I hesitated a moment noticing Justin sitting there on the bench seat completely naked as he reached inside the small locker in front of him. The boy noticed me standing there, and grinned happily with a bubbly attitude etched across his face. The boy was stunningly handsome in all his naked beauty, and in many ways his perky attitude along with his handsome looks reminded me a lot of Bryant back in Illinois. As the boy shifted I noticed he was sporting a semi-hard erection, which he didn’t even bother concealing as I was once more struck by how large it had inflated.
Now that I thought about it I suppose in many ways this is what reminded me about him being so much like Ben too, the first boy in my life who had taught me so much about sex, and had the largest boy endowment I’ve ever seen. I guess it was how large Justin seemed to get in his semi-hard state that reminded me of Ben, but as I continued to study him a bit more I began to realize that his overall features reminded me of both Ben and Bryant. It was almost as if he had taken some features of both boys for himself. You would think taking aspects of two different people would appear sort of hob shod, but to be honest I had to admit that Justin really was a very handsome boy. Add to that his infectious bubbly and welcoming personality, then his charms were indeed difficult to resist. Although he had physical attributes from both boys, I had to admit when it came to personality this element most definitely was all Bryant.
He seemed to detect my gaze sensing my discomfort so he shifted the towel over his nakedness while also giving me room to slip past him. Sitting down a few feet away I waited for Koko to show up. There was a short awkward silence that settled around us, and I think Justin could sense it as he sat there glancing over towards me biting his lower lip nervously.
“Mr. Will, I just want you to know I hope Koko gets to come to the gym. He’s really great, and I know the team could sure use his talents.” The thirteen year old boy told me with a genuine smile on his face making me scrunch up my eyebrows a bit confused by his comment.
“So you talked to the coach?” I asked him as he nodded his head standing up once more exposing himself as he picked up a dry pair of underwear to slip into.
“Oh…yeah…of course I did.” He replied pausing for a moment. “He told me that I could try out for the team again next time around. Don’t feel bad Mr. Will, I’m real happy for Koko. Besides I’ve got plenty of time to try out again in a month or two.” He added seemingly not in the least bit upset by the news while I began to realize the coach hadn’t talked to him about the other matter yet.
He shifted around his underwear in his hands so he could slip into them properly pausing for a moment glancing down at me when I spoke up. “Um…listen Justin…,” I began just as Koko rounded the corner with his towel wrapped around his waist his whole face lighting up once he spotted the older boy.
“There you are,” He squealed as he leapt on to the naked boy’s back wrapping his legs around the front. “I’ve got something important to tell you.” He finished off squealing when the older boy jerked at the unexpected leech that had attached itself to his back.
Justin winced when Koko’s feet bumped against his balls immediately grabbing the younger boy’s legs instinctively in a protective manner so he wouldn’t be bumped again. “Why you little turd.” The older boy yelped before recovering and reaching around pulling the smaller boy off of him.
Koko’s towel slipped from around his waist as the older boy wrapped his arms around the younger boy immediately laying into him with a vengeance by tickling him. I laughed at the silliness of the situation with two naked boys who hardly knew one another wrestling around like that without a stitch of clothing covering up their boy baubles.
I’d say they were two pees in a pod, but they really weren’t. The older boy was physically way larger than Koko in every sense of the word. Not only in build, height, and weight, but also what they were packing between their legs. In addition, Koko’s darker features were in stark contrast to that of the older boy, made even more noticeable as their naked bodies intertwined with one another. They sort of wrestled around like that for a moment or two before the older boy all of a sudden stepped back and grabbed his towel wrapping it around his exposed mid-riff finally remembering I was there. Just before the towel wrapped around his nakedness I noticed he had begun to chub up again making me wonder if he was also a bit afraid of getting a full blown on erection while wrestling around with the younger boy.
“I…um…sorry about that Mr. Will. I mean I’m sure the staff wouldn’t be too happy about me goofing around with a younger kid like that…and both of us all naked to boot.” He chuckled nervously.
“Even if we both kind of like that sort of thing. I…uh…I mean…they sort of frown on that sort of activity around here…you know.” He whispered conspiratorially to me before blushing realizing what his admission about goofing around like that with Koko implied as he glanced sideways at the younger boy a bit admonishingly.
“Besides, why on earth are you jumping on naked people like that for?” Justin chuckled switching the topic slightly in a smooth kind of way not in the least bit offended as he once more reverted back to his bubbly self.
“And what on earth is so important that you have to tell me by mauling me.” He finished off playfully as he once more picked up his underwear slipping them on beneath his wrapped towel that he left in place in case someone came looking to see what the commotion was all about and said something.
Evidently it was one thing for the younger boy to be standing there naked since I was with him, but an entirely different situation for Justin since no one was there with him. Koko also blushed as he glanced at me knowing I didn’t mind a bit of goofing around, but also feeling awkward by Justin’s earlier admission indicating he had enjoyed it in a different way.
“Oh…um…yeah. I wanted to let you know that the coach wants me to join the team. That is if it is alright with Uncle Will, and we can find the time and commitment for it?” Koko quickly added the last part looking towards me hopefully as I sighed coming to a decision.
I suppose I had already made it earlier when I had called around looking for a gymnastics program that would be a fit with the younger boy. “Yeah…I told the coach it will be alright Koko…but we need to talk about some things in private when we get home.” I told him sincerely as the boy smiled happily at me, but also biting his lip nervously knowing this would be a serious discussion.
Still he couldn’t resist the good news as he clasped his arm around my neck, gave a quick peck on the side of my lips, and held me tightly before remembering Justin was standing there. He released me just as quickly looking towards the older boy while blushing at the overt tender display of affection he just lavished on me in front of his new friend. Koko most definitely was at that stage now where he wanted the affectionate interaction, but also a bit embarrassed about it being seen in front of others.
There was a fraction of a second where it got kind of uncomfortable before I immediately propelled us past this awkwardness. “Maybe you should tell Justin the rest of the news.” I suggested as Koko broke out in this huge smile.
“Oh yeah…coach told me that he had only one spot left on the team.” Koko began as Justin smiled at his new little friend.
“I know Koko…uh…and the coach already told me I can try again in a month or two.” He stated. “Don’t worry I’m really happy for you and next time around I’ll be even better…that is if maybe…you know…um…you’ll be willing to help me out.” He finished off smiling conspiratorially at the younger boy who giggled back mischievously.
“No Justin…that’s just it. I told the coach I don’t want your spot.” Koko began again.
“What…no Koko don’t…you have to take it…please don’t give up the spot because of me.” The older boy gasped shaking his head completely surprised that someone he hardly even knew would do something like that for him.
“Justin…stop interrupting.” Koko reprimanded the older boy crossing his arms over his chest giving him that ‘now hush,’ type of look making me stifle a giggle wondering where on earth that part of his personality had come from.
Maybe from his mother I presumed as he continued his explanation. I had to admit though that it was comical considering he was standing there completely naked.
“I told the coach I didn’t want the spot unless you get to be on the team too. Coach thought about it and said that it was actually a good idea because the two of us worked so well together. So you are on the team too.” Koko announced with Justin looking at him stunned for a moment before both boys began jumping up and down excitedly with reckless abandon.
The boys were so happy that Justin forgot all about Koko still being stark naked as he reached out picking up the smaller boy in his arms giving the youngster a big bear like hug. Without thinking Koko leaned forward giving Justin a kiss on the cheek with the older boy reciprocating before they realized what had just happened. Suddenly Justin stopped practically dropping Koko on to the floor as he took a step back blushing.
“I…uh…,” he stuttered looking at Koko glancing guardedly towards me. “I…um…I’m so sorry.” He gasped ripping the towel from around his waist as he hurriedly got dressed while Koko glanced over towards his new friend and smiled.
The older boy paused for a moment glancing over towards us not saying a word as I began running the towel up and down Koko’s legs making sure they were dry. Anything I said at this point would only have the two of them even more embarrassed. Justin looked away finishing up before glancing over once more his gaze settling briefly on Koko’s flaccid little foreskin covered tube. I seemed to detect movement between the now completely dressed older boy’s legs before he hesitated as if he was going to say something, but then headed down the aisle away from us.
Neither one of us said anything as I quickly helped Koko into his underwear noticing him adjusting his small pecker before putting on his shorts and shirt. A few moments later we were walking out the door as well. Koko looked around a bit before exhaling sadly because Justin was nowhere around.
“Don’t worry I’m sure one of his folks was already waiting for him. After all he stayed longer than usual so he could help you out. I’m sure you will get to see him again when we come back since it seems as if you two will be working together a lot.” I offered up as Koko looked at me nodding his head while still looking worried about how quickly his new gymnastics buddy had sort of left.
“Koko don’t worry so much…really. I’m sure he left in a hurry because what happened caught him a bit off guard is all. I think he likes you, and he seems to know you kind of like him too, so I suppose he just needs some time to digest this information.” I suggested as Koko nodded his head.
“I suppose…I mean…you don’t think he will…you know…freak out about it or anything. I mean after all just because the two of us sort of like each other doesn’t mean we have to…you know.” The smaller boy blushed while I ruffled his hair glad that he was being more reserved about the whole sex thing with others. “Besides, I’m sort of with Arty…well…you know.” He giggled glancing towards me and blushing knowing full well I knew exactly what he meant. “I mean…with Arty it just isn’t about us and you know…uh…well…goofing around and all…but we both sort of like…um…you know. I mean we like as in really like each other. Know what I mean?” He asked wanting me to know that with him and Arty that it just wasn’t about the sex, even though it had been hot and heavy for them the first time the other night.
“I know Koko and I’m glad that you and Arty are thinking that way. As for Justin, I’m sure he’s probably thinking along the same lines…you know…not rushing into things. After all you two just met and all, and from what I can tell he wants to make sure you guys stay friends instead of having something like…um…some of this other stuff get in the way.” I offered up as we found the car so we could make our way home.
During our entire drive home Koko was all bubbly and chatty. He couldn’t stop thanking me enough for finding the perfect gymnastics facility for him. While we drove he told me all about the equipment, and how the place seemed like a great atmosphere to be in. Everyone was very competitive, but also extremely respectful helping each other out. Unlike some places where the kids seemed to learn to stab each other in the back, the coach had emphasized to him that he would not tolerate such behavior. Everyone had their strengths and weaknesses, and it was up to all of them to help one another out. I listened to Koko’s enthusiasm, which in turn made me happy to see him this cheerful.
We were getting close to home now as Koko gazed out the car window. “Oh…Uncle Will do you think you can drop me off at Arty’s place. I sort of told him I’d drop by after the interview to let him know how it went.” He stated as I immediately changed lanes so I could turn down the street leading to Arturo’s home. The smaller boy smiled appreciatively at me. “Thanks Uncle Will, I’m sure we are coming right over. Arty wanted to swim some more in the pool since we had to cut our visit a bit short earlier. Would it be alright if he stayed for dinner?” He asked me as I chuckled nodding yes.
“Sure Koko no problem as long as his mom says it’s okay. Also, if she agrees, he can spend the night again too. After all I’m the one who has to work, not you. I’m sure Tim won’t have any issues in the morning since the two of you are spending a lot of time together these days. Well…at least he didn’t complain about it earlier today when I caught him…uh…I mean he didn’t say anything with Arturo being over and swimming with you, so I’m sure it will be alright with him.” I told Koko chuckling to myself because I knew Tim hadn’t complained because he was having other issues he needed to try explaining away when I had interrupted him. Not that I think he really would have cared anyway concerning keeping an eye over both Koko and Arty.
The smaller boy unbuckled his seatbelt before leaning forward giving me a big hug. “Thanks Uncle Will…you’re the best.” I felt Koko’s face nuzzling up against my neck along with a quick peck on the cheek before he leaned back getting out of the car.
A few minutes later I pulled up into the warehouse building parking the car before making my way up the elevator. It stopped on my floor so I stepped out. I slowly made my way down the hall with keys in hand before stopping in my tracks frowning curiously at the figure leaning up against my door. It took a moment before I recognized my brother, but when I did a smile spread over my face as I walked towards him.
“Hey…what are you doing here?” I asked giving him a quick brotherly kind of hug before looking at my watch noticing it was a little later from the time I normally got home from work. “I hope you haven’t been waiting long?” I inquired opening up the door inviting him inside. “So what’s up?” I asked as we headed towards the kitchen.
“Oh…nothing much and I just got here a minute or two ago so I haven’t been waiting long.” He offered up as I reached inside the fridge handing him a bottle of beer before getting one for myself.
Like me, my brother wasn’t a big drinker, but we both enjoyed the occasional bottle of beer. It sort of amazed me how both of us never got into the whole big partying scene with all the drinking and stuff when we were younger. Of course my brother had been really popular in school and had gone to tons of parties, but I have to admit I never saw him coming home drunk or anything. I’m sure he drank and all, but like me it was just more casually.
“So what’s up?” I asked him again as we took a seat on the stools by the kitchen counter.
“Oh not much Chico.” My brother stated using my old nickname like he tended to do when we got together.
I suppose old habits were hard to break. “Just figured I’d pop by to see how things are going. We haven’t heard from you in a while and with the fourth of July coming up in a few weeks my wife and the girls were wondering if you were going to have the party this year again?” He stated as I nodded my head.
“Oh…yeah…um…of course I am. I’m sorry I haven’t called, but things have been a bit hectic around here.” I responded when some movement out in the garden caught my brother’s attention so he got up walking over towards the window looking out.
“Whoa…is that like Arty? Man, he’s gotten taller…and crap why is he stripping naked in the garden like that?” He asked me all of a sudden as I looked over seeing both Arty and Koko pulling off their clothes as they reached for their swim trunks.
“Oh…I guess they must have left their trunks out to dry earlier in the day.” I explained while my brother continued to look outside scratching the side of his face looking a bit puzzled.
“Um…Chico…who’s that other boy?” He asked looking towards me scrunching up his eyebrows in thought. “He…um…sort of reminds me of someone.” He paused trying to remember something when it seemed to click. “Yeah…now I know…you know…that kid…from when we lived back in O’Banyon. The one with…now what was that weird name again…uh…Coco…yeah that’s it.” He finally remembered looking at me.
Not knowing what to say or how to explain it I stood there for a moment while my brother gazed back at me. Then all of a sudden his expression changed as he shook his head at me as if he finally realized something.
“No…Chico…tell me you didn’t? I mean…I wrote them a while back saying you didn’t want anything to do with the whole thing, and that I don’t know where you are living now.” He stated point blank to me catching me by surprise while also confusing me.
“You what…who…I mean…what the hell are you talking about?” I asked him as my mind began to race.
“The letters…from some sort of detective agency that was looking for you. It mentioned that Coco was looking for you because he was sick and needed help. Evidently something to do with looking after his son. Chico, please tell me you didn’t get involved. I mean…why on earth would this kid…um…guy be looking for you after all these years, and what would possess him to have you looking out for a kid that doesn’t even belong to you or that you don’t even know?” He asked me seriously as my jaw fell to my chest with the bombshell he just dropped on my head.
“You knew? I mean…you should have told me.” I stated a bit shocked shaking my head.
“What for…it’s none of your concern.” He replied making my blood boil.
“What the hell gives you the right to say what does and doesn’t concern me? You had no right keeping that from me. Did mom and dad know too?” I asked as he shrugged his shoulders.
“Who knows…maybe…but why are you getting so damn pissed off…and for Pete’s sake please tell me you aren’t considering taking in a kid into your life. I mean you are living all alone…a bachelor…what the hell do you know about raising a kid?” He got defensive while I fumed at him.
“Fuck you…what right do you have to tell me if I can or can’t raise a kid on my own or make a family for my own. At least I come home from work every night unlike you. I mean it isn’t as if you are around that much for your girls the way you travel all over the place leaving them behind for weeks on end. I sure hope you are keeping your pants zipped up, and not screwing things up with your wife. .” I yelled back at him knowing they’ve been having some issues at home with things not all that rosy for him.
“Fuck you Chico, and you know that’s different. I’ve at least got a wife to watch over the girls; whereas, you’d be at work all the time.” He countered getting pissed off now as well for bringing up a sensitive issue.
“So what…you’re forgetting your wife works too, and usually the girls are by themselves for an hour or two before she gets home so actually things aren’t that different after all. Besides, we are talking about a child’s life here, not to mention a friend who I was very close to back then. Why the hell would you keep something like this from me…why?” I yelled at him furious because if nothing else I could have had the chance to say goodbye to Coco before he died, someone I now realized was way more than just a friend even after all these years.
“Chico…please…I…,” he began, when something must have caught his attention.
Standing a few feet inside the sliding door that lead out to the garden was Koko who was staring at us with tears running down the side of his cheeks. He had slipped into his tight fitting red Speedo style boxer legs swim trunks. If it weren’t for the tense situation I would have noted how sexy the boy looked standing next to another equally sultry looking boy. At some point both boys had slipped inside while my brother and I were arguing without us knowing. I wasn’t sure how much he had heard, or what he was able to figure out, but the look on his face made my heart collapse inside of me. After the whole situation at the gymnastics facility I had intended to finally talk to him about everything later on tonight. I didn’t know how he’d take it, but at least it would have been in a more thought out and controlled way. With Arturo there I was hoping it would have ease the tension when I finally talked to him about it.
My brother looked at Koko, and then towards me, finally realizing something. “Oh crap Chico…you haven’t told him anything yet have you?” He asked me as I tore my gaze from Koko’s eyes looking at my brother shaking my head.
“I…crap…Chico…really I’m very sorry for creating such a mess. I don’t know why I’m always doing that to you. Maybe I should just go and we can talk later.” He suggested setting down a half empty bottle of beer on the counter before letting himself out.
Walking to the door I gave my brother a meek smile. “Don’t worry about it and you don’t always screw things up like this…really. As older brothers go you really were decent to me growing up so don’t think otherwise, but for real, this time…,” I sighed spreading apart my hands while shaking my head.
“This is big time bro…but you know me…I’ll get it squared away. I’ll give you a buzz later, but let everyone know we will be having the party, and you guys are always very welcome to come. I love having the girls over and always look forward to visiting with you and your wife. Maybe this year mom and dad will finally be around as well.” I stated to him reassuring him everything was fine.
Closing the door behind me and turning around I noticed Koko just staring at me with Arturo standing there looking towards his friend and then me. I could tell Arty didn’t know what to do in this awkward situation as I continued to look at Koko’s crestfallen face. I knew I should have spoken to him sooner because there always seemed to be consequences when I did something like this, not to mention the heavy guilty feelings that always affected me so deeply when I did something stupid that hurt someone else.
Now I began to recall feeling the same way for a different situation I was in when I was younger with Koko’s father, yet the same feelings of guilt and doubt were nevertheless very similar as all of a sudden it wasn’t the present Koko standing in front of me, but rather his father from days gone by as my mind hurdled back to that time and place.
With everything that was going on lately it really shouldn’t surprise me that my memory would be traveling back to the past. After all Justin had reminded me of the events that had taken place between me and Bryant. It was the same day I took Coco over to Doug’s house so he could meet my football buddy’s younger brother. While there I had messed around with Doug’s little brother, which had been kind of fun, but was also beginning to eat on me with guilt since I was technically involved with Coco.
My mind went back to that day after coming home from Doug and Bryant’s house. My brother had come home with some of his buddies, and it had been one of those times when he was the good brother I had always spoken of and remembered. He had invited me to go out with him and his friends, but his buddies complained. He really got mad at them reminding them it was his decision if I tagged along. It had already been a long day for me, and I didn’t want to be a thorn in his friends’ side, so I had thanked him for the offer, but told him it was all good and they should head out without me.
After they left my parents wanted to talk with me about Coco. At first I thought they had figured things out; instead, they had been proud of how I was looking after the younger boy. After we chatted for a while I was sitting all alone watching television, but with my mind constantly flittering to the younger boy I decided to call it an evening. Turning out the lights I made my way to towards my bedroom. I thought it would take me a while to fall asleep, but with my back kind of aching I took one of my prescription pills, and within moments I had nodded off.
My dreams were a mix of pleasurable intermingled with being disturbing as they kept shifting to my encounter with Karen. I only recall that evenings dreams because they troubled me to no end. I just don’t know why, but having had sex with Karen was really bothering me on so many levels. On the one hand it had been a fantastic, and I do really mean it when I say an incredible experience regarding how truly awesome it felt. Yet at the same time there most definitely was something missing and lacking. It was the deep connection or feeling of caring a person has for someone else. That isn’t to say I didn’t care about Karen, no quiet the opposite. Rather what I am trying to convey is the other kind of caring in both a sexual and loving way. I simply can’t explain or describe it, perhaps it was guilt or something more, I don’t know. Yet, for me just by understanding this I knew without a doubt it had been a mistake in the grand scheme of things for many reasons, and not only because she was Coco’s sister. In the end there were so many layers to my guilt about what had happened and how I was keeping it all bottled up.
My dreams of Karen that night were alarming on so many levels that I just couldn’t seem to shake them as I began to struggle with waking up. My eyes snapped open when I heard the distinct sound of little feet padding along the hallway stopping briefly at my doorway. When it swung open I immediately knew it was Coco as the small boy silently entered my room closing the door behind him before tiptoeing over to my bed. He could tell I was awake as he slipped his shirt over his body while I swung my legs over the edge of the bed allowing the covers to slip off of me exposing my nakedness to him. He looked me over grinning when he saw my obvious erection.
Getting up off the bed without saying a word I stood in front of Coco hugging him tightly to my body as my lips pressed up against his a bit roughly. It was like some wild animal had come over me as I curled my fingers around the hair at the back of his head holding them tightly in my fist forcing his face up against my mouth in a rough kind of manner. Coco didn’t protest as his soft supple lips sought mine out hungrily.
Sucking the breath out of his lungs I could taste him, the simple pureness of his essence intermingled with sweetness of him like a warm cup of hot chocolate, and it made me shudder with delight before I forced our lips apart. I shifted my body behind him forcing him on his knees up against my mattress as I settled in pressing myself up against him feeling my hard erection shoving against his shorts. I wasn’t being gentle with him and I didn’t know why, but I was so turned on by him as I roughly pushed his upper body down up against the mattress forcefully tugging down his shorts thrusting my hard erection in-between his soft pillowy orbs in a frenzied heat.
I was panting now my penis leaking profusely as I sought out his little grommet pushing up against it so I could just outright fuck him. I started to press against him when Coco turned his head looking over his shoulders. In that one moment I saw his beautiful face with tears gathering at the corners of his almond shaped eyes. There was a little bit of fright etched on his features intermingled with the look of trust he still had in me. It was then that my mind finally snapped into place. Something indecipherable escaped my throat as I lifted up off of him totally mortified by what I had just about done.
There had been complete consent etched on Coco’s face at what we were about to do, but there was also a bit of fear since it had shifted to being a little rough and fast. This is not what I had intended and I felt extremely ashamed as I crawled up on to my mattress holding my knees up to my chest. In a blink of an eye I had almost destroyed what I knew was the most special relationship of my entire life.
Coco got up slipping off his shorts before settling in next to my shuddering body holding me tenderly in his loving embrace sensing something was terribly wrong. “Chico? Are you alright?” He whispered to me gently as I looked at him with tears flowing down my cheeks.
“No, I almost did something horrible to you Coco. I couldn’t live with myself if I ever hurt you.” I whispered back shaking my head knowing it was the internal conflict of what happened with Karen that was eating at me.
It was almost as if I wanted to eradicate that horrible deed with another sexual act. I needed it in such a bad way that I had almost stepped over boundaries that should never be crossed. I can honestly say that this was the only time in my entire life, even to this very day; I had ever gotten that close to crossing such a forbidden unnatural boundary.
“I don’t understand…I trust you Chico. Of course you’d never hurt me on purpose. I know it was a bit rough, but I kind of liked it in a way. It was scary and exciting at the same time. I don’t want you to feel bad about putting yourself inside of me because I told you that it hurt. I thought I explained that already and I…I really want us to try that again Chico. Towards the end I really did like the idea of you inside of me, as if you were giving me a part of you. I like that feeling and I want you, I really do Chico.” He told me as he took my face in his hands gently kissing me.
Our lips lingered on one another’s mouth for a while as we both tasted each other. It was warm and sweet as always, and I gathered him in my arms purely enjoying the feel of him like this for a few moments before I finally sighed.
“Coco, I have to tell you something…um…it’s really important…and I…um…please don’t hate me when I tell you.” I told him sincerely as his eyes gazed at me so innocently bouncing around joyfully as if conveying that I could never do or say anything to make him hate me.
Gathering together my thoughts I told him about what happened between me and Karen. I told him everything, of course no details of the act itself, but nevertheless the deed. He listened to what I had to say without any judgments, not once interrupting as I finished telling him what had happened earlier in the day. It was like a big heavy weight had been lifted off my shoulders while at the same time the knots inside my guts untangled, but I also was a bit sad for having betrayed him like this as he screwed up his eyebrows not saying a word for a minute or so after I had finished.
“Well?” I asked him.
“Well what? I mean it’s kind of weird Chico…you know…my sister and all…but still how can I be mad at you. I mean didn’t you just tell me I’m still young and need to find out how I feel about things? Isn’t that sort of what you did?” He asked me as I pursed my lips.
“Yeah Coco, but…” I started to reply before he stopped me by pressing his lips up against mine.
“No Chico…no if’s and but’s about it. All I want to know is if you enjoyed it?” He asked me seriously as I looked at him with my eyes welling up knowing I had to be honest with him.
“Yes,” I whispered softly nodding my head as a single tear slithered down my left cheek. “Coco, it felt great…at first. Then afterwards I…I just don’t know.” I paused scrunching up my eyes in thought trying to explain.
“Yes it felt great…you know the physical act…but there was something missing. It didn’t feel like it does when I’m with you. I don’t know how to explain it Coco, only that when I’m with you my whole insides tingle while my heart swells with such intense feeling. It’s like I can’t live my life without you.” I told him seriously as he nodded.
“I know Chico and I feel the same way. I didn’t tell you everything either…I mean regarding Bryant.” He told me as he hugged me tightly for a moment before releasing me settling down nervously.
“I…he…um…well he also wanted to touch me…you know down there so I…I let him. He thought it was really cool and I liked it too. It sort of felt like when you touch me down there. Then he asked me since it is so small if I jack off and how? When I showed him he asked if he could do it for me. I told him yes and he did. It felt really good Chico and I quickly…um…you know…had an orgasm.” Coco stated giggling anxiously as he quickly glanced over towards me.
“But like you said even though it felt good something was missing. Bryant was all jazzed up about jacking me off, but when I asked if I could do the same for him he said maybe another time because he had just taken care of it a few moments earlier while he was in the bathroom.” Coco finished off as he smiled at me blushing.
“Damn, I’m so happy for you Coco. Maybe the two of you will still be able to do some other stuff together.” I told him seriously as he shook his head.
“I don’t know Chico. He didn’t seem too interested since he didn’t let me do him” He told me seriously.
“Um…Coco…I…um…well…I have something else to confess.” I stated as I told him about my encounter with Bryant in the bathroom.
“Shit Chico, you really have been getting around lately.” Coco prodded me as he reached over to my headboard retrieving my lotion.
The smaller boy got up on his knees squeezing some of the lotion on his hand slathering up his backside before pushing me on my back so my erection was pointing up into the air before putting a huge amount all over it slowly taking my stiffness in his fingers to rub it in. It took all I had not to blow my wad with him touching me like that, but somehow I managed as Coco released me, got on his knees and leaned forward sticking his cute little orbs up in the air waiting expectantly. He seemed to think since I had shoved him over on the mattress that this is how I wanted to take him tonight.
“No Coco,” I whispered as I got behind him slipping the palm of my hand between his legs cupping his small swaying testicled pouch and soft penis in my fingers making him quiver at my tender touch.
I suppose it was difficult for him to get an erection when he was waiting for something a bit painful to be stuck inside of him. “No,” I shook my head again as his small softness began to stir in my hands. “Not like this Coco,” I whispered to him gently as he looked back at me over his shoulder smiling.
Rotating around on to his back he lifted up his legs bending his knees to his chest, once more waiting expectantly for me to do him like I had the first time. Slipping my body between his legs I settled my weight on top of him slowly kissing him in a gentle loving manner. He responded as our bodies and erections ground together. Feeling him like this was so refreshing and special. I know I keep saying it, but having him would never get old for me, and I could tell it was the same for him.
He was waiting for me to make love to him, but I didn’t want it like this. By having him on his back it was about me having control. I knew he hadn’t enjoyed the intimacy as much last time so I had something else in mind as I slid off of him bringing him along allowing him to roll on top of me. He looked at me questioningly and sighed.
“Chico, I want you to do me first.” He told me gently as I nodded my head.
“Alright, but maybe it will work better if you are on top.” I told him pushing gently on his upper body so he was sitting with his legs straddling across my mid-section.
Coco looked at me questioningly as I reached out to slowly begin jacking his semi-erection between my thumb and finger making his small body tremble with delight while my other hand gently cupped his macadamia nut sized testicles. Coco leaned forward placing the palms of his hands on my chest gasping trying to stave off his orgasm.
“Shit Chico that was close he gasped when I released him just in time, but now what?” He panted as I lifted up his hips shifting him backwards a little until his smooth creamy orbs floated above my erection.
“Just ease yourself on top of me, and when you are ready you can insert me inside of you.” I told him trembling now myself at the anticipation as I gazed at his erection and small sagging boy pouch swaying in front of me a few feet away from my face.
I reached down holding my own small erection so it was pointing upwards as his butt cheeks slowly engulfed my small three and a quarter inch hard shaft until the tip of my bulbous mushroom shaped head was knocking at the gates of sheer delight. He eased himself further down on me while I gasped with the overpowering intensity of passionate sensations overwhelming me as I felt myself slip inside of him. It had happened very suddenly and unexpectedly unlike the resistance I encountered the first time as my eyes locked onto Coco’s noticing him wince in pain for a moment.
His erection had immediately deflated so I took it in my fingers as I began to gently roll it between my thumb and two fingers feeling it start to stiffen up as the pain in his face shifted a bit towards being more comfortable. Looking down between our bodies I watched in fascination as his love conduit gobbled up my erection in short order, much more quickly than the first time we had done this together. Before both of us knew it I was completely buried deep inside of him as both of us seemed to gasp for air.
Coco smiled down at me warmly with a sense of peace across his features almost as if it didn’t hurt so much anymore. He shifted his weight on his knees making me gasp as a wave of pure electricity coursed throughout my body.
“Oh shit,” I squeaked making Coco giggle at how my voice had cracked. “Damn, take it slow Coco or I’ll blow my wad,” I gasped at him as he nodded his head looking so fucking sexy as beads of sweet trickled down along the side of his brow.
“Shit Chico this feels way better.” He gasped as he once more shifted trying to get a better angle making my own forehead bead up as I tried to stave off my orgasm.
This was the most difficult thing for me to do because all I wanted to do was bury myself as deeply and quickly as possible so I could simply enjoy the intensity of my orgasm, but I knew this wouldn’t do anything for Coco so made a conscious effort to stifle that urge.
Slowly at first, Coco began to rock his hips around, and before long I was doing my part as I rocked in the opposite direction. It was an intense feeling, but I had to be careful because I didn’t have a lot to work with length wise, and in this position it wouldn’t take much to slip out by mistake. It didn’t feel like I was able to get myself as deep inside of him like the first time around due to the new position we were in, but there was a positive trade off because it appeared like Coco was actually able to enjoy it more this way.
It was also intensely insane for me because I could see his small little hard boy penis and small soft sagging boy pouch while we made love together. I couldn’t help myself as the sheer smallness of his testicles and fleshy boy pouch seemed to draw my attention. It simply amazed me that his bag swung freely between his legs like that as I put my thumb and finger on either side of his pouch pinching them closed and open lightly playing with its fleshiness in my fingers. It really was so small where all I could do is merely use my thumb and finger to play with it. I don’t know how to describe it because how can something that small still swing freely between a boy’s legs without being one of those types of sacks that hugged a boy’s body. Yet here it was swaying around freely making me horny by merely playing around with it.
Coco leaned forward adjusting the angle of my entry into him even further as he was now moving a bit faster forcing himself down on me even more. I heard him gasp and felt his penis quivering in my fingers when all of a sudden he climaxed as his small little body was wracked with a spastic reaction. It caught me by surprise bringing me over the edge immediately at the same time.
I had been so focused on stroking his erection and little pouch trying to stave off my own orgasm, but now I simply exploded as soon as I felt his little iris shutter closing around the shaft of my rigidness while his own body detonated with his very own orgasmic explosion. Something had set him off, and in turn me too as we both suddenly gasped our naked bodies writhing around. My hips automatically hitched upwards burying myself even deeper feeling my flared glans rubbing up against something odd which seemed to make Coco react even more.
It was such an intense moment for the two of us as we both came at the same time. I watched in sheer amazement as a small dollop of his clear seminal fluid ejected from the tip of that small little acorn shaped penis head of Coco’s to land along my stomach and chest. It was only one small dollop with his small penis persistently trying to expel more as it continued to pulse on its own several more times. I could see a miniscule amount of oozing wetness pooling out of his penis slit running down one side of his small erection, almost like a single teardrop, nothing more.
While he was ejecting his precious seed on me I was doing the same deep inside of him as I felt the tip of my penis flair out and go off. I could feel some of it sliding around my shaft making me wonder just how far inside of him my cum actually could go. It was a brief thought as my body was overwhelmed while my own penis quivered excitedly inside of Coco. It was a pure euphoric moment for both of us as our high crested at the same time before crashing together when it all came crumbling down.
For a few moments I couldn’t think straight as I sucked in air slowly opening up my eyes feeling Coco’s body lying on top of me completely spent. I came back to my senses just in time to feel my now soft wet slimy slicked up penis slip out of the smaller boy as it simply shrivel up against my body feeling as if it were only one inch long now. The sensation of my wet softness sliding out of the smaller boy sent another ripple of excitement coursing through my body as I realized this too was so damn sexy despite me not being hard anymore. Coco’s little rigid tube also seemed to deflate up against my stomach as it slathered around in his own small goopy mess.
Rolling over on top of Coco I managed to pull away from him surveying the damage. I leaned down gingerly slurping up his gooey slicked up flaccidness into my mouth making him wince with excitement while I licked him clean before starting in on his small testicled boy pouch and blank slate of a pubic mound. I heard Coco giggling as my tongue unabashedly tickled his skin before he shoved me off of him rolling me over so he could do the same.
He looked up into my eyes for a moment, his hazel green little oceanic orbs looking sheepish before diving on my stomach to lick up some of his own cum that he had so unceremoniously sprayed on to me. Damn he looked so fucking hot, and I felt myself getting hard again despite just having blown my nut inside of him. It made me wonder if I’d be able to make love to him again so soon or if I’d be able to have another orgasm. It was a fleeting thought, something I filed away for another time.
He finished cleaning me up making me smile at the fact that he was now eating cum as it were the most natural of things to do. I motioned for him to lie back while I grabbed some tissue cleaning up between his cushiony dimpled melons as my cum slowly ooze out of him. Getting up off the bed I took an extra moment to wrap up the soiled tissue in more tissues tossing it into the bin before crawling back up against Coco who was watching my every move intently. I smiled noticing he had boned up again which in turn got me hard again too since it had sort of softened up when I got up to toss the tissues.
“What the hell was that?” Coco asked me making me look at him questioningly.
“What?” I asked him confused.
“Shit Chico, while you were…I mean while I was…shit, who was fucking who?” He asked a bit baffled now that he had been on top doing most of the work, but then shrugged it off for the moment.
“Anyway, while we were…um…making love you bumped up against something inside of me, and I just couldn’t help myself. Shit I didn’t know a guy could feel like that inside. I thought only girls feel something good when a guy…um…you know fucks them.” He stated still not comfortable using those kinds of words like this while making me smile because the way it was used didn’t come off as it being a dirty term; no rather it became more intimate.
What he was saying had me curious though because I seemed to recall Ben telling me about that sort of thing when we were watching the special movie he had brought over. The guys who were fucking each other seemed to enjoy it. I mean both the guy giving it and the one receiving it. At the time we had sort of talked about it because I had kind of mentioned that it was weird how the one guy acted like some of the girls getting it making me wonder if it was all an act. That’s when Ben had told me about something being inside a guy that can make him feel good.
“Um…I’m not sure Coco. I’ve heard there is an area inside a guy that can get him off like a girl, but I never knew if it was real or not. Here let me take a look.” I told him as I rolled up his knees gently inserting my finger inside of him while he tried to explain where it was.
Even though our recent activity had loosened him up back there it still took some doing, but all of a sudden my finger rubbed up against something inside of him that made him squeak in surprise. It seemed odd to me because I thought it would be way up inside of him, but in reality it wasn’t all that far in. I guess the best way to describe how I found it is to explain the position of everyone. Coco was on his back as I inserted my pointing finger inside of him palm up. I went in as far as I could before curling my finger almost like when you make that come here motion with your finger. When I did that, the tip of my finger brushed up against something just on the other side of where his penis and boy pouch would be if they were inside of him.
“Holy crap,” He gasped as I pulled out my finger giggling because let’s face it, just a couple of days ago things were completely different in the whole sex department for both of us.
“Damn Chico that is just too weird.” He admitted as we cuddled up together simply enjoying having one another in our arms. The smaller boy was irresistibly provocatively alluring, and I could smell the sex on him as I nuzzled my mouth against his neck.
Despite having just fucked him which should have satiated my needs, I was still horny as hell. How could that be? I mean he was just so damn angelically perfect, and I had fallen for him hard. My hands were all over him again as I decided to find out more about that later. Right now I wanted some more of him as my hands began to slowly explore every nook and cranny of his absolutely delectable sweet body. I simply adored his boyhood as my hands became even more intimate with that aspect of him. They were already finely honed in on his attributes, but I’d never tire of holding that part of him.
My mouth sought out his as we leaned together sucking up one another’s air supply. Damn his mouth was every bit as sexy hot as the rest of him. Releasing his lips I made my way down to the smallest treasure ever created, but also the most beautiful one in the world. I slurped up his penis hearing him sigh as I inhaled his scent. I loved the way he smelled. Basically I loved everything about him as I felt his little hardness in my mouth, and man was it ever hard. I’ve never ever felt another penis in my entire life as rigid as his was every time I slurped him up into my mouth. Even in my hands it was so damn fucking hard, not to mention hot, and I don’t only mean hot in the sexy sense because it sure enough was, but rather hot in the sense it felt extremely warm.
Letting his hardness slip from between my lips I began to play around with his small testicles rolling them about inside my mouth with my tongue. Coco’s fingers were curled up in my hair as he giggled enjoying how I was playing with him. I was gentle and loving the entire time; vowing to never ever get rough like that with him again. I began to realize that this is what sex really was supposed to be like. The exploration of a loved one’s body, the play, and just taking the other one all in, and I mean that in every sense of the word; especially, in regards to all of my senses. I touched, tasted, smelled, saw, and heard him in every sense of the word as I made love to the angelic boy. I got to know him intimately as I explored his body not only this night, but many others that were to follow.
Rolling him on his stomach I explored every inch of him from the back. I loved that little mole of his, and I lingered playing around with those cute little dimpled orbs. That was the first time I truly took notice of that on him, and it excited me to note something new. Coco let me enjoy his body for my own pleasure, and I played him like a master musician playing a finely tuned musical instrument. He was glorious in every sense of the word as we continued to make love to one another in the dimly lit room of my sanctuary.
This time Coco didn’t go home the following day; instead, he ended up remaining in my arms for the whole evening. When morning rolled around we got dressed cleaning up in the bathroom before going out for breakfast. My parents didn’t say anything about it as we enjoyed a pleasant meal together. Once Coco left my parents were a little concerned confronting me about his spending the night. I could tell they were beginning to wonder about us, me specifically, as they sort of hedged around the whole sex thing about me being kind of curious regarding certain things at my age.
About that time my brother surprised me as he came to the rescue. Well at least in his way of thinking, which created a different kind of situation. He told them he didn’t understand what they were so worried about. If anything it was about time dad had the whole girly thing talk with me because even though my parents hadn’t caught me with a girl like they had caught him one time that it doesn’t mean it isn’t time for the big talk. This sort of got my parents riled up again grilling both him and me for answers concerning whether or not I was sexually involved with a girl. Of course my brother’s answer to it was to roll his eyes getting up to leave saying he already went through this mess a couple of years ago, and didn’t need it for a second time.
My father on the other hand decided enough was enough telling the two of us to go downstairs. In the end he gave both of us the lecture telling my brother he wasn’t too old or too experienced yet not to benefit from it for a second time. My dad asked me point blank if I’d already done something with a girl. My brother laughed, but when I stared at him giving him a warning look he shrugged his shoulders sympathetically at my plight.
In the end I had to admit to my dad that indeed something had happened already at which point he seemed both proud while a bit sad at the same time. Thank goodness he had enough sense not to press for any more details because that would have been mortifying; especially, with my brother sitting there too. In the end though, I have to admit that the three of us really did have a productive discussion about the whole thing. For my father’s part he was very understanding yet very straight forward about it all not mincing words. He managed a balance of being sympathetic, understanding, and informative.
My parents never found out about me and Coco, no one did. For about a whole year I was getting sex on a regular basis as Coco and I got together two or three times a week to pleasure one another in a loving tender way. I wish I could say that there was more between me and Bryant, but to be honest there really wasn’t. I suspected Coco and Bryant got together a few times because they became very good friends. Coco as much as told me they fooled around some, but in the end Bryant was more into girls. Both of them remained the closest of friends throughout their high school and even college years even though Coco ended up marrying a lovely girl.
Now as those memories of my past began to fade away my mind suddenly snapped back to the present time when some movement in the general vicinity of where Koko was standing caught my attention. My older brother had left me to deal with this mess as usual, but I really couldn’t blame him for this one. Hanging my head down with lethargy I didn’t know what to say to the boy that would even begin to apologize for keeping him in the dark like this for all these weeks.
“Koko please don’t be mad, let me…uuumph,” I grunted looking up just in time to spread out my arms catching the smaller boy who had leaped sailing through the air clasping his arms tightly around my neck while wrapping his strong legs around my waist.
The abruptness caught me by surprise as the combined weight and forward momentum of his body almost knocked me over. I held the boy tightly to me while he shuddered sniveling with his face buried in my neck.
“Oh Koko…I’m really sorry…please forgive me for not saying anything sooner.” I whispered as my own eyes blurred with stinging wetness at the betrayal I had shown towards the younger boy.
“Daddy…,” I heard the smaller boy whisper softly. “Daddy we did it…we found him, and he’s just as every bit wonderful as you promised.” Koko softly cried in my arms as I clutched him tightly a small sob escaping my lips when I heard what he said.
I wasn’t sure if the sob was relief or what, but at that moment my heart finally cracked completely melting for the little boy in my arms. There was no more denying that my earlier decision had been the right thing to do. I had fought it for so long, but now I no longer had any doubts, and I was glad I had set everything in motion earlier this morning.
Koko settled down in my arms wiping away the tears as I set him on the ground while I kneeled in front of him. “But how Uncle Will? I mean I looked at your driver’s license and everything when we first met. I mean both daddy and I thought your name was Chico Everhard, but your driver’s license stated Will Everharte. I mean the last name was close enough that daddy may have gotten it wrong, but not your first name.” He finished off as I sighed shaking my head while I slowly got up motioning for both Arturo and Koko to follow me to the other room where we could get comfortable on the couch.
We settled in with Koko snuggling up in my lap refusing to let me go now that he had finally found me. “Listen Koko you’re right about my name. You see when I was real little an elderly lady who was a close friend to our family started calling me Chico, which means boy or lad in Spanish, and it had sort of stuck. To be honest I was glad because can you imagine going to school with my real name, Willie Everhard.” I stated to both boys who sort of scrunched up their eyebrows in thought for a split second before busting up in a fit of laughter.
“Oh man that would have sucked big time. I can imagine people going around saying your ‘Willie’ is ‘ever hard’ and crap like that.” Arturo giggled at the imagery my name seemed to fill in his mind while Koko merely busted up again not able to help himself as he glanced down at my crotch.
“Yeah…that would have sucked all the kids teasing you about constantly having a hard on or something. I mean, you just can’t help but look…you know…down there when you say your name.” He giggled giving me a hug letting me know he wasn’t really laughing at me, but rather it being just the whole circumstances in general.
Shaking my head I simply chuckled knowing all too well how funny the situation truly was regarding my real name. “Well…that’s why the name sort of stuck. When I began school I simply left my name as Chico. I’m sure my transcripts reflect that as well since I did have some issues because of it when I had to send them in to the universities I was applying to. Anyway, after college I decided to change my name because having a plaque on the door or my desk at work with ‘Willie Everhard’ on it just wouldn’t do. So I changed it to Will Everharte. Of course my parents were fit to be tied, but it was their fault to begin with for giving me a first name like Willie. The last name they can’t do anything about, but at least they could have found something more suitable. When I asked them why ‘Willie,’ they said because they thought at the time it was cute because of the last name.” I shook my head at the boys while we had a good chuckle over it.
“I’m so happy I found you Uncle Will, and I’m not mad or anything because I do understand why you didn’t say anything at first. Daddy took the time to explain everything to me making sure I understood everything. He told me it was important not to pressure you when we finally find you because this was a big decision for someone to make. He said I was a big ‘responsibility’ to take on.” the boy chuckled using his fingers as quotation marks for emphasis on the word ‘responsibility.’
“He said, but no matter what I was to trust your judgment. Daddy said he trusted you so much even after all these years so knew one way or another you would make sure I was taken care of properly. He warned me how you might not be able to take care of me with reasons I may not understand, but at least I would have a better chance with you placing me in a good home versus the Department of Children and Family Services.” He blurted out seemingly no longer able to hold his emotions in check.
“I’m so happy we found you Uncle Will. I was getting really worried that we never would, and what would happen to me.” He added as he began to sniffle again while my heart broke once more for making him have to wait so long with uncertainty.
Holding him tightly in my embrace I rocked him gently while Arturo wiped away his own tears as he took everything in. Smiling at Arty I reached over gently stroking the older boy’s face affectionately realizing his heart was breaking for his small buddy. I held Koko for a few minutes allowing him to settle back down in his own time.
Brushing my lips against his forehead I looked down at him smiling gently. “Well that was the other thing I wanted to talk to you about. Remember I told you at the gym that when we get home we need to sit down and have a chat.” I whispered softly as I felt the boy stiffen up for a moment before he sat up folding his hands in his lap trying to remain composed while bracing himself ready for the worst I might offer up.
Koko looked down at his fidgeting fingers nodding his head. “I remember Uncle Will. I guess you must have finally decided what to do with me.” He whispered glancing over towards Arturo biting his lower lip.
The older boy looked over at his friend as he reached out holding the younger boy’s hand in his own giving it an encouraging squeeze for support. “Yeah I have Koko.” I began taking a deep breath to keep my voice from shaking. “I was thinking about that room you are in. Well it is kind of bland you know…I mean like it is kind of missing something.” I stated looking towards the bedrooms across the way while Koko and Arturo did the same.
“What do you mean?” Koko asked still biting his lower lip nervously.
“Well just that it doesn’t have any personal touches…you know…like a boy would do to his very own room.” I offered up. “I was kind of hoping you could help me with that?” I asked him as Koko swiveled his head gazing at me intently almost afraid to breath.
“I guess that would be alright…I mean…do you just want it to be a general room for boys or should I…um…you know…add things that I want and like?” He responded softly as if holding his breath looking at me hopefully.
“Well I was thinking that since I started the official adoption proceedings you might want to make it your own…that is…if you think you would want to stay with a guy like me?” I offered up as he continued to stare at me with tears welling up in his eyes while Arturo grinned from ear to ear.
“Please Uncle Will…please tell me this is for real? Are you really saying…,” Koko swallowed the lump in his throat before continuing. “Are you really saying you want to keep me…for real…I mean like permanently?” He tried to stave off his emotions bravely that was threatening to overwhelm him.
“Yes Koko if you will allow me? After all it is your decision too. Of course we will have to go to court and all, but I don’t think there will be any issues because of all the legal documentation your father put in place expressing his wishes explicitly in this matter.” I offered up the dam finally breaking as the smaller boy collapsed into my arms in a heap of sobs. Even Arturo began to cry so I pulled him into my arms as well while all three of us clung to one another.
We sat there cuddled up together until Koko finally shuddered a little as if waking up. “So when do we start on my room?” He asked making me look at him for a split second before I busted up laughing.
I laughed so hard that I was in stitches as I felt the tension dissipate from my body. It was just what I needed as all three of us had a good heartfelt laugh. I could sense the tension in all of us evaporating as we slowly calmed down.
“Geeze…you get a new room for all of ten seconds and get right to it…huh?” I replied with Arturo looking at his friend shaking his head still unable to stop his giggling.
“Just kind of want to get all settled into my new home is all.” Koko sniggered.
“Well, if you can wait until this weekend I think I have the perfect solution.” I sighed as Koko continued to cuddle with me.
“Alright…I suppose I’ve already waited this long so a few more days won’t make a difference.” He replied cheekily making both me and Arturo smile at the young boy.
It made me happy to see how resilient the smaller boy was considering everything that was going on. We continued to cuddle together as we talked some more, and at one point I got up putting together some snacks for us to nibble on while we sat around. It was obvious the boys weren’t hungry for a big meal only wanting to cuddle and talk. At one point Koko spoke up asking more about my time with his father.
“Uncle Will, can you tell me what he was like…you know…before you left for college? Daddy told me all about…um…you know…the two of you together when you were younger…but what happened? I mean…he told me he really cared for you…uh…,” Koko blushed looking towards Arturo knowing this was something private, but seemingly needing to know.
“I mean…you know…like how me and Arturo care for one another.” He grinned at his friend as he reached out taking the older boy’s hand in his own smiling happily.
“He told me he really loved you, so why did you two stop seeing each other? What happened when you had to leave?” He asked me as I gently ran my hand through his soft hair enjoying how it felt as the locks curled around my fingers.
Arturo was also snuggled up next to me as we lay comfortably back on the couch. “Your dad never told you about the last time we were together?” I asked Koko a bit surprised since he seemed to know everything else about his dad’s time with me both in an intimate and casual way.
“No…,” Koko whispered shaking his head. “He told me some day I could ask you so it would be something we can have in common together like he shared with me all of his other special memories.” He shrugged looking up at me as if this one moment could make everything finally official.
Glancing over towards Arturo it felt kind of weird for me to talk about that special last night between Koko’s father and myself. “Koko…I’m not sure about this…I mean some things are meant to be private between two people. I truly loved your father Koko…in the most purest of ways, but things can change as we get older…just like they might change between you and Arty.” I told the small boy sincerely as he looked towards his friend a bit scared that what they shared together might end some day.
Not wanting him to be afraid I tried to clarify things some more. “Koko, right now the two of you really care for one another, and if you are true to those feelings that will never end, but it doesn’t mean it could still change a little. I know the two of you will always be close to one another, but the way you feel inside regarding boys and girls can change for one or both of you. If that time ever happens you both need to find it in your hearts to accept it. You can do that while still caring and loving one another.” I tried to explain it to the two boys who listened carefully to what I had to say.
“Um…Mr. Will…is…you know…that sort of what happened between you and Koko’s dad?” Arturo asked looking at me while blushing for getting in on a private conversation.
Sighing I reached over towards him brushing my fingers through his hair before leaning down to give him a soft kiss on the top of his head letting him know it was alright. My mind wrapped around his question as I slowly drifted back to that time in my life. Sighing I guess there wasn’t anyway of getting around it as I opened up to the two boys regarding the last time I was with Koko’s father. I suppose it was inevitable that I finally closed out my memories of those final days.
Coco and I had been having sex on a regular basis for about an entire year when we first started after we finally got back together. It was a regular commitment on both of our parts until I began to see him becoming interested in girls. During that year I began to mature more between my legs. By the end of our blissful and enjoyable sexy year I finally reached maturity topping out with an erection of just under five inches. As I matured he continued to take me inside of him enjoying my growth. I guess it was a slow enough process that he was able to enjoy it with me.
During that time our sex became even more intensely enjoyable, and it was easier for me to stay inside of him without slipping out. He remained small, both between his legs and in other ways. He grew a little taller, but not much. With my penis maturing more it frightened me at times that I would hurt him. He was so tiny compared to me, and I don’t mean between his legs even though he was small there too, but rather in regards to his physical size. Yet, he greedily sucked up my rigid penis as I slid between his cushiony pillowed orbs, and it never got old for either one of us. We did it both ways with us cherishing every moment of it because it was done out of love.
We made passionate love like that for about an entire year on a very consistent basis until as I mentioned he began to become interested in girls. Finally, I let him go; knowing it was the best for him with neither one of us regretting our time together. We also remained good friends until the day my father was transferred once more, this time the day after I graduated from high school. As that day approached Coco and I seemed to hang out together more often as he confided in me always remaining open and honest.
Shortly before I moved away the two of us had a deep discussion where he admitted to me that he had no regrets about what we did together. He also revealed to me that even though he was into girls the sex the two of us had together was still by far the best he’s ever had or likely to ever have again. I told him to have faith because when the right girl came along he would once more feel the intensity of that kind of passionate love. After all it was the love we had for one another that made the sex between us so special. In a way, it wasn’t about the sex between us, but rather the love we shared with one another.
I was seventeen and his parting gift to me was one final blissful moment with him. We had continued to have our moments together on and off over the years after he became interested in girls, but it had been a long time since our last sexual escapade together. In a way I suppose we were both eager to find out if it was still special for us.
We found a private and quiet spot at one of the parties, and I watched him eagerly as he stripped naked for me. At fourteen going on fifteen he was still small between his legs with a few strands of dark pubes on either side of the base of his shaft. I eagerly slurped up his two and a quarter inch erection, maybe just a bit longer but not by much, into my mouth noting how it was still the hottest and hardest erection I’ve ever known. He was hot and sexy as I forced him to cum into my mouth. It was still sweet in nature with the creamy substance being a bit thicker now with a hint of salty earthiness to it. It didn’t take much to get him to blow his wad because I guess he wanted it just as much as me. He gasped as he quivered in the throes of his orgasm.
I let his still hardened penis slip from my lips as I lined myself up between his legs before slowly slipping inside of him. Coco was still having his orgasm while I lined up and just as I entered into him he was beginning to come back down relaxing enough for my five inches of slicked up rigidity to slither past his opening. He was tight as ever, but both of our bodies were dripping with perspiration making everything slippery, and with my pre-cum slicked up hardness added to the mix it lubricated us both up enough for it to slide inside of him with surprisingly very little resistance.
Now as the length of my shaft slipped deep inside the wetness and warmth of his glorious grotto, it brought me back to the very first time we had made love together in this special way. The intensity was so strong and I knew I wouldn’t last as I began to slowly make love to my little angel sliding my just shy of five inch steel shaft back and forth. I took my time not wanting it to end, and it was one of the few times I managed to make our love making last this long. It seemed to take forever, but nevertheless, all too soon we both were in the grips of our euphoric climax, his second within moments apart, as his tight grommet contracted around the shaft of my penis milking me for all I was worth. It was a wonderful moment for both of us as we slowly came back down to earth from our exhilarating high cuddling together like we had when we first fell in love.
For me it had been a bitter sweet moment in my life as my mind slowly came back to the present time with a trail of wetness creating a shiny slipperiness on my tanned cheeks. Koko reached up wiping them away with a small smile on his features.
“No wonder daddy wanted you to have this memory to share with me. You sacrificed everything for daddy when he became interested in girls, and that is why he trusted you to watch over me. Oh Uncle Will I’m so sorry. It must have been so hard for you to watch daddy change like that and let him go. I can’t imagine how heartbreaking it must have been for you.” Koko sniffled while I looked down shaking my head.
“No Koko…I always knew in my heart this could happen. Yes it was difficult, but it was no sacrifice on my part. After all I gained the most in the end.” I whispered softly while Koko scrunched up his eyebrows wondering what I meant.
“I don’t understand…what did you get from it?” He asked curiously.
“Silly little rascal. You…I got you in return. It took a while, but your daddy gave me the most precious gift ever…you Koko.” I whispered in his ear kissing him gently on the cheek feeling him clutch me tightly.
The three of us just cuddled together for a couple of more hours under a small blanket as we snacked talking about nothing in particular. Koko talked about his dad the memories flooding out of him as he told us about their everyday routine, the places they traveled to competing with their gymnastics, and the personal moments they had together along with the times spent in the hospital. Then Arturo began to reminisce about his own dad as he fondly recalled their times together. Sometimes the mood got a little somber, but most of the time the boys discussed their dad with affectionate praise.
As darkness settled around us it became more hushed until the boys finally slipped away into a blissful slumber. Carefully I lifted up Arturo into my arms carrying him into Koko’s bedroom. Pulling away the blanket I settled his small bronze tanned body on the mattress. He sighed and began settling in. Hesitating a moment I sat down next to him and hooking my fingers in the waistband of his loose fitting white colored shorts I pulled them down slipping them off his legs. Arturo stirred awake for a moment looking down at his naked body before gazing into my eyes.
“Hey Mr. Will,” He sighed yawning as he reached down between his legs adjusting his soft three and a quarter inch penis and chestnut sized testicles before running his fingers through his small patch of pubes.
“Um…I hope you don’t mind Arty, but I know you and Koko sleep in bed naked together.” I whispered softly leaning over giving him a kiss on his forehead while he reached out wrapping his arms around my neck.
“No it’s alright Mr. Will.” He responded as he let me go to gaze up into my eyes.
My focus slowly drifted downwards as I ran my fingers lightly over his chest and stomach making him quiver and giggle. My hand continued downwards slowly running across his mostly bare pubic mound as I watched his penis twitch and begin to inflate. Sighing I stopped what I was doing covering him back up.
“You’re a very beautiful boy Arturo.” I whispered softly to him as I stroked his cheek with the back of my fingers before reaching over brushing his hair from his forehead. “Your father would be very proud of how you are growing up. I only hope you don’t grow up too fast though so you can still enjoy being a kid for a while longer.” I exhaled softly shaking my head as I continued to stroke his hair.
The older boy gently smiled at me, closed his eyes, and slipped back to sleep. I stayed there for another minute or two taking in his soft facial features before getting up to make my way towards Koko. There seemed to be a peaceful stillness surrounding us inside the house as I stood in front of the couch looking down at the small boy, my boy.
Coco was lying on his back on the couch still wearing his tight fitting boxer legs bathing suit. The corners of my mouth twitched upwards with a smirk because I could tell he had an erection; his small hard tube pressing against the polyamide and elastane fabric. Sitting down next to him I watched his sleek firm chest rise and fall in a steady rhythm. He was the spitting image of his father as I ran my hands across his body. His silky skin felt firm yet supple as goose bumps began to pop up all along the surface where my fingers left a trail.
My hands kept exploring his deceptively strong and wiry body. Despite his small size I couldn’t help but admire his tightly formed muscles from many hours worth of practice and training. Over the weeks his body had darkened under the blazing Phoenix sun giving him that exotic look. Glancing downwards I knew beneath the fabric of his shorts his midriff would gleam palely making me wonder how long that would last since lately he’s begun to go skinny dipping with Arturo.
Shifting my focus I gazed back up to his face unable to resist as I leaned in gently kissing his lower lip running my soft lips against the little mole located just below the corner of his mouth on the left side. It was only a quick warm kiss the kind a parent would give to their child nothing more. Even this though was amazing because his father had a similar mole along the corner of his mouth, but just above his upper lip instead of the lower lip. Sitting up I stroked Koko’s cheek lovingly before running my fingers through his hair.
“Hey buddy…,” I whispered softly to him as I reached down towards his bathing suit. “Help me out so I can get your bathing suit off of you.” I murmured as I began to tug on his tight waistband.
I couldn’t simply slip Koko’s bathing suit off of him like I had with Arturo’s shorts because this pair was tightly wrapped around his tiny frame which required a lot more effort to remove them. The smaller boy stirred yawning while at the same time lifting up his hips so I could literally peal off his tight fitting suit. It was so snug that I could barely get it off of him the waistband briefly catching on his one and a half inch erection forcing it downwards before it slipped free forcing his rigidness to slap up against his bare pubic mound.
Koko didn’t seem to take too much notice of this incident other than to simply reach down giving his little pecker a tug before closing his eyes fading back to sleep. Pulling the tight fabric down his legs I leaned forward catching a whiff of his heady boy scent sending my senses reeling with the familiar fragrance. Lifting up his leg Koko’s soft fleshy olive sized testicled boy pouch stuck to the side of his inner thigh before breaking free and jiggling around to finally settle down up against his body.
I finally managed to get his tight shorts off of him and smiled shaking my head. Damn, he was so damn sexy hot just like his father at that age. His foreskin covered one and a half inch erection was pointing straight up in the air away from his body bobbing around as his heart pulsed. Koko sighed and reached down between his legs as he rolled over on the couch. His lily white ass contracted creating a dimple briefly on each side of his butt cheeks before he settled back down. I could see the striated markings around his thin waist that was created by the constricting gummy material from his tight bathing suit along with that familiar little beauty mark just below the band on his upper left cheek.
Reaching out I ran my hand over his soft skin along his lower back and across his soft fleshy dimpled melons before leaning over kissing the middle of his lower back. I could smell his light airy earth like boy sent which sent a shiver all up and down my spine. It is a familiar scent of pure boy, reminding me of chocolate chip cookies and dirt, tickling my senses as I continue to explore his body with my hands.
In many ways the feelings bubbling up inside of me is similar to my time spent with the boy’s father, but as my fingers continued to roam over his smoothness I realized it was also very different. The sexual passion I felt towards the boy’s father was different to what I felt towards Koko. With him it was more like a father exploring his first born son. I wanted to know everything about him from head to toe as I leaned over nuzzling the small little beauty mark just below the striated markings around his waist. He tasted delicious in a different kind of way as I crawled next to him forcing my body between him and the back of the couch as I began stroking his hair.
Koko opened his eyes smiling at me. “Hey dad…,” he whispered his eyes sparkling catching me by surprise. “Is it alright if I start calling you that?” He whispered softly as he reached out stroking my face gently.
“I…um…what about your own dad Koko?” I asked him still baffled by the request seemingly coming out of nowhere as I reached up holding his hand in mine while kissing his palm affectionately.
“He was daddy and will always be daddy…but I…um…I just love you so much and I want you to be dad. I’ve imagined this for a long time.” He yawned smiling at me before continuing.
“I’ve thought about it for a bit now hoping that I might be able to call you dad. I know it isn’t official yet, but I…I just can’t help how I feel.” He whispered his eyes welling up as I smiled at him nodding my head.
“Yeah…I think I’d love that sport. Believe it or not I’ve waited a long time for those words too, and I’m thinking I like it. If it doesn’t bother you then it doesn’t bother me.” I told him softly as we both smiled warmly at one another enjoying the moment for a bit.
“Come on big guy.” I whispered to him scooping him up as he clutched his arms around my neck while wrapping his strong legs around my waist.
I could feel his hard little erection poking me in my stomach as I carried him to his room noticing how this simply didn’t seem to bother either one of us. We were both over such reactions a long time ago with him realizing he was simply being a typical boy when his body responded in a natural way like this. It was something I wanted him never to be ashamed about around me when he was in the security of his own home. Our society has made our boys ashamed about their bodies, and the natural reactions that they must all endure as they go through puberty. I wanted Koko to know he shouldn’t be ashamed about such normal reactions. I wanted our home to be one of openness where he could grow up being able to express his feelings and emotions. His father had started him on the right path so it was up to me to see it through as well. Despite the smaller boy’s hardships, I wanted him to grow up in a loving and open environment.
Pulling aside the covers I lowered my little guy next to Arturo watching as he curled up in the older boy’s arms. Their naked bodies automatically intertwined with one another their sexiness making me smile as I recalled how it was when I was young and in love. Covering both boys up, I leaned in giving them each a goodnight kiss before making my way to my own room. This had been a hectic day, but also a productive one, and it wasn’t long before I too was fast asleep knowing all too well tomorrow would be a big day at work.
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End of Chapter Thirteen
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By the end of the conversation I was totally wiped out. They ended up heading downstairs while I sat for a while watching some television in the living room. Sitting there all alone made me yearn for Coco. There was something about him that made my heart go pitter patter setting my blood to boiling, but at that moment all I wanted was just to have his company. Most of our time together lately seemed to be in a sexual way and I loved it, but I also enjoyed simply having him around. He really had such a bubbly personality, and was so lovable. When we were together all cuddled up it simply felt natural to me.
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There was a loud clattering sound that brought me back to the moment with my eyes blinking coming back into focus as I gazed around the large gymnastics facility confused for a brief second until I remembered about coming here for Koko. My butt was starting to get a little sore from sitting on the hard bleachers so I shifted around looking down towards the source of all that noise. Some of the kids were cleaning up putting things away. I had watched Koko go through some of the various stations on the gymnastics floor with Justin by his side. The two boys seemed to be having fun together despite the seriousness of the situation. I even had to admit that the other boy, Justin, seemed to handle himself well with all the various stations, but once Koko began some routines it became obviously clear the distinct difference in talent and technique between the smaller boy and his older counterpart. Koko, despite being younger and smaller, far exceeded Justin’s talents.
Now as the two boys gave each other a knuckle bump I watched the older boy walking towards the locker room. The gymnastics coach stopped him for a moment to speak with the teen who looked down shuffling his feet before nodding his head and shaking the man’s hand before continuing to the change rooms. Koko bolted up the set of stairs towards me stopping a couple of feet away.
“How’d I do?” He asked beaming proudly at me as I reached over and pulled him towards me.
The boy resisted looking around as if a bit embarrassed, and I smiled knowingly as I nodded my head releasing him. “You were fantastic. I never knew how good you really were. What did the coach think?” I asked as Koko looked around before sitting down giving me a quick hug glancing around a bit nervously again.
Smiling, I chuckle to myself. I knew that most boys inevitably go through a phase where they don’t like to be seen in public with adults showing any sort of affection towards them. It kind of surprised me though that it would appear Koko seemed to be at that stage only because we’ve been displaying such tender warmth towards one another now for many days. Yet as I thought about it I realized most of those times were alone or with only Arty or Tim around. Even though I wasn’t his dad or anything, I didn’t want him to get to the point where he felt it a bad thing to be seen having this sort of parental kind of affection lavished towards him in public. I think my parents had done the right thing by ignoring both mine and my brother’s rebuffs when we went through a similar phase.
Now that he was sitting down next to me I wrapped my arm around his shoulder pulling the smaller boy towards me giving him a big hug and kiss on the cheek. He immediately stiffened up a bit looking around and blushing, but I continued to hold him as I leaned in whispering into his ear.
“Listen Koko…never be afraid to show innocent affection towards family or those you care about. I know it can be embarrassing; especially, if some of your friends are around, but if you think about it you will realize they are only jealous. Even though they may not admit it they all want that kind of close bond with their family members. Always remember you have people who care about you. Just think on it is all I’m asking.” I spoke to him gently ruffling his hair as he looked over towards me blushing a little guiltily while nodding his head that he understood.
There was a short pause before Koko looked back over towards me and then smiled. “You really think of me as family?” He asked making me smile.
“Yeah…I do.” I told him as I leaned in towards him even more, and held him in my arms as our two heads tilted together while we sat there in our own thoughts with what this meant.
Of course for my part I wouldn’t try to embarrass Koko too much in front of others, but as I deliberated on it I realized my parents really were smart about it. I mean, how can a friend tease me when my parents did the same thing to them. I still had to chuckle remembering how often my dad or mom would simply give one of my friends a gentle hug, a loving pat on the back, or even a quick tender peck. My dad rarely gave one of my friends a kiss, but every once in a while he would, just on top of their head or some such thing. Most of the time it was merely a fatherly type of hug and pat on the back. It got to the point where my friends didn’t even realize it was happening anymore because it became second nature and expected.
Feeling Koko so closely next to me simply felt right with the two of us sitting there on the bleachers together. It made me think that perhaps we could make this thing work. He would make for a fine son, but the big question was would he want me once he found out that I had been holding back. The other issue I had to deal with is that I had already initialized the process of creating my own family with my own biological child. Having Koko in my life had made me realize it was time to start my own family. Of course I had looked into many options, but settled on having an egg donated and using my own sperm to create a baby in a surrogate mother. There are definitely legal issues involved, but a person in my position has no problems dealing with any legal ramifications.
Spotting the coach looking up towards us I sighed breaking the solemn mood between me and Koko. “Why don’t you head on down into the locker room and get cleaned up?” I suggested as the smaller boy stood up and hesitated.
“Um…you’ll come and get me…right? I mean…you’ll be right in and help me get dressed Uncle Will…please?” He asked timidly making me wonder why he would need me to be there.
“Are you afraid to get changed alone in the dressing room?” I asked him as he hesitated a moment.
“No…um…well maybe a little I suppose. I mean…it wouldn’t be so bad if I knew more kids, but everything is still kind of…well you know…new.” He offered up making me a bit worried for him now as I scrunched up my eyebrows anxiously and nodded my head.
“Maybe…you should just wait for a minute.” I suggested cautiously.
Koko saw how this had made me apprehensive now about the whole idea of the gym. “Forget about it Uncle Will. Daddy always said sometimes I can be a little silly about that sort of thing. It’s just I get edgy sometimes being alone when I’m around somewhere new with people I don’t know. I’m sure it’s perfectly fine, and once I get to know more of the kids it won’t make me so tense. Really Uncle Will it’s nothing bad or anything, it just takes me a bit before I feel alright with a new setting.” He smiled up at me patting my hand reassuringly while his explanation still had me confused.
“But you didn’t feel that way moving all the way from Europe to over here and with me?” I asked him curiously as he merely shrugged his shoulders.
“Daddy says I’m strange like that. Some people I take to right away, but most new people it sort of takes a little for me to warm up to. You, Arty, and Tim…well…with you guys it was different right off…like I’ve known you my whole life. Even now, like with Justin. There’s just something about him…you know…like we sort of fit together as friends. I really can’t explain it Uncle Will…I mean it’s always been like that for me.” Koko sighed as he hesitated for a few seconds as if debating something before working his way down the stairs while I gazed fondly after him.
The coach stopped him briefly while I watched from my seat as they exchanged a few words. The man looked a bit baffled for a moment like he didn’t know what to say regarding whatever Koko had told him. After a brief pause the man grinned nodding his head as if coming to a decision before clapping the smaller boy on the shoulder. They talked a few more moments together before Koko smiled as he made his way to the change room looking pleased.
After that the gymnastics coach and I talked for a few minutes which left me a bit disoriented with what he had to say as I walked into the locker room heading towards the back row. As I rounded the corner I hesitated a moment noticing Justin sitting there on the bench seat completely naked as he reached inside the small locker in front of him. The boy noticed me standing there, and grinned happily with a bubbly attitude etched across his face. The boy was stunningly handsome in all his naked beauty, and in many ways his perky attitude along with his handsome looks reminded me a lot of Bryant back in Illinois. As the boy shifted I noticed he was sporting a semi-hard erection, which he didn’t even bother concealing as I was once more struck by how large it had inflated.
Now that I thought about it I suppose in many ways this is what reminded me about him being so much like Ben too, the first boy in my life who had taught me so much about sex, and had the largest boy endowment I’ve ever seen. I guess it was how large Justin seemed to get in his semi-hard state that reminded me of Ben, but as I continued to study him a bit more I began to realize that his overall features reminded me of both Ben and Bryant. It was almost as if he had taken some features of both boys for himself. You would think taking aspects of two different people would appear sort of hob shod, but to be honest I had to admit that Justin really was a very handsome boy. Add to that his infectious bubbly and welcoming personality, then his charms were indeed difficult to resist. Although he had physical attributes from both boys, I had to admit when it came to personality this element most definitely was all Bryant.
He seemed to detect my gaze sensing my discomfort so he shifted the towel over his nakedness while also giving me room to slip past him. Sitting down a few feet away I waited for Koko to show up. There was a short awkward silence that settled around us, and I think Justin could sense it as he sat there glancing over towards me biting his lower lip nervously.
“Mr. Will, I just want you to know I hope Koko gets to come to the gym. He’s really great, and I know the team could sure use his talents.” The thirteen year old boy told me with a genuine smile on his face making me scrunch up my eyebrows a bit confused by his comment.
“So you talked to the coach?” I asked him as he nodded his head standing up once more exposing himself as he picked up a dry pair of underwear to slip into.
“Oh…yeah…of course I did.” He replied pausing for a moment. “He told me that I could try out for the team again next time around. Don’t feel bad Mr. Will, I’m real happy for Koko. Besides I’ve got plenty of time to try out again in a month or two.” He added seemingly not in the least bit upset by the news while I began to realize the coach hadn’t talked to him about the other matter yet.
He shifted around his underwear in his hands so he could slip into them properly pausing for a moment glancing down at me when I spoke up. “Um…listen Justin…,” I began just as Koko rounded the corner with his towel wrapped around his waist his whole face lighting up once he spotted the older boy.
“There you are,” He squealed as he leapt on to the naked boy’s back wrapping his legs around the front. “I’ve got something important to tell you.” He finished off squealing when the older boy jerked at the unexpected leech that had attached itself to his back.
Justin winced when Koko’s feet bumped against his balls immediately grabbing the younger boy’s legs instinctively in a protective manner so he wouldn’t be bumped again. “Why you little turd.” The older boy yelped before recovering and reaching around pulling the smaller boy off of him.
Koko’s towel slipped from around his waist as the older boy wrapped his arms around the younger boy immediately laying into him with a vengeance by tickling him. I laughed at the silliness of the situation with two naked boys who hardly knew one another wrestling around like that without a stitch of clothing covering up their boy baubles.
I’d say they were two pees in a pod, but they really weren’t. The older boy was physically way larger than Koko in every sense of the word. Not only in build, height, and weight, but also what they were packing between their legs. In addition, Koko’s darker features were in stark contrast to that of the older boy, made even more noticeable as their naked bodies intertwined with one another. They sort of wrestled around like that for a moment or two before the older boy all of a sudden stepped back and grabbed his towel wrapping it around his exposed mid-riff finally remembering I was there. Just before the towel wrapped around his nakedness I noticed he had begun to chub up again making me wonder if he was also a bit afraid of getting a full blown on erection while wrestling around with the younger boy.
“I…um…sorry about that Mr. Will. I mean I’m sure the staff wouldn’t be too happy about me goofing around with a younger kid like that…and both of us all naked to boot.” He chuckled nervously.
“Even if we both kind of like that sort of thing. I…uh…I mean…they sort of frown on that sort of activity around here…you know.” He whispered conspiratorially to me before blushing realizing what his admission about goofing around like that with Koko implied as he glanced sideways at the younger boy a bit admonishingly.
“Besides, why on earth are you jumping on naked people like that for?” Justin chuckled switching the topic slightly in a smooth kind of way not in the least bit offended as he once more reverted back to his bubbly self.
“And what on earth is so important that you have to tell me by mauling me.” He finished off playfully as he once more picked up his underwear slipping them on beneath his wrapped towel that he left in place in case someone came looking to see what the commotion was all about and said something.
Evidently it was one thing for the younger boy to be standing there naked since I was with him, but an entirely different situation for Justin since no one was there with him. Koko also blushed as he glanced at me knowing I didn’t mind a bit of goofing around, but also feeling awkward by Justin’s earlier admission indicating he had enjoyed it in a different way.
“Oh…um…yeah. I wanted to let you know that the coach wants me to join the team. That is if it is alright with Uncle Will, and we can find the time and commitment for it?” Koko quickly added the last part looking towards me hopefully as I sighed coming to a decision.
I suppose I had already made it earlier when I had called around looking for a gymnastics program that would be a fit with the younger boy. “Yeah…I told the coach it will be alright Koko…but we need to talk about some things in private when we get home.” I told him sincerely as the boy smiled happily at me, but also biting his lip nervously knowing this would be a serious discussion.
Still he couldn’t resist the good news as he clasped his arm around my neck, gave a quick peck on the side of my lips, and held me tightly before remembering Justin was standing there. He released me just as quickly looking towards the older boy while blushing at the overt tender display of affection he just lavished on me in front of his new friend. Koko most definitely was at that stage now where he wanted the affectionate interaction, but also a bit embarrassed about it being seen in front of others.
There was a fraction of a second where it got kind of uncomfortable before I immediately propelled us past this awkwardness. “Maybe you should tell Justin the rest of the news.” I suggested as Koko broke out in this huge smile.
“Oh yeah…coach told me that he had only one spot left on the team.” Koko began as Justin smiled at his new little friend.
“I know Koko…uh…and the coach already told me I can try again in a month or two.” He stated. “Don’t worry I’m really happy for you and next time around I’ll be even better…that is if maybe…you know…um…you’ll be willing to help me out.” He finished off smiling conspiratorially at the younger boy who giggled back mischievously.
“No Justin…that’s just it. I told the coach I don’t want your spot.” Koko began again.
“What…no Koko don’t…you have to take it…please don’t give up the spot because of me.” The older boy gasped shaking his head completely surprised that someone he hardly even knew would do something like that for him.
“Justin…stop interrupting.” Koko reprimanded the older boy crossing his arms over his chest giving him that ‘now hush,’ type of look making me stifle a giggle wondering where on earth that part of his personality had come from.
Maybe from his mother I presumed as he continued his explanation. I had to admit though that it was comical considering he was standing there completely naked.
“I told the coach I didn’t want the spot unless you get to be on the team too. Coach thought about it and said that it was actually a good idea because the two of us worked so well together. So you are on the team too.” Koko announced with Justin looking at him stunned for a moment before both boys began jumping up and down excitedly with reckless abandon.
The boys were so happy that Justin forgot all about Koko still being stark naked as he reached out picking up the smaller boy in his arms giving the youngster a big bear like hug. Without thinking Koko leaned forward giving Justin a kiss on the cheek with the older boy reciprocating before they realized what had just happened. Suddenly Justin stopped practically dropping Koko on to the floor as he took a step back blushing.
“I…uh…,” he stuttered looking at Koko glancing guardedly towards me. “I…um…I’m so sorry.” He gasped ripping the towel from around his waist as he hurriedly got dressed while Koko glanced over towards his new friend and smiled.
The older boy paused for a moment glancing over towards us not saying a word as I began running the towel up and down Koko’s legs making sure they were dry. Anything I said at this point would only have the two of them even more embarrassed. Justin looked away finishing up before glancing over once more his gaze settling briefly on Koko’s flaccid little foreskin covered tube. I seemed to detect movement between the now completely dressed older boy’s legs before he hesitated as if he was going to say something, but then headed down the aisle away from us.
Neither one of us said anything as I quickly helped Koko into his underwear noticing him adjusting his small pecker before putting on his shorts and shirt. A few moments later we were walking out the door as well. Koko looked around a bit before exhaling sadly because Justin was nowhere around.
“Don’t worry I’m sure one of his folks was already waiting for him. After all he stayed longer than usual so he could help you out. I’m sure you will get to see him again when we come back since it seems as if you two will be working together a lot.” I offered up as Koko looked at me nodding his head while still looking worried about how quickly his new gymnastics buddy had sort of left.
“Koko don’t worry so much…really. I’m sure he left in a hurry because what happened caught him a bit off guard is all. I think he likes you, and he seems to know you kind of like him too, so I suppose he just needs some time to digest this information.” I suggested as Koko nodded his head.
“I suppose…I mean…you don’t think he will…you know…freak out about it or anything. I mean after all just because the two of us sort of like each other doesn’t mean we have to…you know.” The smaller boy blushed while I ruffled his hair glad that he was being more reserved about the whole sex thing with others. “Besides, I’m sort of with Arty…well…you know.” He giggled glancing towards me and blushing knowing full well I knew exactly what he meant. “I mean…with Arty it just isn’t about us and you know…uh…well…goofing around and all…but we both sort of like…um…you know. I mean we like as in really like each other. Know what I mean?” He asked wanting me to know that with him and Arty that it just wasn’t about the sex, even though it had been hot and heavy for them the first time the other night.
“I know Koko and I’m glad that you and Arty are thinking that way. As for Justin, I’m sure he’s probably thinking along the same lines…you know…not rushing into things. After all you two just met and all, and from what I can tell he wants to make sure you guys stay friends instead of having something like…um…some of this other stuff get in the way.” I offered up as we found the car so we could make our way home.
During our entire drive home Koko was all bubbly and chatty. He couldn’t stop thanking me enough for finding the perfect gymnastics facility for him. While we drove he told me all about the equipment, and how the place seemed like a great atmosphere to be in. Everyone was very competitive, but also extremely respectful helping each other out. Unlike some places where the kids seemed to learn to stab each other in the back, the coach had emphasized to him that he would not tolerate such behavior. Everyone had their strengths and weaknesses, and it was up to all of them to help one another out. I listened to Koko’s enthusiasm, which in turn made me happy to see him this cheerful.
We were getting close to home now as Koko gazed out the car window. “Oh…Uncle Will do you think you can drop me off at Arty’s place. I sort of told him I’d drop by after the interview to let him know how it went.” He stated as I immediately changed lanes so I could turn down the street leading to Arturo’s home. The smaller boy smiled appreciatively at me. “Thanks Uncle Will, I’m sure we are coming right over. Arty wanted to swim some more in the pool since we had to cut our visit a bit short earlier. Would it be alright if he stayed for dinner?” He asked me as I chuckled nodding yes.
“Sure Koko no problem as long as his mom says it’s okay. Also, if she agrees, he can spend the night again too. After all I’m the one who has to work, not you. I’m sure Tim won’t have any issues in the morning since the two of you are spending a lot of time together these days. Well…at least he didn’t complain about it earlier today when I caught him…uh…I mean he didn’t say anything with Arturo being over and swimming with you, so I’m sure it will be alright with him.” I told Koko chuckling to myself because I knew Tim hadn’t complained because he was having other issues he needed to try explaining away when I had interrupted him. Not that I think he really would have cared anyway concerning keeping an eye over both Koko and Arty.
The smaller boy unbuckled his seatbelt before leaning forward giving me a big hug. “Thanks Uncle Will…you’re the best.” I felt Koko’s face nuzzling up against my neck along with a quick peck on the cheek before he leaned back getting out of the car.
A few minutes later I pulled up into the warehouse building parking the car before making my way up the elevator. It stopped on my floor so I stepped out. I slowly made my way down the hall with keys in hand before stopping in my tracks frowning curiously at the figure leaning up against my door. It took a moment before I recognized my brother, but when I did a smile spread over my face as I walked towards him.
“Hey…what are you doing here?” I asked giving him a quick brotherly kind of hug before looking at my watch noticing it was a little later from the time I normally got home from work. “I hope you haven’t been waiting long?” I inquired opening up the door inviting him inside. “So what’s up?” I asked as we headed towards the kitchen.
“Oh…nothing much and I just got here a minute or two ago so I haven’t been waiting long.” He offered up as I reached inside the fridge handing him a bottle of beer before getting one for myself.
Like me, my brother wasn’t a big drinker, but we both enjoyed the occasional bottle of beer. It sort of amazed me how both of us never got into the whole big partying scene with all the drinking and stuff when we were younger. Of course my brother had been really popular in school and had gone to tons of parties, but I have to admit I never saw him coming home drunk or anything. I’m sure he drank and all, but like me it was just more casually.
“So what’s up?” I asked him again as we took a seat on the stools by the kitchen counter.
“Oh not much Chico.” My brother stated using my old nickname like he tended to do when we got together.
I suppose old habits were hard to break. “Just figured I’d pop by to see how things are going. We haven’t heard from you in a while and with the fourth of July coming up in a few weeks my wife and the girls were wondering if you were going to have the party this year again?” He stated as I nodded my head.
“Oh…yeah…um…of course I am. I’m sorry I haven’t called, but things have been a bit hectic around here.” I responded when some movement out in the garden caught my brother’s attention so he got up walking over towards the window looking out.
“Whoa…is that like Arty? Man, he’s gotten taller…and crap why is he stripping naked in the garden like that?” He asked me all of a sudden as I looked over seeing both Arty and Koko pulling off their clothes as they reached for their swim trunks.
“Oh…I guess they must have left their trunks out to dry earlier in the day.” I explained while my brother continued to look outside scratching the side of his face looking a bit puzzled.
“Um…Chico…who’s that other boy?” He asked looking towards me scrunching up his eyebrows in thought. “He…um…sort of reminds me of someone.” He paused trying to remember something when it seemed to click. “Yeah…now I know…you know…that kid…from when we lived back in O’Banyon. The one with…now what was that weird name again…uh…Coco…yeah that’s it.” He finally remembered looking at me.
Not knowing what to say or how to explain it I stood there for a moment while my brother gazed back at me. Then all of a sudden his expression changed as he shook his head at me as if he finally realized something.
“No…Chico…tell me you didn’t? I mean…I wrote them a while back saying you didn’t want anything to do with the whole thing, and that I don’t know where you are living now.” He stated point blank to me catching me by surprise while also confusing me.
“You what…who…I mean…what the hell are you talking about?” I asked him as my mind began to race.
“The letters…from some sort of detective agency that was looking for you. It mentioned that Coco was looking for you because he was sick and needed help. Evidently something to do with looking after his son. Chico, please tell me you didn’t get involved. I mean…why on earth would this kid…um…guy be looking for you after all these years, and what would possess him to have you looking out for a kid that doesn’t even belong to you or that you don’t even know?” He asked me seriously as my jaw fell to my chest with the bombshell he just dropped on my head.
“You knew? I mean…you should have told me.” I stated a bit shocked shaking my head.
“What for…it’s none of your concern.” He replied making my blood boil.
“What the hell gives you the right to say what does and doesn’t concern me? You had no right keeping that from me. Did mom and dad know too?” I asked as he shrugged his shoulders.
“Who knows…maybe…but why are you getting so damn pissed off…and for Pete’s sake please tell me you aren’t considering taking in a kid into your life. I mean you are living all alone…a bachelor…what the hell do you know about raising a kid?” He got defensive while I fumed at him.
“Fuck you…what right do you have to tell me if I can or can’t raise a kid on my own or make a family for my own. At least I come home from work every night unlike you. I mean it isn’t as if you are around that much for your girls the way you travel all over the place leaving them behind for weeks on end. I sure hope you are keeping your pants zipped up, and not screwing things up with your wife. .” I yelled back at him knowing they’ve been having some issues at home with things not all that rosy for him.
“Fuck you Chico, and you know that’s different. I’ve at least got a wife to watch over the girls; whereas, you’d be at work all the time.” He countered getting pissed off now as well for bringing up a sensitive issue.
“So what…you’re forgetting your wife works too, and usually the girls are by themselves for an hour or two before she gets home so actually things aren’t that different after all. Besides, we are talking about a child’s life here, not to mention a friend who I was very close to back then. Why the hell would you keep something like this from me…why?” I yelled at him furious because if nothing else I could have had the chance to say goodbye to Coco before he died, someone I now realized was way more than just a friend even after all these years.
“Chico…please…I…,” he began, when something must have caught his attention.
Standing a few feet inside the sliding door that lead out to the garden was Koko who was staring at us with tears running down the side of his cheeks. He had slipped into his tight fitting red Speedo style boxer legs swim trunks. If it weren’t for the tense situation I would have noted how sexy the boy looked standing next to another equally sultry looking boy. At some point both boys had slipped inside while my brother and I were arguing without us knowing. I wasn’t sure how much he had heard, or what he was able to figure out, but the look on his face made my heart collapse inside of me. After the whole situation at the gymnastics facility I had intended to finally talk to him about everything later on tonight. I didn’t know how he’d take it, but at least it would have been in a more thought out and controlled way. With Arturo there I was hoping it would have ease the tension when I finally talked to him about it.
My brother looked at Koko, and then towards me, finally realizing something. “Oh crap Chico…you haven’t told him anything yet have you?” He asked me as I tore my gaze from Koko’s eyes looking at my brother shaking my head.
“I…crap…Chico…really I’m very sorry for creating such a mess. I don’t know why I’m always doing that to you. Maybe I should just go and we can talk later.” He suggested setting down a half empty bottle of beer on the counter before letting himself out.
Walking to the door I gave my brother a meek smile. “Don’t worry about it and you don’t always screw things up like this…really. As older brothers go you really were decent to me growing up so don’t think otherwise, but for real, this time…,” I sighed spreading apart my hands while shaking my head.
“This is big time bro…but you know me…I’ll get it squared away. I’ll give you a buzz later, but let everyone know we will be having the party, and you guys are always very welcome to come. I love having the girls over and always look forward to visiting with you and your wife. Maybe this year mom and dad will finally be around as well.” I stated to him reassuring him everything was fine.
Closing the door behind me and turning around I noticed Koko just staring at me with Arturo standing there looking towards his friend and then me. I could tell Arty didn’t know what to do in this awkward situation as I continued to look at Koko’s crestfallen face. I knew I should have spoken to him sooner because there always seemed to be consequences when I did something like this, not to mention the heavy guilty feelings that always affected me so deeply when I did something stupid that hurt someone else.
Now I began to recall feeling the same way for a different situation I was in when I was younger with Koko’s father, yet the same feelings of guilt and doubt were nevertheless very similar as all of a sudden it wasn’t the present Koko standing in front of me, but rather his father from days gone by as my mind hurdled back to that time and place.
With everything that was going on lately it really shouldn’t surprise me that my memory would be traveling back to the past. After all Justin had reminded me of the events that had taken place between me and Bryant. It was the same day I took Coco over to Doug’s house so he could meet my football buddy’s younger brother. While there I had messed around with Doug’s little brother, which had been kind of fun, but was also beginning to eat on me with guilt since I was technically involved with Coco.
My mind went back to that day after coming home from Doug and Bryant’s house. My brother had come home with some of his buddies, and it had been one of those times when he was the good brother I had always spoken of and remembered. He had invited me to go out with him and his friends, but his buddies complained. He really got mad at them reminding them it was his decision if I tagged along. It had already been a long day for me, and I didn’t want to be a thorn in his friends’ side, so I had thanked him for the offer, but told him it was all good and they should head out without me.
After they left my parents wanted to talk with me about Coco. At first I thought they had figured things out; instead, they had been proud of how I was looking after the younger boy. After we chatted for a while I was sitting all alone watching television, but with my mind constantly flittering to the younger boy I decided to call it an evening. Turning out the lights I made my way to towards my bedroom. I thought it would take me a while to fall asleep, but with my back kind of aching I took one of my prescription pills, and within moments I had nodded off.
My dreams were a mix of pleasurable intermingled with being disturbing as they kept shifting to my encounter with Karen. I only recall that evenings dreams because they troubled me to no end. I just don’t know why, but having had sex with Karen was really bothering me on so many levels. On the one hand it had been a fantastic, and I do really mean it when I say an incredible experience regarding how truly awesome it felt. Yet at the same time there most definitely was something missing and lacking. It was the deep connection or feeling of caring a person has for someone else. That isn’t to say I didn’t care about Karen, no quiet the opposite. Rather what I am trying to convey is the other kind of caring in both a sexual and loving way. I simply can’t explain or describe it, perhaps it was guilt or something more, I don’t know. Yet, for me just by understanding this I knew without a doubt it had been a mistake in the grand scheme of things for many reasons, and not only because she was Coco’s sister. In the end there were so many layers to my guilt about what had happened and how I was keeping it all bottled up.
My dreams of Karen that night were alarming on so many levels that I just couldn’t seem to shake them as I began to struggle with waking up. My eyes snapped open when I heard the distinct sound of little feet padding along the hallway stopping briefly at my doorway. When it swung open I immediately knew it was Coco as the small boy silently entered my room closing the door behind him before tiptoeing over to my bed. He could tell I was awake as he slipped his shirt over his body while I swung my legs over the edge of the bed allowing the covers to slip off of me exposing my nakedness to him. He looked me over grinning when he saw my obvious erection.
Getting up off the bed without saying a word I stood in front of Coco hugging him tightly to my body as my lips pressed up against his a bit roughly. It was like some wild animal had come over me as I curled my fingers around the hair at the back of his head holding them tightly in my fist forcing his face up against my mouth in a rough kind of manner. Coco didn’t protest as his soft supple lips sought mine out hungrily.
Sucking the breath out of his lungs I could taste him, the simple pureness of his essence intermingled with sweetness of him like a warm cup of hot chocolate, and it made me shudder with delight before I forced our lips apart. I shifted my body behind him forcing him on his knees up against my mattress as I settled in pressing myself up against him feeling my hard erection shoving against his shorts. I wasn’t being gentle with him and I didn’t know why, but I was so turned on by him as I roughly pushed his upper body down up against the mattress forcefully tugging down his shorts thrusting my hard erection in-between his soft pillowy orbs in a frenzied heat.
I was panting now my penis leaking profusely as I sought out his little grommet pushing up against it so I could just outright fuck him. I started to press against him when Coco turned his head looking over his shoulders. In that one moment I saw his beautiful face with tears gathering at the corners of his almond shaped eyes. There was a little bit of fright etched on his features intermingled with the look of trust he still had in me. It was then that my mind finally snapped into place. Something indecipherable escaped my throat as I lifted up off of him totally mortified by what I had just about done.
There had been complete consent etched on Coco’s face at what we were about to do, but there was also a bit of fear since it had shifted to being a little rough and fast. This is not what I had intended and I felt extremely ashamed as I crawled up on to my mattress holding my knees up to my chest. In a blink of an eye I had almost destroyed what I knew was the most special relationship of my entire life.
Coco got up slipping off his shorts before settling in next to my shuddering body holding me tenderly in his loving embrace sensing something was terribly wrong. “Chico? Are you alright?” He whispered to me gently as I looked at him with tears flowing down my cheeks.
“No, I almost did something horrible to you Coco. I couldn’t live with myself if I ever hurt you.” I whispered back shaking my head knowing it was the internal conflict of what happened with Karen that was eating at me.
It was almost as if I wanted to eradicate that horrible deed with another sexual act. I needed it in such a bad way that I had almost stepped over boundaries that should never be crossed. I can honestly say that this was the only time in my entire life, even to this very day; I had ever gotten that close to crossing such a forbidden unnatural boundary.
“I don’t understand…I trust you Chico. Of course you’d never hurt me on purpose. I know it was a bit rough, but I kind of liked it in a way. It was scary and exciting at the same time. I don’t want you to feel bad about putting yourself inside of me because I told you that it hurt. I thought I explained that already and I…I really want us to try that again Chico. Towards the end I really did like the idea of you inside of me, as if you were giving me a part of you. I like that feeling and I want you, I really do Chico.” He told me as he took my face in his hands gently kissing me.
Our lips lingered on one another’s mouth for a while as we both tasted each other. It was warm and sweet as always, and I gathered him in my arms purely enjoying the feel of him like this for a few moments before I finally sighed.
“Coco, I have to tell you something…um…it’s really important…and I…um…please don’t hate me when I tell you.” I told him sincerely as his eyes gazed at me so innocently bouncing around joyfully as if conveying that I could never do or say anything to make him hate me.
Gathering together my thoughts I told him about what happened between me and Karen. I told him everything, of course no details of the act itself, but nevertheless the deed. He listened to what I had to say without any judgments, not once interrupting as I finished telling him what had happened earlier in the day. It was like a big heavy weight had been lifted off my shoulders while at the same time the knots inside my guts untangled, but I also was a bit sad for having betrayed him like this as he screwed up his eyebrows not saying a word for a minute or so after I had finished.
“Well?” I asked him.
“Well what? I mean it’s kind of weird Chico…you know…my sister and all…but still how can I be mad at you. I mean didn’t you just tell me I’m still young and need to find out how I feel about things? Isn’t that sort of what you did?” He asked me as I pursed my lips.
“Yeah Coco, but…” I started to reply before he stopped me by pressing his lips up against mine.
“No Chico…no if’s and but’s about it. All I want to know is if you enjoyed it?” He asked me seriously as I looked at him with my eyes welling up knowing I had to be honest with him.
“Yes,” I whispered softly nodding my head as a single tear slithered down my left cheek. “Coco, it felt great…at first. Then afterwards I…I just don’t know.” I paused scrunching up my eyes in thought trying to explain.
“Yes it felt great…you know the physical act…but there was something missing. It didn’t feel like it does when I’m with you. I don’t know how to explain it Coco, only that when I’m with you my whole insides tingle while my heart swells with such intense feeling. It’s like I can’t live my life without you.” I told him seriously as he nodded.
“I know Chico and I feel the same way. I didn’t tell you everything either…I mean regarding Bryant.” He told me as he hugged me tightly for a moment before releasing me settling down nervously.
“I…he…um…well he also wanted to touch me…you know down there so I…I let him. He thought it was really cool and I liked it too. It sort of felt like when you touch me down there. Then he asked me since it is so small if I jack off and how? When I showed him he asked if he could do it for me. I told him yes and he did. It felt really good Chico and I quickly…um…you know…had an orgasm.” Coco stated giggling anxiously as he quickly glanced over towards me.
“But like you said even though it felt good something was missing. Bryant was all jazzed up about jacking me off, but when I asked if I could do the same for him he said maybe another time because he had just taken care of it a few moments earlier while he was in the bathroom.” Coco finished off as he smiled at me blushing.
“Damn, I’m so happy for you Coco. Maybe the two of you will still be able to do some other stuff together.” I told him seriously as he shook his head.
“I don’t know Chico. He didn’t seem too interested since he didn’t let me do him” He told me seriously.
“Um…Coco…I…um…well…I have something else to confess.” I stated as I told him about my encounter with Bryant in the bathroom.
“Shit Chico, you really have been getting around lately.” Coco prodded me as he reached over to my headboard retrieving my lotion.
The smaller boy got up on his knees squeezing some of the lotion on his hand slathering up his backside before pushing me on my back so my erection was pointing up into the air before putting a huge amount all over it slowly taking my stiffness in his fingers to rub it in. It took all I had not to blow my wad with him touching me like that, but somehow I managed as Coco released me, got on his knees and leaned forward sticking his cute little orbs up in the air waiting expectantly. He seemed to think since I had shoved him over on the mattress that this is how I wanted to take him tonight.
“No Coco,” I whispered as I got behind him slipping the palm of my hand between his legs cupping his small swaying testicled pouch and soft penis in my fingers making him quiver at my tender touch.
I suppose it was difficult for him to get an erection when he was waiting for something a bit painful to be stuck inside of him. “No,” I shook my head again as his small softness began to stir in my hands. “Not like this Coco,” I whispered to him gently as he looked back at me over his shoulder smiling.
Rotating around on to his back he lifted up his legs bending his knees to his chest, once more waiting expectantly for me to do him like I had the first time. Slipping my body between his legs I settled my weight on top of him slowly kissing him in a gentle loving manner. He responded as our bodies and erections ground together. Feeling him like this was so refreshing and special. I know I keep saying it, but having him would never get old for me, and I could tell it was the same for him.
He was waiting for me to make love to him, but I didn’t want it like this. By having him on his back it was about me having control. I knew he hadn’t enjoyed the intimacy as much last time so I had something else in mind as I slid off of him bringing him along allowing him to roll on top of me. He looked at me questioningly and sighed.
“Chico, I want you to do me first.” He told me gently as I nodded my head.
“Alright, but maybe it will work better if you are on top.” I told him pushing gently on his upper body so he was sitting with his legs straddling across my mid-section.
Coco looked at me questioningly as I reached out to slowly begin jacking his semi-erection between my thumb and finger making his small body tremble with delight while my other hand gently cupped his macadamia nut sized testicles. Coco leaned forward placing the palms of his hands on my chest gasping trying to stave off his orgasm.
“Shit Chico that was close he gasped when I released him just in time, but now what?” He panted as I lifted up his hips shifting him backwards a little until his smooth creamy orbs floated above my erection.
“Just ease yourself on top of me, and when you are ready you can insert me inside of you.” I told him trembling now myself at the anticipation as I gazed at his erection and small sagging boy pouch swaying in front of me a few feet away from my face.
I reached down holding my own small erection so it was pointing upwards as his butt cheeks slowly engulfed my small three and a quarter inch hard shaft until the tip of my bulbous mushroom shaped head was knocking at the gates of sheer delight. He eased himself further down on me while I gasped with the overpowering intensity of passionate sensations overwhelming me as I felt myself slip inside of him. It had happened very suddenly and unexpectedly unlike the resistance I encountered the first time as my eyes locked onto Coco’s noticing him wince in pain for a moment.
His erection had immediately deflated so I took it in my fingers as I began to gently roll it between my thumb and two fingers feeling it start to stiffen up as the pain in his face shifted a bit towards being more comfortable. Looking down between our bodies I watched in fascination as his love conduit gobbled up my erection in short order, much more quickly than the first time we had done this together. Before both of us knew it I was completely buried deep inside of him as both of us seemed to gasp for air.
Coco smiled down at me warmly with a sense of peace across his features almost as if it didn’t hurt so much anymore. He shifted his weight on his knees making me gasp as a wave of pure electricity coursed throughout my body.
“Oh shit,” I squeaked making Coco giggle at how my voice had cracked. “Damn, take it slow Coco or I’ll blow my wad,” I gasped at him as he nodded his head looking so fucking sexy as beads of sweet trickled down along the side of his brow.
“Shit Chico this feels way better.” He gasped as he once more shifted trying to get a better angle making my own forehead bead up as I tried to stave off my orgasm.
This was the most difficult thing for me to do because all I wanted to do was bury myself as deeply and quickly as possible so I could simply enjoy the intensity of my orgasm, but I knew this wouldn’t do anything for Coco so made a conscious effort to stifle that urge.
Slowly at first, Coco began to rock his hips around, and before long I was doing my part as I rocked in the opposite direction. It was an intense feeling, but I had to be careful because I didn’t have a lot to work with length wise, and in this position it wouldn’t take much to slip out by mistake. It didn’t feel like I was able to get myself as deep inside of him like the first time around due to the new position we were in, but there was a positive trade off because it appeared like Coco was actually able to enjoy it more this way.
It was also intensely insane for me because I could see his small little hard boy penis and small soft sagging boy pouch while we made love together. I couldn’t help myself as the sheer smallness of his testicles and fleshy boy pouch seemed to draw my attention. It simply amazed me that his bag swung freely between his legs like that as I put my thumb and finger on either side of his pouch pinching them closed and open lightly playing with its fleshiness in my fingers. It really was so small where all I could do is merely use my thumb and finger to play with it. I don’t know how to describe it because how can something that small still swing freely between a boy’s legs without being one of those types of sacks that hugged a boy’s body. Yet here it was swaying around freely making me horny by merely playing around with it.
Coco leaned forward adjusting the angle of my entry into him even further as he was now moving a bit faster forcing himself down on me even more. I heard him gasp and felt his penis quivering in my fingers when all of a sudden he climaxed as his small little body was wracked with a spastic reaction. It caught me by surprise bringing me over the edge immediately at the same time.
I had been so focused on stroking his erection and little pouch trying to stave off my own orgasm, but now I simply exploded as soon as I felt his little iris shutter closing around the shaft of my rigidness while his own body detonated with his very own orgasmic explosion. Something had set him off, and in turn me too as we both suddenly gasped our naked bodies writhing around. My hips automatically hitched upwards burying myself even deeper feeling my flared glans rubbing up against something odd which seemed to make Coco react even more.
It was such an intense moment for the two of us as we both came at the same time. I watched in sheer amazement as a small dollop of his clear seminal fluid ejected from the tip of that small little acorn shaped penis head of Coco’s to land along my stomach and chest. It was only one small dollop with his small penis persistently trying to expel more as it continued to pulse on its own several more times. I could see a miniscule amount of oozing wetness pooling out of his penis slit running down one side of his small erection, almost like a single teardrop, nothing more.
While he was ejecting his precious seed on me I was doing the same deep inside of him as I felt the tip of my penis flair out and go off. I could feel some of it sliding around my shaft making me wonder just how far inside of him my cum actually could go. It was a brief thought as my body was overwhelmed while my own penis quivered excitedly inside of Coco. It was a pure euphoric moment for both of us as our high crested at the same time before crashing together when it all came crumbling down.
For a few moments I couldn’t think straight as I sucked in air slowly opening up my eyes feeling Coco’s body lying on top of me completely spent. I came back to my senses just in time to feel my now soft wet slimy slicked up penis slip out of the smaller boy as it simply shrivel up against my body feeling as if it were only one inch long now. The sensation of my wet softness sliding out of the smaller boy sent another ripple of excitement coursing through my body as I realized this too was so damn sexy despite me not being hard anymore. Coco’s little rigid tube also seemed to deflate up against my stomach as it slathered around in his own small goopy mess.
Rolling over on top of Coco I managed to pull away from him surveying the damage. I leaned down gingerly slurping up his gooey slicked up flaccidness into my mouth making him wince with excitement while I licked him clean before starting in on his small testicled boy pouch and blank slate of a pubic mound. I heard Coco giggling as my tongue unabashedly tickled his skin before he shoved me off of him rolling me over so he could do the same.
He looked up into my eyes for a moment, his hazel green little oceanic orbs looking sheepish before diving on my stomach to lick up some of his own cum that he had so unceremoniously sprayed on to me. Damn he looked so fucking hot, and I felt myself getting hard again despite just having blown my nut inside of him. It made me wonder if I’d be able to make love to him again so soon or if I’d be able to have another orgasm. It was a fleeting thought, something I filed away for another time.
He finished cleaning me up making me smile at the fact that he was now eating cum as it were the most natural of things to do. I motioned for him to lie back while I grabbed some tissue cleaning up between his cushiony dimpled melons as my cum slowly ooze out of him. Getting up off the bed I took an extra moment to wrap up the soiled tissue in more tissues tossing it into the bin before crawling back up against Coco who was watching my every move intently. I smiled noticing he had boned up again which in turn got me hard again too since it had sort of softened up when I got up to toss the tissues.
“What the hell was that?” Coco asked me making me look at him questioningly.
“What?” I asked him confused.
“Shit Chico, while you were…I mean while I was…shit, who was fucking who?” He asked a bit baffled now that he had been on top doing most of the work, but then shrugged it off for the moment.
“Anyway, while we were…um…making love you bumped up against something inside of me, and I just couldn’t help myself. Shit I didn’t know a guy could feel like that inside. I thought only girls feel something good when a guy…um…you know fucks them.” He stated still not comfortable using those kinds of words like this while making me smile because the way it was used didn’t come off as it being a dirty term; no rather it became more intimate.
What he was saying had me curious though because I seemed to recall Ben telling me about that sort of thing when we were watching the special movie he had brought over. The guys who were fucking each other seemed to enjoy it. I mean both the guy giving it and the one receiving it. At the time we had sort of talked about it because I had kind of mentioned that it was weird how the one guy acted like some of the girls getting it making me wonder if it was all an act. That’s when Ben had told me about something being inside a guy that can make him feel good.
“Um…I’m not sure Coco. I’ve heard there is an area inside a guy that can get him off like a girl, but I never knew if it was real or not. Here let me take a look.” I told him as I rolled up his knees gently inserting my finger inside of him while he tried to explain where it was.
Even though our recent activity had loosened him up back there it still took some doing, but all of a sudden my finger rubbed up against something inside of him that made him squeak in surprise. It seemed odd to me because I thought it would be way up inside of him, but in reality it wasn’t all that far in. I guess the best way to describe how I found it is to explain the position of everyone. Coco was on his back as I inserted my pointing finger inside of him palm up. I went in as far as I could before curling my finger almost like when you make that come here motion with your finger. When I did that, the tip of my finger brushed up against something just on the other side of where his penis and boy pouch would be if they were inside of him.
“Holy crap,” He gasped as I pulled out my finger giggling because let’s face it, just a couple of days ago things were completely different in the whole sex department for both of us.
“Damn Chico that is just too weird.” He admitted as we cuddled up together simply enjoying having one another in our arms. The smaller boy was irresistibly provocatively alluring, and I could smell the sex on him as I nuzzled my mouth against his neck.
Despite having just fucked him which should have satiated my needs, I was still horny as hell. How could that be? I mean he was just so damn angelically perfect, and I had fallen for him hard. My hands were all over him again as I decided to find out more about that later. Right now I wanted some more of him as my hands began to slowly explore every nook and cranny of his absolutely delectable sweet body. I simply adored his boyhood as my hands became even more intimate with that aspect of him. They were already finely honed in on his attributes, but I’d never tire of holding that part of him.
My mouth sought out his as we leaned together sucking up one another’s air supply. Damn his mouth was every bit as sexy hot as the rest of him. Releasing his lips I made my way down to the smallest treasure ever created, but also the most beautiful one in the world. I slurped up his penis hearing him sigh as I inhaled his scent. I loved the way he smelled. Basically I loved everything about him as I felt his little hardness in my mouth, and man was it ever hard. I’ve never ever felt another penis in my entire life as rigid as his was every time I slurped him up into my mouth. Even in my hands it was so damn fucking hard, not to mention hot, and I don’t only mean hot in the sexy sense because it sure enough was, but rather hot in the sense it felt extremely warm.
Letting his hardness slip from between my lips I began to play around with his small testicles rolling them about inside my mouth with my tongue. Coco’s fingers were curled up in my hair as he giggled enjoying how I was playing with him. I was gentle and loving the entire time; vowing to never ever get rough like that with him again. I began to realize that this is what sex really was supposed to be like. The exploration of a loved one’s body, the play, and just taking the other one all in, and I mean that in every sense of the word; especially, in regards to all of my senses. I touched, tasted, smelled, saw, and heard him in every sense of the word as I made love to the angelic boy. I got to know him intimately as I explored his body not only this night, but many others that were to follow.
Rolling him on his stomach I explored every inch of him from the back. I loved that little mole of his, and I lingered playing around with those cute little dimpled orbs. That was the first time I truly took notice of that on him, and it excited me to note something new. Coco let me enjoy his body for my own pleasure, and I played him like a master musician playing a finely tuned musical instrument. He was glorious in every sense of the word as we continued to make love to one another in the dimly lit room of my sanctuary.
This time Coco didn’t go home the following day; instead, he ended up remaining in my arms for the whole evening. When morning rolled around we got dressed cleaning up in the bathroom before going out for breakfast. My parents didn’t say anything about it as we enjoyed a pleasant meal together. Once Coco left my parents were a little concerned confronting me about his spending the night. I could tell they were beginning to wonder about us, me specifically, as they sort of hedged around the whole sex thing about me being kind of curious regarding certain things at my age.
About that time my brother surprised me as he came to the rescue. Well at least in his way of thinking, which created a different kind of situation. He told them he didn’t understand what they were so worried about. If anything it was about time dad had the whole girly thing talk with me because even though my parents hadn’t caught me with a girl like they had caught him one time that it doesn’t mean it isn’t time for the big talk. This sort of got my parents riled up again grilling both him and me for answers concerning whether or not I was sexually involved with a girl. Of course my brother’s answer to it was to roll his eyes getting up to leave saying he already went through this mess a couple of years ago, and didn’t need it for a second time.
My father on the other hand decided enough was enough telling the two of us to go downstairs. In the end he gave both of us the lecture telling my brother he wasn’t too old or too experienced yet not to benefit from it for a second time. My dad asked me point blank if I’d already done something with a girl. My brother laughed, but when I stared at him giving him a warning look he shrugged his shoulders sympathetically at my plight.
In the end I had to admit to my dad that indeed something had happened already at which point he seemed both proud while a bit sad at the same time. Thank goodness he had enough sense not to press for any more details because that would have been mortifying; especially, with my brother sitting there too. In the end though, I have to admit that the three of us really did have a productive discussion about the whole thing. For my father’s part he was very understanding yet very straight forward about it all not mincing words. He managed a balance of being sympathetic, understanding, and informative.
My parents never found out about me and Coco, no one did. For about a whole year I was getting sex on a regular basis as Coco and I got together two or three times a week to pleasure one another in a loving tender way. I wish I could say that there was more between me and Bryant, but to be honest there really wasn’t. I suspected Coco and Bryant got together a few times because they became very good friends. Coco as much as told me they fooled around some, but in the end Bryant was more into girls. Both of them remained the closest of friends throughout their high school and even college years even though Coco ended up marrying a lovely girl.
Now as those memories of my past began to fade away my mind suddenly snapped back to the present time when some movement in the general vicinity of where Koko was standing caught my attention. My older brother had left me to deal with this mess as usual, but I really couldn’t blame him for this one. Hanging my head down with lethargy I didn’t know what to say to the boy that would even begin to apologize for keeping him in the dark like this for all these weeks.
“Koko please don’t be mad, let me…uuumph,” I grunted looking up just in time to spread out my arms catching the smaller boy who had leaped sailing through the air clasping his arms tightly around my neck while wrapping his strong legs around my waist.
The abruptness caught me by surprise as the combined weight and forward momentum of his body almost knocked me over. I held the boy tightly to me while he shuddered sniveling with his face buried in my neck.
“Oh Koko…I’m really sorry…please forgive me for not saying anything sooner.” I whispered as my own eyes blurred with stinging wetness at the betrayal I had shown towards the younger boy.
“Daddy…,” I heard the smaller boy whisper softly. “Daddy we did it…we found him, and he’s just as every bit wonderful as you promised.” Koko softly cried in my arms as I clutched him tightly a small sob escaping my lips when I heard what he said.
I wasn’t sure if the sob was relief or what, but at that moment my heart finally cracked completely melting for the little boy in my arms. There was no more denying that my earlier decision had been the right thing to do. I had fought it for so long, but now I no longer had any doubts, and I was glad I had set everything in motion earlier this morning.
Koko settled down in my arms wiping away the tears as I set him on the ground while I kneeled in front of him. “But how Uncle Will? I mean I looked at your driver’s license and everything when we first met. I mean both daddy and I thought your name was Chico Everhard, but your driver’s license stated Will Everharte. I mean the last name was close enough that daddy may have gotten it wrong, but not your first name.” He finished off as I sighed shaking my head while I slowly got up motioning for both Arturo and Koko to follow me to the other room where we could get comfortable on the couch.
We settled in with Koko snuggling up in my lap refusing to let me go now that he had finally found me. “Listen Koko you’re right about my name. You see when I was real little an elderly lady who was a close friend to our family started calling me Chico, which means boy or lad in Spanish, and it had sort of stuck. To be honest I was glad because can you imagine going to school with my real name, Willie Everhard.” I stated to both boys who sort of scrunched up their eyebrows in thought for a split second before busting up in a fit of laughter.
“Oh man that would have sucked big time. I can imagine people going around saying your ‘Willie’ is ‘ever hard’ and crap like that.” Arturo giggled at the imagery my name seemed to fill in his mind while Koko merely busted up again not able to help himself as he glanced down at my crotch.
“Yeah…that would have sucked all the kids teasing you about constantly having a hard on or something. I mean, you just can’t help but look…you know…down there when you say your name.” He giggled giving me a hug letting me know he wasn’t really laughing at me, but rather it being just the whole circumstances in general.
Shaking my head I simply chuckled knowing all too well how funny the situation truly was regarding my real name. “Well…that’s why the name sort of stuck. When I began school I simply left my name as Chico. I’m sure my transcripts reflect that as well since I did have some issues because of it when I had to send them in to the universities I was applying to. Anyway, after college I decided to change my name because having a plaque on the door or my desk at work with ‘Willie Everhard’ on it just wouldn’t do. So I changed it to Will Everharte. Of course my parents were fit to be tied, but it was their fault to begin with for giving me a first name like Willie. The last name they can’t do anything about, but at least they could have found something more suitable. When I asked them why ‘Willie,’ they said because they thought at the time it was cute because of the last name.” I shook my head at the boys while we had a good chuckle over it.
“I’m so happy I found you Uncle Will, and I’m not mad or anything because I do understand why you didn’t say anything at first. Daddy took the time to explain everything to me making sure I understood everything. He told me it was important not to pressure you when we finally find you because this was a big decision for someone to make. He said I was a big ‘responsibility’ to take on.” the boy chuckled using his fingers as quotation marks for emphasis on the word ‘responsibility.’
“He said, but no matter what I was to trust your judgment. Daddy said he trusted you so much even after all these years so knew one way or another you would make sure I was taken care of properly. He warned me how you might not be able to take care of me with reasons I may not understand, but at least I would have a better chance with you placing me in a good home versus the Department of Children and Family Services.” He blurted out seemingly no longer able to hold his emotions in check.
“I’m so happy we found you Uncle Will. I was getting really worried that we never would, and what would happen to me.” He added as he began to sniffle again while my heart broke once more for making him have to wait so long with uncertainty.
Holding him tightly in my embrace I rocked him gently while Arturo wiped away his own tears as he took everything in. Smiling at Arty I reached over gently stroking the older boy’s face affectionately realizing his heart was breaking for his small buddy. I held Koko for a few minutes allowing him to settle back down in his own time.
Brushing my lips against his forehead I looked down at him smiling gently. “Well that was the other thing I wanted to talk to you about. Remember I told you at the gym that when we get home we need to sit down and have a chat.” I whispered softly as I felt the boy stiffen up for a moment before he sat up folding his hands in his lap trying to remain composed while bracing himself ready for the worst I might offer up.
Koko looked down at his fidgeting fingers nodding his head. “I remember Uncle Will. I guess you must have finally decided what to do with me.” He whispered glancing over towards Arturo biting his lower lip.
The older boy looked over at his friend as he reached out holding the younger boy’s hand in his own giving it an encouraging squeeze for support. “Yeah I have Koko.” I began taking a deep breath to keep my voice from shaking. “I was thinking about that room you are in. Well it is kind of bland you know…I mean like it is kind of missing something.” I stated looking towards the bedrooms across the way while Koko and Arturo did the same.
“What do you mean?” Koko asked still biting his lower lip nervously.
“Well just that it doesn’t have any personal touches…you know…like a boy would do to his very own room.” I offered up. “I was kind of hoping you could help me with that?” I asked him as Koko swiveled his head gazing at me intently almost afraid to breath.
“I guess that would be alright…I mean…do you just want it to be a general room for boys or should I…um…you know…add things that I want and like?” He responded softly as if holding his breath looking at me hopefully.
“Well I was thinking that since I started the official adoption proceedings you might want to make it your own…that is…if you think you would want to stay with a guy like me?” I offered up as he continued to stare at me with tears welling up in his eyes while Arturo grinned from ear to ear.
“Please Uncle Will…please tell me this is for real? Are you really saying…,” Koko swallowed the lump in his throat before continuing. “Are you really saying you want to keep me…for real…I mean like permanently?” He tried to stave off his emotions bravely that was threatening to overwhelm him.
“Yes Koko if you will allow me? After all it is your decision too. Of course we will have to go to court and all, but I don’t think there will be any issues because of all the legal documentation your father put in place expressing his wishes explicitly in this matter.” I offered up the dam finally breaking as the smaller boy collapsed into my arms in a heap of sobs. Even Arturo began to cry so I pulled him into my arms as well while all three of us clung to one another.
We sat there cuddled up together until Koko finally shuddered a little as if waking up. “So when do we start on my room?” He asked making me look at him for a split second before I busted up laughing.
I laughed so hard that I was in stitches as I felt the tension dissipate from my body. It was just what I needed as all three of us had a good heartfelt laugh. I could sense the tension in all of us evaporating as we slowly calmed down.
“Geeze…you get a new room for all of ten seconds and get right to it…huh?” I replied with Arturo looking at his friend shaking his head still unable to stop his giggling.
“Just kind of want to get all settled into my new home is all.” Koko sniggered.
“Well, if you can wait until this weekend I think I have the perfect solution.” I sighed as Koko continued to cuddle with me.
“Alright…I suppose I’ve already waited this long so a few more days won’t make a difference.” He replied cheekily making both me and Arturo smile at the young boy.
It made me happy to see how resilient the smaller boy was considering everything that was going on. We continued to cuddle together as we talked some more, and at one point I got up putting together some snacks for us to nibble on while we sat around. It was obvious the boys weren’t hungry for a big meal only wanting to cuddle and talk. At one point Koko spoke up asking more about my time with his father.
“Uncle Will, can you tell me what he was like…you know…before you left for college? Daddy told me all about…um…you know…the two of you together when you were younger…but what happened? I mean…he told me he really cared for you…uh…,” Koko blushed looking towards Arturo knowing this was something private, but seemingly needing to know.
“I mean…you know…like how me and Arturo care for one another.” He grinned at his friend as he reached out taking the older boy’s hand in his own smiling happily.
“He told me he really loved you, so why did you two stop seeing each other? What happened when you had to leave?” He asked me as I gently ran my hand through his soft hair enjoying how it felt as the locks curled around my fingers.
Arturo was also snuggled up next to me as we lay comfortably back on the couch. “Your dad never told you about the last time we were together?” I asked Koko a bit surprised since he seemed to know everything else about his dad’s time with me both in an intimate and casual way.
“No…,” Koko whispered shaking his head. “He told me some day I could ask you so it would be something we can have in common together like he shared with me all of his other special memories.” He shrugged looking up at me as if this one moment could make everything finally official.
Glancing over towards Arturo it felt kind of weird for me to talk about that special last night between Koko’s father and myself. “Koko…I’m not sure about this…I mean some things are meant to be private between two people. I truly loved your father Koko…in the most purest of ways, but things can change as we get older…just like they might change between you and Arty.” I told the small boy sincerely as he looked towards his friend a bit scared that what they shared together might end some day.
Not wanting him to be afraid I tried to clarify things some more. “Koko, right now the two of you really care for one another, and if you are true to those feelings that will never end, but it doesn’t mean it could still change a little. I know the two of you will always be close to one another, but the way you feel inside regarding boys and girls can change for one or both of you. If that time ever happens you both need to find it in your hearts to accept it. You can do that while still caring and loving one another.” I tried to explain it to the two boys who listened carefully to what I had to say.
“Um…Mr. Will…is…you know…that sort of what happened between you and Koko’s dad?” Arturo asked looking at me while blushing for getting in on a private conversation.
Sighing I reached over towards him brushing my fingers through his hair before leaning down to give him a soft kiss on the top of his head letting him know it was alright. My mind wrapped around his question as I slowly drifted back to that time in my life. Sighing I guess there wasn’t anyway of getting around it as I opened up to the two boys regarding the last time I was with Koko’s father. I suppose it was inevitable that I finally closed out my memories of those final days.
Coco and I had been having sex on a regular basis for about an entire year when we first started after we finally got back together. It was a regular commitment on both of our parts until I began to see him becoming interested in girls. During that year I began to mature more between my legs. By the end of our blissful and enjoyable sexy year I finally reached maturity topping out with an erection of just under five inches. As I matured he continued to take me inside of him enjoying my growth. I guess it was a slow enough process that he was able to enjoy it with me.
During that time our sex became even more intensely enjoyable, and it was easier for me to stay inside of him without slipping out. He remained small, both between his legs and in other ways. He grew a little taller, but not much. With my penis maturing more it frightened me at times that I would hurt him. He was so tiny compared to me, and I don’t mean between his legs even though he was small there too, but rather in regards to his physical size. Yet, he greedily sucked up my rigid penis as I slid between his cushiony pillowed orbs, and it never got old for either one of us. We did it both ways with us cherishing every moment of it because it was done out of love.
We made passionate love like that for about an entire year on a very consistent basis until as I mentioned he began to become interested in girls. Finally, I let him go; knowing it was the best for him with neither one of us regretting our time together. We also remained good friends until the day my father was transferred once more, this time the day after I graduated from high school. As that day approached Coco and I seemed to hang out together more often as he confided in me always remaining open and honest.
Shortly before I moved away the two of us had a deep discussion where he admitted to me that he had no regrets about what we did together. He also revealed to me that even though he was into girls the sex the two of us had together was still by far the best he’s ever had or likely to ever have again. I told him to have faith because when the right girl came along he would once more feel the intensity of that kind of passionate love. After all it was the love we had for one another that made the sex between us so special. In a way, it wasn’t about the sex between us, but rather the love we shared with one another.
I was seventeen and his parting gift to me was one final blissful moment with him. We had continued to have our moments together on and off over the years after he became interested in girls, but it had been a long time since our last sexual escapade together. In a way I suppose we were both eager to find out if it was still special for us.
We found a private and quiet spot at one of the parties, and I watched him eagerly as he stripped naked for me. At fourteen going on fifteen he was still small between his legs with a few strands of dark pubes on either side of the base of his shaft. I eagerly slurped up his two and a quarter inch erection, maybe just a bit longer but not by much, into my mouth noting how it was still the hottest and hardest erection I’ve ever known. He was hot and sexy as I forced him to cum into my mouth. It was still sweet in nature with the creamy substance being a bit thicker now with a hint of salty earthiness to it. It didn’t take much to get him to blow his wad because I guess he wanted it just as much as me. He gasped as he quivered in the throes of his orgasm.
I let his still hardened penis slip from my lips as I lined myself up between his legs before slowly slipping inside of him. Coco was still having his orgasm while I lined up and just as I entered into him he was beginning to come back down relaxing enough for my five inches of slicked up rigidity to slither past his opening. He was tight as ever, but both of our bodies were dripping with perspiration making everything slippery, and with my pre-cum slicked up hardness added to the mix it lubricated us both up enough for it to slide inside of him with surprisingly very little resistance.
Now as the length of my shaft slipped deep inside the wetness and warmth of his glorious grotto, it brought me back to the very first time we had made love together in this special way. The intensity was so strong and I knew I wouldn’t last as I began to slowly make love to my little angel sliding my just shy of five inch steel shaft back and forth. I took my time not wanting it to end, and it was one of the few times I managed to make our love making last this long. It seemed to take forever, but nevertheless, all too soon we both were in the grips of our euphoric climax, his second within moments apart, as his tight grommet contracted around the shaft of my penis milking me for all I was worth. It was a wonderful moment for both of us as we slowly came back down to earth from our exhilarating high cuddling together like we had when we first fell in love.
For me it had been a bitter sweet moment in my life as my mind slowly came back to the present time with a trail of wetness creating a shiny slipperiness on my tanned cheeks. Koko reached up wiping them away with a small smile on his features.
“No wonder daddy wanted you to have this memory to share with me. You sacrificed everything for daddy when he became interested in girls, and that is why he trusted you to watch over me. Oh Uncle Will I’m so sorry. It must have been so hard for you to watch daddy change like that and let him go. I can’t imagine how heartbreaking it must have been for you.” Koko sniffled while I looked down shaking my head.
“No Koko…I always knew in my heart this could happen. Yes it was difficult, but it was no sacrifice on my part. After all I gained the most in the end.” I whispered softly while Koko scrunched up his eyebrows wondering what I meant.
“I don’t understand…what did you get from it?” He asked curiously.
“Silly little rascal. You…I got you in return. It took a while, but your daddy gave me the most precious gift ever…you Koko.” I whispered in his ear kissing him gently on the cheek feeling him clutch me tightly.
The three of us just cuddled together for a couple of more hours under a small blanket as we snacked talking about nothing in particular. Koko talked about his dad the memories flooding out of him as he told us about their everyday routine, the places they traveled to competing with their gymnastics, and the personal moments they had together along with the times spent in the hospital. Then Arturo began to reminisce about his own dad as he fondly recalled their times together. Sometimes the mood got a little somber, but most of the time the boys discussed their dad with affectionate praise.
As darkness settled around us it became more hushed until the boys finally slipped away into a blissful slumber. Carefully I lifted up Arturo into my arms carrying him into Koko’s bedroom. Pulling away the blanket I settled his small bronze tanned body on the mattress. He sighed and began settling in. Hesitating a moment I sat down next to him and hooking my fingers in the waistband of his loose fitting white colored shorts I pulled them down slipping them off his legs. Arturo stirred awake for a moment looking down at his naked body before gazing into my eyes.
“Hey Mr. Will,” He sighed yawning as he reached down between his legs adjusting his soft three and a quarter inch penis and chestnut sized testicles before running his fingers through his small patch of pubes.
“Um…I hope you don’t mind Arty, but I know you and Koko sleep in bed naked together.” I whispered softly leaning over giving him a kiss on his forehead while he reached out wrapping his arms around my neck.
“No it’s alright Mr. Will.” He responded as he let me go to gaze up into my eyes.
My focus slowly drifted downwards as I ran my fingers lightly over his chest and stomach making him quiver and giggle. My hand continued downwards slowly running across his mostly bare pubic mound as I watched his penis twitch and begin to inflate. Sighing I stopped what I was doing covering him back up.
“You’re a very beautiful boy Arturo.” I whispered softly to him as I stroked his cheek with the back of my fingers before reaching over brushing his hair from his forehead. “Your father would be very proud of how you are growing up. I only hope you don’t grow up too fast though so you can still enjoy being a kid for a while longer.” I exhaled softly shaking my head as I continued to stroke his hair.
The older boy gently smiled at me, closed his eyes, and slipped back to sleep. I stayed there for another minute or two taking in his soft facial features before getting up to make my way towards Koko. There seemed to be a peaceful stillness surrounding us inside the house as I stood in front of the couch looking down at the small boy, my boy.
Coco was lying on his back on the couch still wearing his tight fitting boxer legs bathing suit. The corners of my mouth twitched upwards with a smirk because I could tell he had an erection; his small hard tube pressing against the polyamide and elastane fabric. Sitting down next to him I watched his sleek firm chest rise and fall in a steady rhythm. He was the spitting image of his father as I ran my hands across his body. His silky skin felt firm yet supple as goose bumps began to pop up all along the surface where my fingers left a trail.
My hands kept exploring his deceptively strong and wiry body. Despite his small size I couldn’t help but admire his tightly formed muscles from many hours worth of practice and training. Over the weeks his body had darkened under the blazing Phoenix sun giving him that exotic look. Glancing downwards I knew beneath the fabric of his shorts his midriff would gleam palely making me wonder how long that would last since lately he’s begun to go skinny dipping with Arturo.
Shifting my focus I gazed back up to his face unable to resist as I leaned in gently kissing his lower lip running my soft lips against the little mole located just below the corner of his mouth on the left side. It was only a quick warm kiss the kind a parent would give to their child nothing more. Even this though was amazing because his father had a similar mole along the corner of his mouth, but just above his upper lip instead of the lower lip. Sitting up I stroked Koko’s cheek lovingly before running my fingers through his hair.
“Hey buddy…,” I whispered softly to him as I reached down towards his bathing suit. “Help me out so I can get your bathing suit off of you.” I murmured as I began to tug on his tight waistband.
I couldn’t simply slip Koko’s bathing suit off of him like I had with Arturo’s shorts because this pair was tightly wrapped around his tiny frame which required a lot more effort to remove them. The smaller boy stirred yawning while at the same time lifting up his hips so I could literally peal off his tight fitting suit. It was so snug that I could barely get it off of him the waistband briefly catching on his one and a half inch erection forcing it downwards before it slipped free forcing his rigidness to slap up against his bare pubic mound.
Koko didn’t seem to take too much notice of this incident other than to simply reach down giving his little pecker a tug before closing his eyes fading back to sleep. Pulling the tight fabric down his legs I leaned forward catching a whiff of his heady boy scent sending my senses reeling with the familiar fragrance. Lifting up his leg Koko’s soft fleshy olive sized testicled boy pouch stuck to the side of his inner thigh before breaking free and jiggling around to finally settle down up against his body.
I finally managed to get his tight shorts off of him and smiled shaking my head. Damn, he was so damn sexy hot just like his father at that age. His foreskin covered one and a half inch erection was pointing straight up in the air away from his body bobbing around as his heart pulsed. Koko sighed and reached down between his legs as he rolled over on the couch. His lily white ass contracted creating a dimple briefly on each side of his butt cheeks before he settled back down. I could see the striated markings around his thin waist that was created by the constricting gummy material from his tight bathing suit along with that familiar little beauty mark just below the band on his upper left cheek.
Reaching out I ran my hand over his soft skin along his lower back and across his soft fleshy dimpled melons before leaning over kissing the middle of his lower back. I could smell his light airy earth like boy sent which sent a shiver all up and down my spine. It is a familiar scent of pure boy, reminding me of chocolate chip cookies and dirt, tickling my senses as I continue to explore his body with my hands.
In many ways the feelings bubbling up inside of me is similar to my time spent with the boy’s father, but as my fingers continued to roam over his smoothness I realized it was also very different. The sexual passion I felt towards the boy’s father was different to what I felt towards Koko. With him it was more like a father exploring his first born son. I wanted to know everything about him from head to toe as I leaned over nuzzling the small little beauty mark just below the striated markings around his waist. He tasted delicious in a different kind of way as I crawled next to him forcing my body between him and the back of the couch as I began stroking his hair.
Koko opened his eyes smiling at me. “Hey dad…,” he whispered his eyes sparkling catching me by surprise. “Is it alright if I start calling you that?” He whispered softly as he reached out stroking my face gently.
“I…um…what about your own dad Koko?” I asked him still baffled by the request seemingly coming out of nowhere as I reached up holding his hand in mine while kissing his palm affectionately.
“He was daddy and will always be daddy…but I…um…I just love you so much and I want you to be dad. I’ve imagined this for a long time.” He yawned smiling at me before continuing.
“I’ve thought about it for a bit now hoping that I might be able to call you dad. I know it isn’t official yet, but I…I just can’t help how I feel.” He whispered his eyes welling up as I smiled at him nodding my head.
“Yeah…I think I’d love that sport. Believe it or not I’ve waited a long time for those words too, and I’m thinking I like it. If it doesn’t bother you then it doesn’t bother me.” I told him softly as we both smiled warmly at one another enjoying the moment for a bit.
“Come on big guy.” I whispered to him scooping him up as he clutched his arms around my neck while wrapping his strong legs around my waist.
I could feel his hard little erection poking me in my stomach as I carried him to his room noticing how this simply didn’t seem to bother either one of us. We were both over such reactions a long time ago with him realizing he was simply being a typical boy when his body responded in a natural way like this. It was something I wanted him never to be ashamed about around me when he was in the security of his own home. Our society has made our boys ashamed about their bodies, and the natural reactions that they must all endure as they go through puberty. I wanted Koko to know he shouldn’t be ashamed about such normal reactions. I wanted our home to be one of openness where he could grow up being able to express his feelings and emotions. His father had started him on the right path so it was up to me to see it through as well. Despite the smaller boy’s hardships, I wanted him to grow up in a loving and open environment.
Pulling aside the covers I lowered my little guy next to Arturo watching as he curled up in the older boy’s arms. Their naked bodies automatically intertwined with one another their sexiness making me smile as I recalled how it was when I was young and in love. Covering both boys up, I leaned in giving them each a goodnight kiss before making my way to my own room. This had been a hectic day, but also a productive one, and it wasn’t long before I too was fast asleep knowing all too well tomorrow would be a big day at work.
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End of Chapter Thirteen
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